2.5. The Beginnings of the Revelation of OCCOULIA
In the summer of
2010, I embarked on writing in my journal about something I felt compelled to
do as a result of studying my lineage and genealogy. I wrote about this thing I
felt compelled to do as if it was a reality and each journal entry was written
like a day in the life of that reality. I wrote this way daily for about a
month. It got so real that it was literally like I was living another life or
reality. As soon as I opened my book, I entered into an altered state and into
that reality. It was getting so real and intense that I decided to stop. The
reality I wrote about was something that I felt compelled to do but which
seemed to have little chance of manifesting in this reality.
About a month
later, something happened that made me realize that what I wrote about during
that month was beginning to manifest. It literally shocked me and scared me. I
was like “wow, this is really happening?” I stepped back and stopped what was
happening, yet it made me think. Just by writing a certain way about something
you wanted as if it was real and already existed, somehow had the power of
making it actually happen.
Around this time
I saw a video about sigils by Grant Morrison and how writing fiction can
function like a hyper-sigil. A sigil is symbol that embodies what you desire or
want as the result of a certain process to create it. It is said that the sigil
has the ability to make whatever you desire or want a reality (I will talk more
about sigils later). In the video he also talked about how writing fiction can
serve as a form of hyper-sigil. I realized that was what I was doing when I
wrote in my journal the way I did in the summer of 2010. What I wrote about
began to manifest.
Fast forward now
to March of 2011. I felt like I was being led on a scavenger hunt since the
vision quest of 2007. It was like I was gathering the pieces of a large puzzle.
I had two major pieces of the puzzle; sigils and that certain form of journal
writing (hyper-sigiling) so far. I then realized that Sophia (wisdom,
subconscious) was in the process of fulfilling my request from the 2007 vision
quest to teach me how to tap and use my hidden powers.
Even though I
had two pieces, I felt there was a lot more. Once again, Sophia (wisdom,
subconscious) told me I needed to go on another vision quest but this time to
stay put and not journey anywhere physically. I would be taken on a “virtual”
vision quest this time without moving. I was instructed that something would be
revealed to me that would tie everything together that I was sensing into a
cohesive whole.
I was instructed that I needed to pay all my rent and bills prior to this
virtual vision quest and eliminate all distractions. I knew this revelation
would be intense and would require my fullest and undivided attention. So I had
to find a way to pay all of my bills in advance.
I needed about $10,000, of which I did not have at the time. So at the end of March I decided to construct a sigil for the money I needed. About 1 week later on April fool’s day of all days, my sigil manifested with a new contract. By June of 2011, this contract supplied me with the $10,000 needed to move to a beautiful new location, trade in my old vehicle for a better vehicle and pay off my bills for the next 3 months so I can focus. This showed me the power of sigils and writing which eventually turned out to be two (2) of the eight (8) components of OCCOULIA. It was on!!!