THINGS HAVE CHANGED but..
Things have changed when you are my air
that I breathe,
You have become my everything above me and
beneath.
Things have changed when you are the sun in
my day,
You come as the moon in my night
and the spring in my day.
You are the stars in the sky and the birds in
the trees,
The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine, my ease
and my unease.
Without the light you had put into my life I
would be nothing,
I am fluttering like the single leaf on the
ground and rotting.
I am now lost, forgotten, alone and finding life
all hard,
I have many treasured memories that I keep in
my card.
I feel the pain and sorrow and repent that I
could not do much,
While you were caring for me with your calm
and tender touch.
I loved you then I love you now and I will love
you forever,
You are My Pretty Lotus, my baby, my love
and my lover.
DIVINE LOVE
Everyday and every night, when in vain I look
to the sky,
I keep thinking of you and then ask myself,
why?
Why did it happen to me that my soul mate
left before me?
Wasn't my love strong enough to hold you
back for me?
Why do I still love you? I think and get many
smiles,
I know in my heart that the list could run on
for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your
touch,
So many little things that make me love you so
much.
The way you supported me and helped me
with my emotions,
The way that you cared for me and showed
such devotions.
The way that your hugs filled my heart with
desire,
How you held me with the warmth of a blazing
fire.
The way your eyes used to shine when you
looked at me,
I'm now lost in you forever I know not where I
want to be.
I cannot describe the way that I felt when you
were by my side,
It was a sense of completion and overflowing
with joy and pride.
The dreams that I have now, all those involve
only you,
The possibilities I now see and the things we
can still do.
How can I solve the puzzle that lies inside my
heart,
Now deep in my soul, you are the most
important part.
I could go on for days and months, telling you
of what and how I feel,
But all you really must know is that my love
for you is divine and real.
What else should I do to express my loneliness
and sorrowful life?
I have lost everything after losing my love that
was my wife.