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Chapter 15Revelation

I was sitting in David Brewster’s office one morning in 1995, during a Weekly editorial meeting, watching Brewster gnaw on his favorite bone: How to get at Seattle’s identity. He had been exploring that issue in his paper for nearly 20 years now, and seemed no closer to an answer than when he first asked the question. He turned to his youngest staffer, Mike Romano,[89] who had moved to Seattle from the east coast immediately after finishing college, taken an internship at the Weekly, and parlayed it into a staff writing position. “Mike, why did you come to Seattle in the first place?” he asked.

“Because it’s cool,” Romano answered dismissively, as if the answer were obvious.

“That’s so fascinating! I came here to save it!”

There was something shocking about hearing Seattle described as “cool,” even after all that had happened by 1995. It made me wonder about my perception of the national perception of the city. I felt like I’d lived through Seattle’s transition from Brewster’s backwater to Romano’s Rome without noticing it was taking place. All along, I had been regarding the rather stunning number of Seattle successes as aberrations—successes, like that of the grunge musicians, of Seattleites in spite of their Seattleness. Aside from the occasional lapse into pretension, the city—my version of it, at any rate—remained resolutely devoid of glamour, resistant to attention, disdainful of ambition, happily obscure, wise enough to understand that its happy condition, bestowed on it by Nature and a function of its remoteness from civilization, was far more valuable, sustaining and satisfying than the shallow, showy, short-lived thrills afforded by ambition and celebrity.

Romano’s statement, though, delivered with that unspoken “Duh!,” made me wonder how a Seattle like that could be so attractive—so cool—in the eyes of a nation where nothing mattered so much as glamour, celebrity, hype and promotion. Romano’s very presence signaled that Seattle in 1995 projected an image opposite that of times past. Chronically anxious, constantly restless, disgruntled, always angling for ways to promote his byline, Romano was by far the most nakedly[90] ambitious employee in the history of the Weekly. He pitched every story idea in every editorial meeting with the arm-waving earnestness of a kid convinced he’d found the short cut to a Pulitzer. When not trying to sell his editors on grandiose ideas—exposing various Microsoft crimes, bringing what he insisted was grunge’s racism to light, accusing a prominent family-values Republican congressperson of having had an illicit love affair—he was entering every journalism-award competition he could find and pitching stories to the New Yorker and the New York Times, often leaving copies of his query letters in the office printer or copier for his co-workers to find. His ceaseless pursuits made him the object of considerable mirth and derision at the Weekly, largely because they were so wackily out of scale, so silly in a Seattleite. As far as anyone at the Weekly knew, Romano was the only person in the city who came to Seattle to make his mark on the world; generally, people came here to avoid being scarred by it.

I used to watch him in meetings, pounding on the conference table and talking about “getting” Bill Gates, about “bringing that sucker down,” about “going after” this or that public figure, and I’d find myself lost in a futile effort: trying to imagine a place for a kid like this in the Seattle I carried around in my head.

Deciding one day to try to quantify Seattle’s cool, I wandered over to the Chamber of Commerce offices, which had a wall of file cabinets overflowing with newspaper and magazine clippings about Seattle from all over the nation. I discovered that the attention-surplus trouble started in 1989, when Seattle was listed as the nation’s “most livable” city in five different publications. From then through 1995, the accolades accrued like barnacles. Seattle was cited variously as “the Number Two Best City for Raising Kids” (not, to judge from grunge, a designation the kids themselves would have bestowed), second-best city in which to locate a business, city with the best hotels in the United States, Number Ten on Condè Nast Traveler’s list of “world’s top cities,” USA Today’s Number One City of the Future, the best American city for women, best city for business, best North American city for bicycling, sixth-best US metropolitan area for working mothers, the “fifth hottest sports city” in the country, and—according to Trailer Life—one of the country’s best destinations for “RVers.” Even the Kingdome[91] came in for an honor: “The Seattle Kingdome again remains[92] the showpiece of the Seattle sky line, as it was intended 20 years ago,” declared Roofer Magazine.

