When I Was in a State of Limbo...
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During my near-death experience I had no thoughts, no body, and no mind. The only thing I could do was hear people talking, maybe about whether or not I should live... or if I should die! I couldn't understand their language, probably done on purpose to keep me from knowing what they were saying. But I could also see the area around me while I layed in limbo, and it was the dimmest, darkest area of the Universe with only a very faint dust cloud that seemed to have extremely tiny glimmers, but not hardly bright enough to see!
There is not much more to say, other than the fact that since I had no beliefs about the afterlife, my relative position within Apseudoism was in the most neutral state there could be! I started to come out of Limbo, and I could hear what sounded like Johnny Test, from Cartoon Network playing on the TV. But the TV wasn't even on, and the TV was still airing Adult Swim according to the time once I came out of that deathless state!
There is no telling how long I was clinically dead, and nobody was there to experience it because they were fast asleep, unaware of the accident! I may still suffer from permanent brain damage. It is even worse when you are a high-functioning autistic individual, such as myself!
I could feel myself going into a deep, dark and pitch black void, where it felt like I would never return and that I would keep going into that pit forever; that is, until I prayed to God, and told Him that I would be careful with my medication from now on. After pleading with him, I told myself that after I come out of this, I will go get a chocolate donut! But, I remembered we never had any chocolate donuts in the first place...
I had no idea at first what had happened. I didn't realize that I was dead momentarily until I learned of it the next morning.
But I was lucky that God brought me back. Whn I was in the process of dying, I felt my organs shutting down, starting with my heart as it stopped beating.
Then I felt my lungs stop breathing. My eyes were already closed and I couldn't move! I did have thoughts at that moment, but not when I went into Limbo.
Limbo is not a fun place, so please! Have a belief about the afterlife, or you may not have much of one...