I Do Love You
I definitely find it truly selfish to want her
back again,
I could not calm her mind, I could not ease
her pain;
I thought my love was enough to keep her here
with me;
But now I know for certain that was never
going to be.
I loved her, liked her, sometimes we argued we
hissed,
Her face, her touch, her scent forever would be
missed.
To hold her in my arms again, my soul no
longer lost;
I'd pay the price and gladly have no worry to
the cost.
They say that life gets better and time will ease
the pain;
They cannot see the truth, it never was right
and sane.
No daytime and no night time just hour on
hour on hour;
Time has no more meaning now life's not
sweet it's sour.
I thought I had my wife in my life forever to
love and play,
If I had one I know she passed away that
dreadful day;
Sometimes I know I hurt her, I know that was
so true;
Please forgive me for those wrongs for I do
love you.
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I Miss Her
The day My Pretty Lotus passed away,
I was broken and couldn’t find my way.
I tried to take a break to relax in life,
My heart ached and I missed my wife.
The pain inside my heart hurt me badly,
The eyes revealed many stories very sadly.
Some old, some new treasured memories,
It seemed we were together for centuries.
The pain of losing a dear one is so deep,
This sorrow disturbs the peaceful sleep.
It’s all lonely here and it’s difficult to bear,
Life without her hurts the heart like spear.
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I had never imagined my life without you
but now that it is, I am devastated.