I slogged through reams of American newspaper and monthly magazine travel-section stories, all spinning fantasies about Seattle as a beautiful, exotic, nature-embraced city that provided an enchanting alternative to older, decrepit, frayed and frantic urban centers. The Seattle described on these pages was alive with a vibrant culture, rustic charm, European ambience, a stunning natural setting, Inner Peace, and coffee, coffee, coffee. Sunset Magazine, in an archetypal 12-page feature replete with pictures of flower vendors, espresso stands, the Pike Place Market, Pioneer Square, “jolly and helpful” Seattle police,[93] and various natural landmarks, described Seattle as “a relaxed city where life satisfaction is measured not in money but in quality of life.” Not to be outdone, Albuquerque Monthly declared, “This is a city whose beauty and sophistication rival that of any in the country.”

Perhaps, I thought, hyperambitious Mike Romano had set his sights on Seattle after coming across the issue of Cosmopolitan that dispensed this breathless advice: “Lady, you want a lot—and Seattle is the place to find it…. Seattle is the place to go if you’re competitive and want to throw yourself headlong into your career and make your mark. The quality of life is so high that the market attracts top talent, so expect to be up against the best and brightest….”

At the same time, Mediaweek was characterizing Seattle as “possibly the last bastion of counterculture.” Was this a city that had something for everybody or what?

I finally decided it was not so much what all these publications were saying that was significant; the significance lay in the sheer number of them that were raving about the city. Seattle was your basic ravishing beauty, and the nation was like the adoring males around Marilyn Monroe in The Misfits. Driven to the brink of madness by the city’s natural beauty, newspaper and magazine writers everywhere were trying to rationalize their reaction by finding proportionately extravagant depth beneath the extravagant surface. The details in their adoring declarations were more a function of their fantasies than of anything inherent in the object of their ardor.

Serious people in Seattle who studied cities, though, began believing that Seattle did indeed have as much to offer the mind as the eye—that its cultural environment was catching up to its natural environment. They believed that changes in the national economy, along with Seattle’s public image, lured a new kind of citizen here whose presence drove the city toward ever-greater cultural improvement. Bill Beyers, a Seattle scholar who studied urban centers, told me that Seattle was locked in what Gates would call a positive-feedback loop: The natural splendor attracts a better cultural class of citizens, the newcomers increase the cultural splendor, which in turn attracts even better citizens…. “One of the most rapidly growing areas of the economy here,” he said, “employs people who sell information of one kind or another.” People in this line of work can live wherever they want—they don’t have to gravitate toward factories or other places dealing in tangible products or assets. “There’s an undercurrent of very special businesses whose people have a degree of footlooseness that is unprecedented.” These people become demanding consumers of cities, their decisions on where to live based more on what a city offers and less on employment opportunities, which no longer depend on physical location. Beyers believed that this new kind of citizen/worker was coming to Seattle because it had more natural gifts to offer; once here, the new residents raised the level of taste and sophistication, demanding more in the way of cultural gifts. This was more than likely the reason Seattle in the mid-1990s had more theaters per capita and a higher level of per-capita “book consumption” than any other city in the country. Seattle newcomers put a huge emphasis on what Beyers called the “quality-of-life industry,” and the more they moved here, the bigger that industry grew.[94]

Some days, though, it seemed that even among these cultured and career-successful migrants, the traditional image of Seattle as a haven for failure and haplessness remained its main attraction. It was a place to recover, seek redemption, start over—as it had been since the days of Doc Maynard and as it was being depicted now in movies (Singles, Sleepless in Seattle) and television (Frasier) in the 1990s. I met one newcomer, a 27-year-old computer professional named Ian Proffer, who moved to Seattle with no job prospects and in short order talked his way into a job at Microsoft. Proffer came to the city because he felt comfortably at home here in the wake of his divorce. “I saw the appropriate opportunity to end my marriage, quit my job, start a new life, all at once!” he said. Invoking Frasier, the television show about a newly divorced Boston psychiatrist who moves to Seattle in search of a new beginning and a new identity, and Sleepless in Seattle, in which a devastated young widower moves to Seattle for the same reason, Proffer encapsulated the reason he felt the city was made to order for him: “All the loser guys come here.”

