Angel of the Prasad Family by Dr Ram Lakhan Prasad - HTML preview

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MY TALKING HEAD

 

O darling, just keep sitting in front of me

This will give me the greatest joy you see

The more I see you the more I admire you

My thoughts will transmit my love to you

Lovely face of my pretty lotus would shine

She’ll dwell in my heart and I will feel fine

I long to hold you tight and steal your kiss

That will be all I need so that I get my bliss

 

If I do not feel at ease without you, what shall I do?

If your pretty face shines before me what shall I do?

You insist that I should forget you but this I can’t do.

If your fond memories keep haunting what shall I do?

My whole life feels empty without you what shall I do?

I’ve forgotten myself searching for you what shall I do?

If your eyes keep giving me your love, what shall I do?

If I see your image in every mirror here what shall I do?

 

I pretend to live my life without your presence here

This is like living my life that is full of guilt my dear

You are my inspiration how can I live with you here

My heart dies many times in search of you, my dear

People say I’m alive but I’m living with guilt my dear

The loneliness is my only curse, I don’t like it my dear

My soul cries for peace and my eyes shed tears my dear

As if, I’m carrying my corpse on my shoulders my dear

I’m afraid to give you any blame cos I love you my dear

The fear has kept my lips all tight,  I keep quiet my dear

 

Eventually I had to change many of my thinking

With the masses of the world, I started walking

Real enlightenment came after my heavy heartburn

No one that leaves this sinful world will ever return

It was my duty and responsibility to look after her

The life she lost I had to sustain all the pain of her

It seems I have created thorny route for my future

I had to crush all my feelings so wanted the nature.

 

 

All that the broken heart said my teary eyes saw it all

Once again, the sorrow and the pain came out to stroll

Whenever she returned in my dreams, I created a call

Every night of my dreadful life seemed dull and small

All her fond memories kept coming with many questions

A sight of my pretty lotus tore open all my great emotions

In the hope of winning her heart back, I forgot to resolve

That I was lonely and the pain was too much to dissolve.

 

Come darling, I want to decorate your song on my lips

It’s my real wish to bring your loving words on my lips

I long to drop a few of my tears to convert them to pearl

I’m now tired of waiting for your return, my lovely pearl

You are thinking of me I know this from my hard hiccups

I’m all ready and willing to enjoy your love in my teacups.