The Movie/Book Dirty Millions the Clean Way by Kirk Tillery - HTML preview

Talking to Banker over the weekend he re-emphasized what we were all thinking about, as the finial task of work at hand for this the 2008 and preparing for the 2016 elections. As we continue to change, black America, we can’t fail now.  I’ve been thinking about how we are getting closer to pulling off the election of the century, he said. Since the American electoral democracy or wright to vote for black folk has been in effect, it has never be challenged or manipulated like this. He said, I’m glad we all knew our final task ahead of time, was going to be one of the most difficult, of all the things that we’ve done so far to date. It been a major plus that we’ve had the upper hand for a long time, as we have reached out and touched the right republicans the wrong way early.  Banker said, you know Kirby by paying off six and seven figure cash amounts to our opponents, dropping names, controlling scandals, political leaks, racy nude photos, reading destroyed documents, reappearing sheared documents, detecting wife and husband affairs, looking at trashed videos, un-scramming codes, reappearing the falsely accused lives as they are ready now for testimony if need, staying close to all news outlets, is just the tip of the iceberg of the actions we have taken.  A bunch of janitors, who supposed to be the dummies of the American work force, have dealt a low blow to our political system giving us complete control of all final outcomes. Banker said, according to Hart & Larry, these are just some of strategies being taking to assure the election to seat America’s first black president in the oval office. After we got the powers to be attention, and letting them know who was really in control, at least for now, things started change and go our way fast, with very little resistance. This has put us in the unique position that we’ve worked and planned for years, with carful calculations and research. Getting the greedy lawyers, judges, Congressman, Senators, lobbyists, Wall Street Banks, corporations, secret societies, head of tea party members to play ball was not easy at first. Soon they had to re-learn how to become political actors and play the game our way. Removing the old slave chains from the mind set of some black folk is much more challenging then strong arming the powerfully well connected republicans, Banker said.  After studying some of our recent progress reports and research papers, of where we stand with our folk. Banker said this made him feel a little up tight.  Banker said, in the hood all of us have seen the jealousy and hate that is done in such a sneaky ways to distorted reputations, of good black folk overnight. He said, I hate to tell you this Kirby but, as we speak some of our own have already showed there jealousy towards our black candidate, in these same hatful ways. Banker said, you know we’ve discussed this a many times, growing up in the hood. Some of us still have that dislike for one another, instilled in us by old Massa himself, so many years ago it’s not funny. We are too blind to see that we don’t really hate each other as we are a loving people. It’s just that our self-control factor is still a little out of whack and hopefully will adjust itself soon. We hate the fact, that we are still second class citizens, and can’t do a dam thing about it. As I think back to that old house nigga and field nigga story, that is still alive and well today, Banker said.  Then I said to Banker, I still see our own dislikes that has somehow stopped us as a race, as each generation refuse to control their hatful jealousy ways. It has stopped us from pulling each other up economically, as our black babies has suffered in return for this, in to many different ways to count. I said to Banker, I’ve seen times when I have sent a small group of cleaning personnel to the rich sub-birds to clean some million-dollar home. These guys will come back to the ghetto or office happy for the week experience of working in such rich man’s homes. They would be happy for this rich person, sharing all types of stories about the material things this millionaire had in his procession. They would be excited about such things as, the expensive foreign cars in the heated garages, big flat screen TVs in every room-including the bathrooms, yachts, gold, diamonds, private jets, and all types of items that only millionaires can own. The things that they had seen doing the week’s work as janitors returning to the hood, with eyes wide open and their minds closed. They never got anger once at this rich man and his family for stealing their poorest of poor dreams, as he lived like a king off their earned inheritance.

Maya Angelo once said, “A hater is someone who is jealous, hatful, and envious. They waste time trying to make others look bad so they could control, in the mind things someone else already has. When you finally make your mark in life you will attract some mean, angry, spiteful, people. Be careful with whom you share your blessing and dreams.  Everyone haves gifts and talents inside that needs daily attention. Jealousy sees someone else glory, without knowing the full story!”

