Why do Lightworkers/Starseeds Choose Such Difficult Lives?
Me: Okay, Ivo can you tell me, why do starseeds pick horrible parents and have awful childhoods experiencing abuse? This pertains to me as well, as you know.
Ivo: You have been reading things lately that contradict your traditional therapy models. You do not have to keep reliving the past.
Me: Yeah but I do. If I haven't changed it, my thinking keeps bringing it up again.
Ivo: Yes, you have realized that life is cyclical, not a straight line although your time and calendar systems tend to keep you thinking it is.
Me: Yeah well, how do I stop the cycling?
Ivo: Awareness. You have not yet developed the means to be aware in all of your daily activities. Yes, those who do meditation and other "eastern" disciplines develop awareness faster than you do with your traditional psychology. You still run on "auto pilot" quite often and these are old behaviours.
Me: Aha.
Ivo: Psychology takes small bites off at a time. Eastern awareness disciplines will crack the entire egg open at once. You are using your higher self and she is teaching you to resolve the situation using higher methods. My dear.... you need to learn this as well.
Me: Okay. Yeah, it makes sense to use the soul rather than our society to "fix my problems".
Ivo: Your twelve step groups are programs designed with a spiritual approach. This is one of the first ways a person with problems understands that they are a spirit as well as a physical being. But I will tell you that spirit is most important. It is eternal; who you think you are - your personality - is not.
Me: Okay so why do starseeds often have difficult lives here on earth?
Ivo: There are many reasons why. First it has to do with bloodlines. You are seeking certain bloodlines to be born into. Why? Because of the genes. You need certain genes to be able to do certain things. On your earth now, it is not "the sky is the limit". No. Much of the genetics of the bloodlines have been altered for starters, dumbed down. Then there was the question at the time you were born that you had only 2 active strands. So we needed two bloodlines that would meet with strong Pleiadian genes (your mother, who you inherited your looks, blonde hair and blue eyes from) and your father's whose mother was showing signs of being psychic. Your father was telepathic, clairvisual and could astral travel but earlier in life he was not aware. Those starseeds who are on earth now are in their families for a reason and one is genetics.
The other reason is because you were abused, you spent a lot of time alone as a child in your room. You learned to prefer your own company to everybody's but the dog who was aware of how you felt and loved you. You still miss her. Not to worry. You know she is around. When children are abused they leave their bodies to escape the misery.
Another important reason is to rebalance the collective karma of your people. Starseeds come to experience the negativity and to transmute the negativity in order to rebalance your collective energies. So you see now there is disparity between the feminine and the masculine. This is being rebalanced through further violation. Transmuting, recovering from, healing the violation within your energy body is part of your work here.
Me: Okay, what other reasons?
Ivo: My dear, for the learning. You must be aware of what it is on the earth that needs to be changed. One thing of course is child abuse.
Me: Yeah, everyone knows that.
Ivo: True, but an abused starseed can bring "to the table" a new way of looking at the issue. Let us face it, you do think differently than most your age.
Me: True, I even LOOK different than most my age. Yeah, I guess there aren't too many 56 year olds who spend their time hunting down UFO landing spots and who channel ETs. Not too too many.
Ivo: You are different my dear. That is why you could not find a man like yourself on your earth. You are one of the first wave and until then there were not too many starseeds around.
Me: Of course, I was the first to volunteer. You know I plan on sitting on my butt having a good time after I leave earth.
Ivo: That is your prerogative.
Me: ....He doesn't believe me....
Ivo: I know you.... if there is a job to do, something to be changed... you sometimes drag yourself to do it, but you do it.
Me: Yeah......
Ivo: (continuing) If there is a starseed whose parent is religious and this child learns to despise the religion, then what do you think this child will become a crusader against in their adulthood?
Me: That's not necessarily abuse, though.....
Ivo: Well, it is control of the believers and there are some definite abuses in your religious systems....
Me: True. But it's not necessarily that parent or those parents who are the abusers. They may have had good intentions.
Ivo: Yes but I switched to the "big picture".
Me: Okay. But I heard what you said about there being many types of abuse.
Ivo: Starseeds learn first hand what issues need to be changed. They may not be able to change it on a physical level....
Me: Ahhhhh. But at a higher level things are changing....
Ivo: Always. They bring higher energy to it. You all have an energy signature and this energy you have is always there, ready for you to use, or to be used in the collective unconscious.
Me: Yeah. I see it. But don't plain old humans have it too?
Ivo: Not as high. They are not as evolved as you are.
Me: Right, because I'm a starseed (lightworker) and I come from a higher dimension. Ah hah. So the collective energy of all those coming in as opposed to what it was before 1960 is probably very dynamic by comparison.
Ivo: Yes. And you are wondering, are not all souls powerful, even human souls? They are, yes. However it is the energy as applied to your earth realm that we are speaking of.