Heaven - Dogs Really Do! by Noo Writer - HTML preview

Heaven

So...I'm one of those guys that went to heaven.

For like, maybe, three minutes.  Approximately.  Not sure exactly how heaven time translates here, but you get the gist.

I'm pretty sure it was some kind of mixup; not surprisingly, most, or actually, if I am being honest, all of my friends heartily agree with this suspicion.

For the record, my family agrees as well.

So much for unconditional support and all that...but I digress.

Anyway, I won’t bore you with the details of how; suffice it to say there were two cars, a windy road, and lots of rain involved.  Feel free to connect the dots.

So there I was, slowly regaining some form of consciousness, and realizing that I was not in Kansas anymore...or anywhere else I could begin to imagine.

Believe it or not, the first few seconds (again, I am guessing on the time here,) were pretty much like the other stories you hear about this kind of thing...big tunnel, bright light, etc. 

Fast forwarding a bit, the next thing I know, I see what looks like an endless landscape of gently rolling hills, sprinkled with beautiful trees, thick, lush bushes, amazingly colorful flowers and all kinds of other flora, dotted periodically with rivers, lakes and other awesomely gorgeous natural features. 

The view was like the most breathtaking valley scene you could ever imagine, way beyond anything Hollywood could even begin to create...extending as far as I could see, all the way to the distant horizon.

After staring in jaw dropping wonder for a bit, I noticed two strange things at about the same time. 

First, I noticed that the ground was, instead of grass or clover or some kind of flowery thing, made up of some kind of writhing, wriggling, obviously living "thing".  

At the same time, I noticed that right in front of me there were a handful of dogs. 

Not some kind of angel-y things with wings and bright white fir or anything like that....just regular dogs, different kinds, sizes and colors, just like you would see at a dog park back home. 

But then I looked a little closer and realized that one of them looked familiar, and I mean FAMILIAR.  If I hadn't known better, I would have sworn that one of them was my old dog, Cavan, a big, beautiful, slobbery black lab who broke my heart when she died a few years ago.

Time (or whatever passes for time up there) stopped, and all I could see was that dog...Cavan...was it really her?  She must have heard my thoughts (can they do that up here?) because right then she separated herself from the little pack she was playing with and walked over toward me.  She stopped a few feet in front of me, sat down, and just kind of gently wagged her tail, like she was saying yes, dummy, it's me.

I guess I didn’t respond the way she thought I should, because then she pulled out all the stops and did her little downward-facing-dog-I want-to-play pose, front paws down, chin on top, butt in the air, tail wagging like crazy...and I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that this was my Cavan.  How, why, where, when...none of it made sense or even mattered.  This was my Cavan.

So I did whatever any good dog owner would do when reunited with their long-dead dog…I got down on my hands and knees and tackled her, of course.  Well, that went about as planned - lots of fir and slobber and wagging...you know the drill.  I didn’t know how or why or anything else, but nothing else mattered.  I was rolling around in a beautiful park with my Cavan and all was good with the world...whatever that meant up there.

A little background here before I get to the point of this story...Cavan died of natural causes just past her 14th birthday...but about 5 years before that, she had a very close call.

We were walking through our neighborhood, which is a perfectly normal neighborhood, on our normal nightly stroll, when suddenly she did that thing dogs do where they instantly become a living, breathing sensing machine. 

She stood stock still for about 3 seconds, turning her head, ears and nose all in different directions simultaneously (still not sure how they do that) and then she took off like she was shot from a gun at about a 45 degree angle across the street. 

Normally this would have ended badly for both of us, because she was on a leash at the time...but chalk it up to that weird Vulcan mind link owners have with their dogs; as soon as she took that first step I unconsciously dropped the leash, knowing she had somewhere to go in a hurry and trusting that it was the right thing to do.

I took off after her at a pretty good jog, not sure if I should be more worried about finding her, or what I would see when I did...but just as I got to the next corner I heard that sound that no dog owner wants to hear; the sound of their dog in a life and death struggle. 

I don’t know how far or how fast I ran, but when I came back to reality I was stumbling full speed into a little vacant lot in between a house and the edge of some kind of strip mall, having followed the sound of what used to be Cavan, but was now some kind of vicious, feral monster. 

