MY TALKING HEAD
O darling, just keep sitting in front of me,
This will give me the greatest joy you see.
The more I see you the more I admire you,
My thoughts will transmit my love to you.
Lovely face of my pretty lotus would shine,
She’ll dwell in my heart and I will feel fine.
I long to hold you tight and steal your kiss,
That will be all I need so that I get my bliss.
If I do not feel at ease without you, what shall
I do?
If your pretty face shines before me what shall
I do?
You insist that I should forget you but this I
can’t do.
If your fond memories keep haunting what
shall I do?
My whole life feels empty without you what
shall I do?
I’ve forgotten myself searching for you what
shall I do?
If your eyes keep giving me your love, what
shall I do?
If I see your image in every mirror here what
shall I do?
I pretend to live my life without your presence
here
This is like living my life that is full of guilt my
dear,
You are my inspiration how can I live with you
here,
My heart dies many times in search of you, my
dear.
People say I’m alive but I’m living with guilt
my dear,
The loneliness is my only curse, I don’t like it
my dear,
My soul cries for peace and my eyes shed
tears my dear,
As if, I’m carrying my corpse on my shoulders
my dear,
I’m afraid to give you any blame cos I love you
my dear,
The fear has kept my lips all tight; I keep quiet
my dear.
Eventually I had to change many of my
thinking,
With the masses of the world, I started
walking,
Real enlightenment came after my heavy
heartburn,
No one that leaves this sinful world will ever
return,
It was my duty and responsibility to look after
her,
The life she lost I had to sustain all the pain of
her
It seems I have created thorny route for my
future
I had to crush all my feelings so wanted the
nature.
All that the broken heart said my teary eyes
saw it all
Once again, the sorrow and the pain came out
to stroll
Whenever she returned in my dreams, I
created a call
Every night of my dreadful life seemed dull
and small
All her fond memories kept coming with many
questions
A sight of my pretty lotus tore open all my
great emotions
In the hope of winning her heart back, I forgot
to resolve
That I was lonely and the pain was too much
to dissolve.
Come darling, I want to decorate your song on
my lips
It’s my real wish to bring your loving words on
my lips
I long to drop a few of my tears to convert
them to pearl
I’m now tired of waiting for your return, my
lovely pearl
You are thinking of me I know this from my
hard hiccups
I’m all ready and willing to enjoy your love in
my teacups.
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