I LOVE HER STILL
My life was a bed of roses when My Pretty
Lotus was around,
That family life was unique when there was
her melodious sound.
Life has completely changed after the demise
of My Pretty Lotus,
My entire world of love and lustre has fallen
apart prick like cactus.
How do I mend my broken heart and find hope
in this wilderness,
The one I adored so much has gone away
leaving behind bitterness.
The mind and body are saturated with pain I
live on fond memories,
All that we shared and loved I now long to put
in my documentaries.
The bright and spicy look in those gorgeous
eyes are no more in sight,
The mystic smile on the charming face is no
longer giving me the light.
Our moments together were precious and
many that can't be forgotten,
My resolve is to cherish them all forever and
don't let them go rotten.
Your Lakhan has always loved you my angel
and always will,
I loved my Saroj more than self then, now and
I love her still.
Our love was invincible, deep and pure,
Now that your departure is my pain, there is
no cure.
THE PAIN WILL SOFTEN
Nowadays I like this game of life that I play,
Sometimes I close my eyes and then you fade
away,
My body, mind and soul float to a special
place,
It is beyond the stars, the moon and the
space,
In this sacred place when I open my eyes to
see,
There are only two people there, my Saroj and
me.
All is beautiful here and feeling of love is right,
There's no pain, no sorrow everything is
bright,
There's compassion, understanding but no
sadness,
There's no interference and no such madness,
We've our own rules of love and our own ways,
There's no wall to separate us, we like our
days.
There's no one to disturb us, we do what we
want,
We don't only love but we show how we chant,
Chanting stops and the game comes to an
end,
My eyes open and reality sets in and I
descend,
Those few moments were very soothing and
lovely,
I've liked the game and want to play again
surely.
If Lakhan loves this game he should play it
often,
Saroj will give him company and the pain will
soften.
You will be my sun and I will become your
light,
Together we will turn the flow of the river with
our might.
Then our love will flow freely no one to stop
us,
We'll start our new life in heaven no one will
disturb us.
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Memories are golden
Well maybe that is true.
I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.