You see Kirby continued, I’ve also seen and listened to low wage blue-collar stiffs, who had saved up their money over the years. Scraping every dollar to make ends meet somehow gets a little break to make a small down payment on a shack of a fixer upper home, for his family costing less than $50,000. A year or so later, he purchases a used high mileage minivan costing less than $10,000 for his loving family as well. These same black folk who worked or know him well from around the hood, starts to become angry and jealous of this, poor man’s overdue working day and night success.  They change overnight as they become hateful to him, their blue-collar co-worker and friend, who is struggling month-to-month to make the high interest payments, charged to low income borrowers. They become instant enemies, when yesterday they would have died for this true friendship, still coming from this same co-worker friend. What happened?  Over a worthless house, car, or a few dollars saved in the bank without telling anyone you were saving, to make a better life for your family. Over something that you can’t, eat, drink or survive by.  After seeing this type of behavior from our people all my life, it makes the cause worth wield. I know someday soon, we are going to change the mindset of the black man and women, if it is one of the last things we do. Then I said to Banker as mentioned before, one of the hardest things to do is to change hundreds of years of forced imbedded ways of thinking. I said, these ways of thinking are still in line with the old slave masters planned out separation strategies to keep us apart. You see, old slick master knew this would stop any efforts of us organizing as one strength. He also knew we were many strong black hands that could have easily fit around his skinny lazy neck, tighter than any hanging rope.  Unless we become 100% together in our different ways of thinking before 2016, we are going to catch hell by the Republican Party, as we have now given America a black eye when it comes to the rest of the world. I said, when it comes to them paying us back for electing this black man, the cost will be high to all poor black folk. The rich 10% black folk will continue to flourish, as the rest of us perish.  As republicans get back in control around 2016, they are going to hurt us black folks bad, in ways we can’t began to imagine politically and physically! Republican are going to make the black folk without the millions of dollars in their banks, pay with up front, in your face racisms and more. It will be like never before. Like it or not! We are going to pay for this in the way they see fit in their twisted little minds, until they feel we are back in our place. Eight years of Republicans being embarrassed by a black president. In their minds or way of thinking, this have been done to them by their well-treated, once owned, and controlled slave dependents. I said to Banker, this is worst then getting a cold slap in the face in the cold month of December, by a black hand with fake diamond rings on each finger. The sham of having a black man run things, and having to indoor this sham from the rest of the organized or industrialized world, will be repaid thru devastating raciest actions and sufferings upon us. For many years to come if we as a whole race don’t succeed, we will pay dearly.  Banker said, you’re right Kirby, it’s nowhere near 2016, and I’m hearing Republicans talking racist’s trash, on the daily news and talk shows already. According to the Republican congress and some senators we are in big when they get their hands back on the power switch. They already have put into action some voter ID laws, stopping early voting in some states, and they have cut 400 billion dollars in food stamps, to go into effect sometime around 2014. You see, this is why I say we are on top of things that they don’t think we know about. To set us back one hundred plus years again come 2016, is something we just can’t let happen to Gods people. I said you know Banker, the only drew back is waiting on time to put certain things in place, timing is everything. Things move just a little slower in the political world, then it dose in our business and person world.

Elijah Mohammad once said, “How wrong it is for a people to continue to expect its oppressors to build the world they want. Rather than to build it themselves.”

