WHERE IS MY SAROJ TODAY
No one can imagine that pain so deep down
inside me,
No one can feel the sorrow so intense down
inside me,
I cannot explain these in words and can't
simply write,
Times are difficult, life is hard and my living is
so tight.
The reason for these changed conditions is my
loss,
Gone was the most precious treasure, wife,my
boss.
She was my life, she was my love and she was
my all,
She loved, she was pretty and she always
stood tall.
The pain of her departure has torn my heart
and soul,
The sorrow of her passing away has changed
my role.
A loving husband has been turned into a sad
widower,
A strong man is now failing everywhere and is
weaker.
This loss has affected my eating, sleeping and
living,
She cannot be easily forgotten she was so
forgiving.
There is a feeling of loneliness and I am living
alone,
The shine inside me quickly died after she was
gone.
No one can fix my life they may only repair
this pain,
Kind words, frequent visits and tender care by
people gain.
There is no greater pain to witness for me on
the sad face,
There is no deeper sorrow to hurt me at this
lonely place.
Eyes now can't see my beloved but I've all fond
memories,
Heart can't feel her presence but I've all her
energies.
My sad heart is vaulted and I'm scared to let
anyone in,
There's no one as sweet and loving as her to
be found again.
It doesn't matter how many oceans and rivers
I sometimes cry,
My heart will never let her go and I don't want
to say good bye.
Lakhan now spends a lot of his time where
she used to lay,
He sits alone, wondering and muttering where
my Saroj is today.
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