Long-time Seattleites, meanwhile, were beginning to fixate on the disadvantages of being the apple of the national eye. Sustainable Seattle, a civic group fearful that massive inmigration was destroying the very charms drawing the migrant hordes, filed a report in 1995 packed with charts showing declining health in the city, including a lessening of civility and a loss of wetlands, biodiversity, salmon, and various other former hallmarks of Northwest living.

I was always oscillating between comfort and restlessness, complacency and rage, when I thought about these matters, and now I felt complacency taking hold as I read Sustainable Seattle’s report. It struck me as the classic native Seattleite’s reaction to change—panic over the downside, the conviction that every step closer to civilization is a stomping destructive step away from Paradise. I decided to believe that all the forces trying to impel Seattle toward big-cityness would ultimately prove harmless, however infuriating they were in their beginnings, and that as vexing as were all the various gaudy displays of Seattle’s emerging new wealth—particularly that galling future baseball stadium—eventually Seattle would revert, as it always had in the past, to its Maynardtown essence. Change for the better here is always fleeting, I kept telling myself, and Seattle always goes back to being Seattle.

Already, you could see reassuring signs that the reversion was beginning. Clark Humphrey, noting with relief that the spotlight had passed over the Seattle music scene, wrote in Loser that Seattle would be better off for its return to obscurity:

One of the biggest aspects about the Seattle Scene mania was its supposed authenticity. As the myth goes, this isn’t something a couple of packagers in a penthouse office dreamed up. It’s supposed to be a folk phenomenon, a community of ideas and styles that came up from the street. In fact, a lot of it was dreamed up by a couple of packagers in a penthouse office, but they exploited something that had been developing haphazardly for over a decade, digesting and rejecting assorted influences along the way. As with anything real, its creators didn’t give a damn about authenticity (much of the apparel and terminology was lifted from 1981 hard-core bands)…. Nobody intended for the mania to happen the way it did, and just about everybody was glad to see it subside…. There is no singular “Seattle Sound,” but there is a common Seattle attitude. We believe in making great music and art, not in the trappings of celebrity.

BBC documentarian Bernadette O’Brien, who came to Seattle to make a documentary about its charms, came face-to-face with that “common Seattle attitude” when potential subject after potential subject refused to be interviewed. She left the city baffled and furious. “There is this incredible loser mentality here,” she said to me. “How could a company like Microsoft ever have come out of a place like this?”

It left me with the comforting sense that Seattle would emerge from its ten minutes of fame relatively unscathed. But then New Republic editor and Crossfire performer Michael Kinsley moved here. It was the most highly publicized move to Seattle in the city’s history—a relocation viewed on the east coast as proof positive either of an epochal shift or that Kinsley had gone mad. Pundits weighed in up and down the east coast, interpreting the move, trying to decipher its meaning. Newsweek ran a cover story with Kinsley on the cover, posing the question “Is everyone moving to Seattle?”—the implication being that if he, the consummate east-coast wonk, could find happiness in Seattle, everyone could, and the rest of the country was about to be drained of the last of its brains.

One night shortly after Kinsley’s move, Brewster called me and another Weekly staffer, Bruce Barcott, into his office and invited us to have dinner with him, Kinsley, and James Fallows, who was in Seattle promoting his new book, Breaking the News. The three Harvard-Yale alums were old Ivy chums. The five of us sat down to dinner in a new, high-end restaurant with such a bewildering array of cutlery at each place that I would have spent the entire meal trying to figure out when and how to use all of it had I not been so busy being starstruck. Barcott and I, Northwest natives, sat through the proceeding drinking like maniacs and staring at each other in disbelief, guffawing like a couple of backwoodsmen astounded at the famous city-slickers they ended up sitting with, nudging and pinching each other like people trying to figure out whether they’re asleep and dreaming or awake and living a fantasy. The fiasco ended with the three Ivy Leaguers engaging in a ritual east-coastern “Tut-tut, Old Fellow” Zemblan wrestling hold struggle over the check—“No, no, my good man, I insist!”—while I tried desperately to get another bottle of wine ordered before they settled the argument.