I did not fear for myself for even a split second, but that part of my brain that wasn’t keeping me upright understood that she was, in that moment, what dogs used to be, back before the first one crawled into the light and warmth of that first family fire pit thousands of years ago. 

She was filled with the pure, unadulterated power of nature, and in that moment death was hers to command.  All I could think of was how much I pitied whatever or whoever was the object of her rage.

Turns out it was a drunk, more accurately a big, hulking, mean drunk, who for some reason had decided to try and beat his golden retriever to death. 

As I stumbled to a stop, I took in the scene instantly; the huge bastard with a bloody baseball bat in his hands, weaving just enough to demonstrate he had had about two too many...and the bloody, broken lab trying to crawl away, self-preservation finally giving him permission to leave his owner's side after one too many unexplained blows.

And there was Cavan, standing like a living nightmare, head slightly bowed, front paws slightly splayed, hackles raised straight up all along her back making her look twice her normal size.  Her teeth looked twice their normal size as well, and she was simmering with that low guttural warning growl that would make any even remotely sober person alternate between freezing in fear, running for their lives and pissing themselves.

But the drunk was past that line, and as I looked on in horror he raised that bloody bat and faster than I could react, took a home run swing at Cavan, oblivious to any thoughts of right or wrong or even his own survival.

Cavan knew what the bastard was going to do a split second before he did, and in one leap closed the 8 feet or so that separated them, aiming directly for his chest, trying to knock him down before he could wreak anymore havoc.

Unfortunately that exchange ended in a draw; the drunk didn’t get to take his full swing, winding up flat on his back and undoubtedly seeing an entire constellation of stars.  But he did manage to catch Cavan with a glancing blow, enough to, as I found out later, break four ribs and puncture a lung.

Cavan was up, limping almost imperceptibly, as soon as she landed, and came at the now prone drunk with everything she had left.  Normally this would have been more than enough to even the score, but the drunken bastard managed to blink away his cobwebs quickly enough to grab for a gun that he had jammed in the back of his jeans that I had not seen before. 

From there it was all a blur, but from what I pieced together later with the help of the police report, I managed to scream loudly enough (not sure how the terms "banshee" and "12 year old girl” got into that report) to distract the bastard, and then jumped on him in time to deflect his aim enough that Cavan was only grazed. 

By the time everyone was done rolling around, I was filthy but in one piece with only a busted wrist, Cavan was covered in blood, some of it hers, but also still in one piece, and the lab was hanging on, barely.

The drunk...well, let’s just say he needed more stitching up, literally than the other three of us combined.  But I digress.

After getting Cavan calmed down (the bastard was unconscious so not much of a threat anymore), I realized I did not have my phone anymore...and I needed to get all of us some help.  So, I did the only thing I could think of; I picked up one dog under each arm and stumbled as best I could toward the lights of the nearby strip mall. 

So...stumble stumble stumble, borrow a cell phone, call a vet and 911 in that order...and eventually we all ended up patched, stitched and bandaged up nicely.

Once the cops figured things out to their satisfaction (aided immeasurably by some handy video from one of the strip mall security cameras) that I was the good guy, the bastard got 6 months for animal cruelty and something about guns, and I got a second dog.

I didn’t ask what his name had been before; from the moment he set his furry paws in our house he was known forever more as County.  A little corny, I know, but those two were instantly inseparable so it kind of made sense.

Cavan's new best friend was only with us for a couple of years; despite everything me and every vet in a 50 mile radius could do, County never really was 100%.  But we gave him as much love as we could, and I know in my heart of hearts that despite his problems, those last two years were the best of his life. 

His much too hard life.

Ok, so back to the initial point of my story; I was in an accident, I wake up in what is probably heaven (giving myself the benefit of the doubt), and now I am rolling around in the most beautiful park-thingie ever with my long lost dog who died 5 years ago...oh, and like I mentioned before, the ground of this park-thingie seems to be made of some kind of writhing, wriggling something.

Dogs.

Turns out, that writhing, wriggling mass was...dogs.

Lots of dogs.

Lots and lots and lots of dogs.

Dogs of every type and size and color...and all of them healthy, happy, totally care free...just being dogs.  Jumping, rolling, nipping, playing...dogs as far as the eye could see.

in that split second it came to me; all dogs really and truly do go to heaven.

