For You My Love Let Me Speak Irratically.
Time and distance do not mean anything in
life when you know for sure that you two will
meet and embrace to hold each other again.
Missing her is the hardest thing to accept for
me because I get a heartache that never seems
to go away.
When I am quiet and have nothing to say.
When I look at your photo with my eyes full of
questions, I am confused but I keep moving.
I want to talk to you everyday,
I want to write to you everyday,
I want to say those magic words again.
When I said „ I love you', it was not for the first
time or one of but it was to be forever and
ever.
My heart has become a puzzle and you are
now the missing link. I am not complete
without you.
My world is lonely when you are not with me. I
am missing you but know that you are gone.
Loving you was my only mission of my family
life. Missing you is now the only call of my
lonely life.
You are on my mind all the time so you are
not hard to find,
When loneliness and separation hurt, my
heart breaks and boggles the mind.
Just because you are not here it does not
mean I cannot see you.
All I have to do is close my eyes and think of
you and you always seem to be there.
There were times when I pushed you away
because I wanted and needed you to pull me
closer.
If I ever nagged you and caused you to worry it
was not to annoy you but to make you give me
that look that stole my heart away.
I do not want to feel lonely, depressed, sad
and sorrowful and that is my reason to make
and create all the presentations to heal myself
and overcome my hardships.
I am moving on as you wanted and I am
pouring my heart out in creating things for
you. The chapters in my book of love and the
DVDs have just begun and will not close. I will
keep turning the pages and slides.
Love is fire. Love is flame. Love is divine. Love
is eternal. My love to you is all of it combined.
When I am sad I put on my headphone and
listen to your favourite songs and your sweet
voice.
If you loved me why did you leave me. I love
you very much because with you I found a
way to love myself.
You were not only my perfect angel but
together we tried to make our imperfections
become perfect.
It is no use telling anyone how much I loved
and cared for you because you are gone
forever leaving all the fond memories for me to
treasure and celebrate. No matter how loudly
and how many times I shout and call you, you
will not be able to hear me anymore. So I love
you in silence.
My heart was beating for over fifty years in
harmony with yours but now you are gone and
I am heartless because my heart has gone
with you.
Look after and take care of my heart.
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