We walked through Pioneer Square afterward to Fallows’ reading at Elliott Bay Books, after which Kinsley decided to go home rather than go out for drinks. “This,” he said of his move to Seattle, “is the great adventure of my life.” By now, it was nearly midnight and he was afraid to walk back to his car alone—a fear-habit, I decided, left over from his days of living in Washington, D.C., one of the most dangerous cities in the world. I offered to walk him back to his car, wondering, with my Seattle native’s condescension toward newcomers, how long it would take him to realize how different Seattle was, and how there was no longer any need for those survival skills that had gotten him through his crummy life back east.

We walked back through Pioneer Square, the buildings empty, the streets deserted, Kinsley looking around nervously and asking me constantly if it was “safe” to be walking around downtown this late at night. There was something almost quaint about his inability to relax—his scars from a lifetime spent in east-coast cities clearly would never heal. “You’ll learn,” I kept insisting, “that life here is legitimately different—we don’t have the kinds of problems you lived with back there.”

I got him to his car and watched him drive safely away, then walked back through Pioneer Square to the ferry terminal, feeling alternately like a yokel and a sophisticate. Then the next morning I read that a man had been stabbed to death by two derelicts in Pioneer Square.

This is when I first started noticing that outsiders were looking more and more at Seattle as a wrecked paradise. An acquaintance from New York, Rachel Schnoll, visited and delivered herself of this postmortem when she was back in New York: “Portland’s more my image of Seattle than Seattle was. Seattle seemed kind of industrial and sprawling. It wasn’t even raining. It wasn’t as hip when I got there as its reputation. And there’s no more grunge—that’s just sort of evolved into alternative, which is really mainstream now.”

There is no question that she was right about grunge. The only band still producing good music was Screaming Trees, and after the 1996 release of its Dust album—which would be its last—the band vanished again, with lead singer Mark Lanegan lapsing into drug addiction. The rest of the movement had been killed off by celebrity, money, heroin, and Vogue magazine, which had published a grunge fashion spread with supermodels draped in $2,000 designer-labeled, artfully torn flannel jackets and wool sweaters.

I had to admit too that everything linked in the national public mind with Seattle now looked monstrous, predacious, power-obsessed, infinitely greedy. The most-livable-city stories started giving way to stories of Seattle-based corporate evil. Boeing, after driving all of its other American competitors out of business, was buying up its sole remaining US rival, McDonnell Douglas. Microsoft, once a computing-power-to-the-people revolutionary, now was under siege by the US Justice Department and perceived around the world as a monopolistic monster, with revelation after revelation highlighting its drive to crush the life out of its competitors. And on a visit to Minneapolis, I was driven past a new Starbucks outlet while my escort berated me for being from Seattle. “We hate Starbucks here,” she said.

I was stunned. “Why?”

She pointed across the street to a locally owned, locally beloved coffee house. “Because they keep moving in next store to our Caribou Coffees, and charging really low prices until the Caribou place goes out of business. Then they jack up their prices. They’re just trying to kill everybody off.”

The business pages back home, meanwhile, were displaying new Seattle-sellout stories every day. Starbucks signed a distribution deal with Pepsi—Pepsi!…Redhook with Budweiser—Budweiser!…Microsoft with the creators of Barney—Barney!…and then Billboard announced one day that Sub Pop was bought by Time Warner for $20 million.

That last deal was a telling shocker. I called Jonathan Poneman—who only a year before had told the Weekly “I did not get into this business to discuss deals”—to ask if it was true. It was, he said, then added excitedly, “Bruce and I are really psyched about this deal.”

By 1995, technology money—all of it either directly or indirectly generated by Microsoft—was flooding through Seattle, dramatically changing its urban and suburban landscape and the expectations and values of its citizenry. Suddenly, money and the young people who held massive amounts of it were showing up everywhere—highly visible, powerful, worshipped. Kathryn Robinson reported in the Weekly that $570 million in vested Microsoft stock options (excluding the wealth of Bill Gates and Paul Allen) now sat fat in the local economy, and the most visible effect of that infusion was the dramatic change in size, scale, and design of the new houses cropping up everywhere along the eastern shores of Lake Washington.

