Cursed & Unlucky
by
Robby Richardson
Mysterious with a plan that's how you're always seen
Blind obedience to trust with what you see
You lead me on a path you know what's right
To not stray into darkness but move within the light
You promised a better me...better days although the further I travel the further I stray
Every mile is a rock another burden I must bare when I grumbled you just told me life wasn't fair
You knew what was best just a test you placed me high above the rest
It was my faith, my trust, kneel before you in gratitude an admiration of your just
I've listened to what you say...everyday...now you're going to listen to me
This you owe me for my life long belief even in my grief even when my heart wanted to disbelieve
I still stayed the course believing of course total love for the source never any remorse
But you pushed me aside for the last time and when I needed help the most...holy ghost
A name so perfect...a friend to never surface....I'm just another life with no purpose
Unable to accept the fall of the curtain I’m…
Cursed & Unlucky
Doomed to walk the earth
The struggle everyday of knowing my own worth
It's there between the shit and the dirt...yah, it hurts
What can you expect being unlucky and cursed
A leopard can't change his spots then why should I...you always have an ax to grind...all the time
You told me this path would toughen but now I'm a dime a dozen
So ordinary, so generic left behind letting me pass by
I understand that your busy with bigger fish to fry but when I ask for help I expect you to try
The same expectation that you expect from me don't you see
How can I write my Fur Elise when you won't help me believe in me
My sympathy Fantastique when you forsake me...no Mozart Romanze
How can I chase the one that got away...I'll walk away
Ok so now I'm special, now I'm supposed to feel special with you
Now I'm the one in your sights, the man...now you understand being held in the palm of your hand
I don't demand much just when I ask for help I mean it...history repeated
Trapped in a fist this much I insist, but when asked who was faithful I was not on your list
Nowhere to be found...underground...finger tracing the list but I keep going round
Searching through the top is it there...no
Am I at the bottom...NU UH
Maybe in the middle...UH UH
Maybe around the sides...FORGET IT
Could I have missed it...NOPE
Will you be there at my hangman’s rope
Faithful to a fault even at the end of his fall
Well that's a deal hard to accept but I know no regrets so please don’t forget
That a special place in your heart I am or have to be kept
All except that I'm...
Cursed & Unlucky
Doomed to walk the earth
The struggle everyday of knowing my own worth
It's there between the shit and the dirt...yah, it hurts
What can you expect being unlucky and cursed
The End