I stopped by the bar Friday night where Abnormal was playing the music as weekend D.J. As people were dancing and having a good time, Abnormal seemed to be a little uptight for some reason. I notice at the end of the night, for the first time ever Abnormal was a little tipsy, or should I say borderline drunk.  I said Abnormal, not to be noise, but concerned. What’s on your mind, my brother? Is everything cool? Abnormal said, “Yahoo my brother, what’s?  He said, you know how it is, sometimes life just kicks your butt. It gets a little deep at times. I had to send my brain on vacations, as I continued to working, making music for others to dance to and happy. We both started laughing again. I asked Abnormal again. What’s the deal man, you don’t normally drink like this?  He said well Kirby, I wish this election process was done and over with already, this part is stressing all of us a little. Hoping our poor black folk will work together may be a long shot. Then he said, I know this is not my usual norm, but I just needed to relax. Yes, I’ve been drinking but I still have my full composure about me, and control of my faculties.  As he looked at the floor and smiled a somewhat shameful smile, for being a little out of character. He said Kirby, I wish life was as easy as, looking at TV or listen to the radio at something that keeps your attention on a particular frequency, better known to most as a channel, as he laughed again and said, was that deep or am I still drunk. Then Abnormal said, now I’m talking to you from the DJ artist creative side, if you don’t mind my brother.  He said, you know when the program stops or cease to interest us, we sometimes change the frequency or maybe even true the TV off. If you think about this, it’s almost the same thing when it comes to our lives, as I was thinking about this earlier. When we get irritated by something or maybe even someone that’s non- motivating or full of negative ills, we should be able to change the channel or turn them off. I said to Abnormal, if only it was that easy when it came to your love ones and friends, once you turn them off if like the TV, they are gone forever. Abnormal said, we as black folks need to stop turning our mental frequencies to the same old I’m poor channels, sick channel, confused channel, depressed channels, strangers problem channel, lack of money channel, depressed channel, and so on. When we get frustrated from these negativities, I’m hoping we will eventually learn to change our inner channels or frequencies, to the good stuff.  Channels like, I love my life, and all the positive black folk within if. Think about it for a second Kirby, it’s easy to do, just change your mind and stick to it. There is an unlimited good source of personal frequencies in your good thinking mind to tap into, that will change your person life, if you stay on positive frequencies. You can continue to tap into the same old negative frequencies or simply change your mind to a permanent, loving, well lived, happy, positive, non-jealous, wellbeing channels. Think well thoughts, love yourself in a non-selfish way, help a total stranger, given to those in need, visit the sick, think good thoughts most of you day, every day. Turn yourself back and forth to channels like, I love feeling good, which was once a big part of our life styles, before we started to think like old folk in their late nighties, Abnormal said. We have the power over negative thoughts by just stopping the negative thinking. Don’t think like that anymore, as you bring the negativity fixable thoughts to the front of your daily agenda, and do something drastic to fix whatever’s bugging you. This will make most negative thoughts, out of sight, out of mind! Abnormal said, Kirby the next time something is stressing you try this if you will, or something similar that’s comforting to you.  Say to yourself these positive few positive words a few times each day, when negativity or un-wanted thoughts from being around negative people, tense you.  Say, I am healthy, wealthy, fearless and wise!  Say it slow at times, say it fast, say it quite, and say it loud, as it will help you get a grip on negativity, turning it to positivity. Also find things to do that keeps you laughing, at least sixty in total split up minutes, throughout your day.  We’ve all hear this as it is a well noted fact, that lather is the best medicine ask any alterative medicine doctor, Abnormal said.

”Jim Rohan once said,” The worst thing one can do is not try. To fully be aware or consciences of what one desire and not move toward it, is like being suffocated slowly. To spend years in silence wondering if something could have materialize from trying, is like never existing to leave your mark when you could have received in all, life’s fullest rewards.

Once again the unaware powers to be, are trying to change the laws and rules in the middle of the game to satisfy their agendas. Knowing that we will soon have a black president, they’re not going down without a fight before Election Day. According to the news, and the rumors that are spreading saying that the, Supreme Court is considering entertaining or reversing affirmative action laws that was passed back in the 1960s. These reverse laws, will help some states make individual decisions or laws when, how, and in some case, who can or cannot vote in future elections. Now to hear this recent news might have made most people sad, but this news made us very happy.  We knew by these voter suppression actions, that these were a last ditch efforts by the powers to be trying to save face.  Now, more than ever we knew we were on track with these election proceeding. Putting a black man in the White House in 2008/2016, as the first black President Of these United States of America, has been a total success. All black people as well as all good people, must help and support this president in every way possible. Every day he is in office, will be days of new opportunities, for now and the future. Our biggest challenges are still yet to come! When we successes in pulling off the biggest upset of the century, before the end of 2016. This is when things are going to change forever, as all of God’s children will be free at last.

The stories in this my second book are, in part (25) fiction and (75%) non-fiction stories!

Notes: Book #3 will be completed soon!

By, K.A. Tillery

You can also read my first non-fiction book.

How to Make Dirty Millions the Clean Way – Book #1

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