One Last Kiss
Life was fun and joy when my pretty lotus was with me
Her passing away brought disaster and sorrows for me
I have fought the feelings and emotions that grew inside
They filled and then emptied me like the fast rolling tide
I now get many moments of pain, sorrow and super hate
These have made me to ponder for so many hours of late
I loved my pretty lotus dearly it’s her presence I now miss
I long to be in her company and be blessed for that bliss
The greatest pain of all that hurts me so much and deep
After giving her so much love, I cannot have hers to keep
I long to have her by my side forever and long for more
I know that she cannot feel the same to mutually adore
We shared our hearts and revealed the depth of our soul
I am now feeling hopelessly empty paying this painful toll
I sometimes feel it’s now very selfish for me to feel this way
But I can’t help it if I continue to feel so each and everyday
Aren’t I hoping and praying for the next time we ever meet
I wish my pretty lotus allows me again to feel all complete
My heart has given me assurance I will see her once again
I know it’s not a question of if but a real question of when
When that joyous time comes, I will then be in total bliss
Then there will be any more waiting for that one last kiss.