I MISS YOU VERY MUCH DARLING.
Death of my loving wife, my life, my dearest one has changed everything for me whereas the time that has passed after that has changed nothing because I still miss the sweet sound of her voice, the wanting wisdom in her advice, the carefully selected stories of our life and above all I miss just being in her peaceful presence.
Therefore, the time that passed in the last three years has changed nothing because I still miss her as much today as I did then on that dreadful day she passed away. I will just keep missing her loving company since she was so special to me.
The celebration of all these fond memories is helping me to heal my sorrows, sadness and loneliness, My Tanhaai. It is not easy at all but I am trying because that was what she wanted. I am still living with her in my actual visions.
So I want to share some of my deep emotions and feelings with my family members, close relatives and supportive friends by creating a platform for my emotions and internal feelings.
These creations were not easy to construct but the hand that held the pen and the paper that lay ahead gave me courage to spill the feelings as they were generated.
My Pretty Lotus, I just wanted to share some of my thoughts, my sincere feelings and my hearty emotions plus whatever made me lonely and despondent so that you keep connected to me forever. I want to share this publication with you so that we can still walk, talk and do things together for the rest of our life.
