I have been thinking of you today My
Pretty Lotus
But that is nothing new for me My
Pretty Lotus
Because I have been thinking of you
yesterday too
And I will be thinking of you even
tomorrow too.
Your thought comes always to me when
I am silent
They come to me when I am even all
compliant
This happens because I could not bear
to lose you
Having lost you I am definitely not able
to forget you.
Now remembering you is my way I do it
every day
It's the heartache of losing you that will
never go away
There are days in my life when tears of
sorrow flow
Tears of remembrance make all my
pains to grow.
I tried to heal my heart by letting my
emotions to flow
The grieving of my heart makes the joy
come very slow
There is neither turning of tide nor
whispers of hope
A day may come to bring peace to my
heart to cope.
It is difficult and punishing to stand
alone and weep
When you are not here I am finding it
hard to sleep
For you were my cool wind and glints of
silvery snow
All the snow melted and the cool wind
doesn't blow.
The sunlight has faded and the rainbow
is no more
When I wake up in the morn I can't see
you anymore
I cannot join those birds that are
making the flight
Even the stars and the moon are no
help at night.
The more I want to live I find my life
very boring
To live this life alone and without you
sharing
Therefore I find it difficult to join you
even if I might
I have no notion now what is wrong and
what's right.