The imprimatur bestowed on an enterprise either by Microsoft money or by someone holding it was seen as an unquestioned sign of the undertaking’s legitimacy. Microsoft retiree Scott Oki became the first techno-millionaire to take a seat on the board of the University of Washington, amid great expectations that he would shake things up and make the university modern, more efficient, more agile.[95] Another retiree, Ida Cole, took over the landmark Paramount Theater and began a massive rehabilitation project there, her $40 million fortune seen as the landmark’s salvation. Retiree Tina Podlodowski won election to the Seattle City Council on the theory that she would bring high-tech efficiency to chronically inefficient government. Allen built a splendid new library on the University of Washington campus, with Gates building a new hall nearby. Millionaires, most of them still in their 30s, were starting new companies and moving into philanthropy or political action all over town. “No other company,” Russ Prince, president of a Pennsylvania research and consulting firm specializing in the philanthropic activities of the affluent, told Robinson, “has the power that Microsoft has.”

The prevailing belief in Seattle held that the secrets to Microsoft’s success—drive, focus, high intelligence, endless energy—would be transferred via these retirees to the rest of the region. Schools—where many young Microsoft retirees devoted their attention—would become wired, efficient, more effective; government, notorious for stifling process, would become a juggernaut, delivering unprecedented return on the taxpayer’s investment; new businesses would bloom in Seattle, many of them recreating the outsized success of Microsoft (the phrase “the next Microsoft,” in fact, was heard everywhere) as the Pacific Northwest moved entirely into a “new economy” of high-tech businesses run by founders with a new kind of intelligence so powerful as to be virtually mistake-proof.

Microsoft alums stood out by virtue of an affected manner characterized by rapid speech, frequent interruptions of others, and demands that meetings stay “focused” or “on track” and lead quickly to a set of “take-aways” leading in turn to resolution or success. The anointed tended toward impatience with mere mortals, who were by definition less intelligent than those “forged in the crucible” of the company, as one young retiree put it in a conversation with Robinson. Long-time philanthropists and board members of charitable organizations were appalled at the arrogance of these newcomers, who seemed to believe that their presence and brainpower alone were worth far more to society than their money. “One could argue,” wrote Robinson, “that overconfident overachievers have been Microsoft’s most significant contribution to the world thus far.”

Lured by the prospect of putting in a few years’ hard work and long hours in exchange for retirement by age 40, people began leaving mainstream businesses for jobs at startups with no products, customers or apparent means of ever making money. Writers and editors I knew started drifting out of journalism to work for Medio, a Microsoft-alum-founded company publishing a “magazine” on CD-ROM. Others went to work for an array of electronic publishers creating everything from multimedia educational products on CD-ROM to electronic reference works to CD-ROMs that taught you how to play the guitar. Companies siphoning marketing and engineering talent away from the Boeings of the world included Virtual Vision, which manufactured a head-mounted television set slightly larger than a pair of eyeglasses; Virtual i/O, manufacturer of a head-mounted video display for movies, games, and television; startups making video displays for exercise equipment that would make it possible to run on a treadmill through video-rendered landscapes or to play tennis against the digital video image of a pro tennis star; and on and on and on and on.

By far the most prolific father of new companies, buildings, yachts, jets, and other visible assets bought with Microsoft money was Paul Allen, who proved more than profligate in the 1990s. His purchases of a Boeing 757, another jet, two massive yachts, a 387-acre camp on Lopez Island in the storied San Juans, an entire San Juan island, the NBA’s Portland Trailblazers, a Montana ranch, and various other land parcels, companies, buildings, technologies and toys kept him almost constantly in the news.

