WHERE IS MY SAROJ
TODAY
No one can imagine that pain so deep
down inside me
No one can feel the sorrow so intense
down inside me
I cannot explain these in words and can't
simply write
Times are difficult life is hard and my
living is so tight
The reason for these changed conditions
is my loss
Gone was the most precious treasure,
wife my boss
She was my life, she was my love and she
was my all
She was loving, she was pretty she
always stood tall
The pain of her departure has torn my
heart and soul
The sorrow of her passing away has
changed my role
A loving husband has been turned into a
sad widower
A strong man is now failing everywhere
and is weaker
This loss has affected my eating,
sleeping and living
She cannot be easily forgotten she was
so forgiving
There is a feeling of loneliness and I am
living alone
The shine inside me quickly died after
she was gone
No one can fix my life they can only
repair this pain
Kind words, frequent visits and tender
care by people gain
There is no greater pain to witness for
me on the sad face
There is no deeper sorrow to hurt me at
this hearty place
Eyes now can't see my beloved but I've
all fond memories
Heart can't feel her presence but I've all
her energies
My sad heart is vaulted and I'm scared to
let anyone in
There's no one as sweet and loving as
you to be found again
It doesn't matter how many oceans and
rivers I sometimes cry
My heart will never let you go and I don't
want to say good bye
Lakhan now spends a lot of his time
where you used to lay
He sits alone, wondering and saying
where is my Saroj today.