MARCH 14TH 2016
I will keep expressing myself but keep
my sorrows inside me,
I will create many more poems, stories
or images and try to heal me.
I know this is easier said than done and
it will be hard for me,
I will live my life without my beloved
wife but try to console me.
I will make the candles flicker softly on
a table set for two,
There would be no one around us
except for me and you.
I will keep preparing a nice dinner with
no bottle of wine,
We will remain here together in a
moment that has stopped in time.
A love like ours so few have ever known
and this is its birth night,
Alone you there alone me here, you and
I with our separate candlelight.
Soon we will set free the feelings that
we want to continue to share.
I am held here alone and spellbound by
your heavenly laughter in the air.
Thoughts of love like falling leaves,
swirling in the autumn breeze,
Will continuously flow in our hearts,
minds and in our eyes.
We will not be able to touch each other
when the love starts,
That fire of love has to be put out
forthwith from our hearts.
We will no longer miss, won't be able to
kiss or hear the angels sing,
No more gifts and wishes from heavens
to me you will bring.
No more joy I want to live my life alone,
and in your soul I found my home,
At peace within your loving arms
captivated by your divine spiritual form.
When time calls I'd happily die for you,
here at this table set for two,
I will live without you from now on but
keep the space in my heart for you.
Three years of separation has given me
the courage to say all these,
Let me live my life the way I want it
without My Pretty Lotus please!