What a great moment...not that I had doubted it; but to actually see, literally, every dog that had ever lived and died, all in perfect health, just playing in perfect harmony in the most perfect dog park imaginable...that was when I knew that this really had to be heaven.

And that was when it got weird.

In the middle of playing with Cavan, amidst the fir and the slobber, I noticed that the background noise had changed.  As you can imagine, the sound of every dog that ever lived all playing together is noticeable...but all of the sudden I realized that it was eerily quiet.

Cavan kind of stepped back from our play and went back to sitting on her haunches, wagging her tail calmly, with a kind of smirky-smile on her face (if you own a dog, you know what I mean by that; if not, you probably think I am crazy; come to think of it, both A and B may be true). 

I stood up and kind of dusted myself off, looking around vaguely to see what was going on...and just about fell back down.  There was County, bounding over the closest hill like a crazed puppy, with the strength and energy he had been missing since the attack.  I was too shocked to duck, and so he hit me chest high with his big shaggy paws and I went back down like a sack of Purina.

After more flying fur and sopping slobber (I was getting pretty drenched at this point) I staggered to my feet again, still trying to figure out more of what was going on, as the unnatural quietude of a million dogs was still quite noticeable.

I focused my attention on the endless horizon of dogs...and it dawned on me that they were no longer rolling around, playing yipping, nipping, etc.  They were all just sitting there on their haunches, like Cavan, quietly wagging their tales, like they were patiently just waiting for something.

Of all the weird things I had seen up there, wherever it was, this was the weirdest.  All these dogs, a carpet of them, as far as the eye could see...all just sitting there, patiently, wagging.  Weird.

I took a couple of steps toward the group nearest me, and in one perfectly coordinated movement, they all...bowed.

I don’t know what else to call it; they just bowed.

Laying down, both front paws extended, head bowed between them, ears down, tail quiet.  They were bowing, like they had just finished some crazy act on America's Most Talented Pets or something.  But they were not bowing for themselves...they were bowing to me.

At first I didn’t get it, I thought this was some kind of play signal or they were begging for a treat or something.  But as I kept wandering around the area closest to me, everywhere I turned, the dogs in that area would do this weird bow thing. 

What the heck was going on? 

I started racking my brain, trying to remember everything I had ever learned about dogs; my own experience, books I had read, other dogs and owners I had known, and I couldn’t think of anything even remotely like this.

In desperation I made my way back to where Cavan and County were sitting, and as I approached I noticed they didn’t bow like the others around them.  As I got closer, they sat taller, straighter, and somehow looked prouder, more important, until I was standing right next to them, looking out over the veritable ocean of dogs. 

The other dogs nearby, after recovering from their bows, came toward us, padding along quietly, until they got to me.  As they walked by me, they nuzzled my hand, licked my wrist, ran their ears or heads under my fingers...somehow each one touched me, kind of like a human would shake my hand, or pat me on the back or put their hand on my shoulder.

What?

And then it hit me.  They were saying thanks.

Somehow, they knew what I had done for two of their own, when I had stood up for County and Cavan, and taken down a bad human to do it, at some risk to myself.  Somehow, they knew that I had turned the tables on the man's-best-friend deal and been two dogs' best friend.

And they all, each and every one of them wanted to say thank you and show their respect.

This went on for a while as a few waves of dogs made their way up to me, always nuzzling, licking or somehow touching me to say thank you.

I don’t know how long I stood there, drinking in the pure joy and love and devotion and gratitude of these magnificent animals, who were no longer beasts, but friends and kindred spirits, souls who were living in perfection, in harmony...in heaven.

All too soon, I felt myself fading, my conscious thoughts becoming less distinct, and eventually I felt myself falling, either physically or in some other inexplicable way...

And found myself back.  Back in my body, back in bed, back in the hospital.  And back also were the pain and the fear that I had been feeling before the whole tunnel-of-light thing.

But it was different now.

My body still hurt in a way I could not begin to describe, and I was still terrified that I wouldn’t make it.  But slowly, while the pain persisted, the fear began to recede, fading away like tendrils of fog giving way to the warmth of a sunrise. 

As I opened my eyes and began to focus on the doctors and nurses and my own family...I couldn't help but look for a furry ear or sloppy tongue flitting around the edges of my vision.  And while I didn’t see one, I knew that they were there, and that was enough for me.