I CANNOT MANAGE SOLELY
I cannot take a break and relax in my lonely
life,
The heart still aches and I miss my beloved
wife.
The pain gets deeper and it hurts the heart
inside,
It is hard to bear these and the tears I have
cried.
Our family life took us to greater heights in
fifty years,
Every moment of it was enjoyable and we had
no fears.
I miss My Pretty Lotus and love her dearly
still,
I did not want her to go but it was the God's
will.
When I look at all you had done, it gets lonely
here,
I try to be strong but all I can do is live in a
fear.
The fear is for my own living because it is
lonely,
I have never lived alone and cannot manage
solely.