While Gates was buried in the work of growing Microsoft and fending off armies of federal regulators, the retired Allen was constantly turning up as a conspicuous consumer of companies and celebrity. He bought and sold TicketMaster and a large share of America Online, and was investing heavily in wireless communication, TV cable companies, Hollywood studios, and Internet enterprises, apparently intent on becoming a new-media mogul. His media enterprises included a company he founded, Starwave, that was to help pioneer the movement of print and electronic media onto the Internet. Starwave, which entered into various deals, including one with ABC News to create abcnews.com, started madly hiring editors and contracting with writers to establish an online publishing empire.

A typical Allen story—this one in the Seattle Times—included this characterizing item: “Last month, Allen hosted a lavish bash in Venice, Italy, for 200 friends, family and Hollywood stars, including Robin Williams, Geena Davis and Sting. He flew them in from California, then shuttled them by gondola to a medieval masquerade ball where they were entertained by jazz saxophonist Tom Scott, guitarist Carlos Santana and Allen himself, who also played the guitar.”

Allen bought or funded a tremendous number of companies in the 1990s, began building what would eventually be called the Experience Music Project—a high-tech rock-and-roll museum and entertainment venue—and announced, in 1995, his intention to buy the languishing Seattle Seahawks, whose current owner, California real-estate baron Ken Behring, was trying to move the team to Anaheim.

The Seahawks purchase, though, came with a condition attached: Allen would “save” the franchise, as local fans were clamoring for him to do, only if taxpayers entered into a “partnership” with him by replacing the Kingdome with a new state-of-the-art, taxpayer-financed, $425-million football stadium. Given his net worth of $13 billion, paying for the stadium himself would have been equivalent to something like a $15.00 investment from me, but Allen nonetheless insisted that he could not save the Seahawks unless local citizens joined him as partners in the salvation effort.

Immediately, King County politicians reacted in horror, having just been through their battle with nintendo and the Seattle Mariners. “Allen’s purchase doesn’t remove the financial pressures on us in any way,” said Ron Sims. Added fellow councilmember Maggie Fimia, who had voted against the baseball stadium funding package, “We’ve signaled with our arrangement with the Mariners that we have no bottom line. We talk tough, but when we get pressure from the business community and the fans, we give in.”

The battle over building another stadium would rage into 1997, with local resistance to another round of stadium taxes strong enough to result in the state legislature putting a voter referendum on the ballot, asking citizens statewide to approve a $425 million stadium tax package. The referendum would be held in a special election in June 1997, with Allen—in an historic move—underwriting the $4.2 million cost of the vote.

The billionaire put another $500,000 into selling the package to voters, declaring in a television ad that “I can’t do it without you.” Seattle Times sports columnist Blaine Newnham insisted that the deal was a good investment for taxpayers because Allen was a proven winner. “My guess is that within five years Paul Allen's Seahawks will be in the Super Bowl,” he wrote,” and have at least as great a hold on the community as the Mariners do now.” Then he floated the fear forever lurking in the background whenever Seattle was afforded the opportunity to rid itself of a professional sports franchise: that the team would move elsewhere and immediately win the championship that could have been Seattle’s. “But then someone in Quebec probably said that of its long-struggling hockey team, the Nordiques, who left anyway for Colorado, where, of course, they would win a Stanley Cup and break more than a few French-Canadian hearts.”

The weirdest and most telling thing about the debate was the assumption by proponents and opponents alike that Allen was a successful man. The mere fact that he had $13 billion in Microsoft-minted money conferred on him the status of a can’t-miss genius. Yet his wealth had been made not by him but by Gates, who built Microsoft into the money machine it became after Allen left the company in 1983. And Allen’s record as an entrepreneur was terrible: None of the more than 20 companies he started had been even mildly successful, and his most successful investments—in TicketMaster and America Online—had been in already-established companies that he bought and sold at the right times. Wired Magazine, in a 1994 feature, called Allen the “accidental zillionaire,” and seemed thoroughly puzzled by his image as a brilliant success. “Allen’s own companies,” wrote the magazine’s Paulina Borsook, “suggest that if he hadn’t hooked up with the Jay Gould of our era when they were both teenagers, he might have ended up no more than, say, an engineer at Boeing or an employee at a