REMINISCENCE
MARCH 14TH 2016
I will express myself no more but keep my
sorrows inside me,
I will not create any more poems, stories or
images but try to heal me.
I know this is easier said than done and it will
be hard for me,
I will live my life without my beloved wife but
try to console me.
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I will make the candles flicker softly on a table
set for two,
There would be no one around us except for
me and you.
I will keep preparing a nice dinner with no
bottle of wine,
We will remain here together in a moment that
has stopped in time.
A love like ours so few have ever known and
this is its birth night,
Alone you there alone me here, you and I with
our separate candlelight.
Soon we will set free the feelings that we want
to continue to share.
I am held here alone and spellbound by your
heavenly laughter in the air.
Thoughts of love like falling leaves, swirling in
the autumn breeze,
Will continuously flow in our hearts, minds
and in our eyes.
We will not be able to touch each other when
the love starts,
That fire of love has to be put out forthwith
from our hearts.
We will no longer miss, won't be able to kiss or
hear the angels sing,
No more gifts and wishes from heavens to me
you will bring.
No more joy I want to live my life alone, and in
your soul I found my home,
At peace within your loving arms captivated by
your divine and spiritual form.
When time calls I'd happily die for you, here at
this table set for two,
I will live without you from now on but keep
the space in my heart for you.
Three years of separation has given me the
courage to say all these,
Let me live my life the way I want it without
My Pretty Lotus please!
The end of one life and the beginning of another.