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I am lovable

God you told me

To my heart

 

So many times

When I thought

I wasn’t

I’ve been stumbling

So many times

Through my life

Trying to find

My self-worth

In this world

 

I am lovable

I am enough

Thank you for healing

My heart

 

Temple of knowledge

Up in the sky

I wanted to go there

To read all there is

To be enlightened again

 

Surrounded by all my friends

We would ask ourselves

Where’s the next life on earth

Where is our trip going?

We will ask our masters

When the timing is right

 

Please give me gold

From your soul

Give me of your

Precious love

 

It’s worth more

Than diamonds

Elevating me

To the moon

 

So near so close

There are no borders

Between us two

No questions

Are there to be

Answered

 

Lift me up

Let me sail

Through the night

Meet eye to eye

In the dark of the night

 

This is a true calling

To the ones whom are called

Serving humanity

With their souls

 

This is a true calling

To all helpers

Of the earth

I summon you

To the center

Of the world

Join with me

In your mind

Everything is love

 

Beauty butterfly

Show me the way

To the spirit of your soul

Fly away over the fields

Over the herbs with

Healing powers

 

Strong but so weak

With pride you sail your way

Through the air

 

Bring peace wherever you go

Land in a flower

Sip its nectar

To live in the moment

Without time

 

I’m a spiritual warrior

And I’m never giving in

Whatever happens in life

I go forward

 

I know I’m a vulnerable human

Keep going on anyway

Through all the pain

There’s in the end

Always salvation

But it can’t be seen at first

 

This is the time that we have

Only in this life-time

You must do what’s right

But it’s not so easy sometimes

To see the difference between

The true and the false

 

Have compassion

With those who stumble

It could have been you

 

Don’t condemn

Don’t hate

You don’t have the right

 

Why people do

As they do

We don’t know

 

Everyone has their story

A heart has many ways

Many secrets and reasons

 

Have compassion for all faults

It could have been you

Every scare you leave

With your anger makes fear

Inside

 

Show understanding

Show love

And all will be well

 

 

Entering

The Great Portal

To see the evidence

That the soul exists

 

Maybe the year

Will be 2080

Then we will understand

That the soul

Is immortal

That we live forever

Our scientists will know

And everybody will

Hear the truth

 

There’s no death

Has never been

Just an illusion

For millions of years

Will be taken away

We will not fear death

Anymore

 

When I look at the world

In my perspective

I see a world teared apart

Don’t do it

People of the world

Every thought is valuable

 

They can build up

Or they can destroy

Send to this planet

Every friend

Every enemy

 

A thought of love

And you shall see

We are more than

The wars

We are more than

Greed

We are love

 

Africa, Africa

My anguish is with you

When I see that you

Suffer

People in the land of

Suffering

 

The pain is for us to learn

The mysteries of love

But when the strong one roars

Only violence will rule

 

The one who thinks

I am always right

Has put many to die

And doesn’t care

As long as he’s living

In overflow

 

Zimbabwe

N’debele and Shona

Irreconcilable enemies

Without end

 

Ancestors are pleading

For peace

High up in the heavens

And a stop of the killing

 

The stonefalk is watching

With cruel eyes

From ancient times

Let their memory of

Rulers and slaves die

The respect must appear

 

 

South America

 

The farmer works hard

For his daily bread

Or there won’t be

Any wages

But the wages that he

Gets is very low

Where people are

Counted for nothing

 

The owner of the land

Is the oppressor

Who doesn’t sell

A piece of the land

So that the farmer’s

Family can live in peace

 

Money is the strong one

To teach up someone

To a new life

Is surely not a good idea

 

Laugh yes laugh

You most wealthy

As your fortune

Goes beyond my fantasies

 

You are worth your success

But other’s children

Are crying tonight

 

Who cares

Yesterday became today

 

 

Our child

 

Called from eternity

Living in emptiness

Out of the darkness

You were born

 

Now everything is terrifying

Water and care

Only screaming

 

With me you find

Peace and quiet

Except when

The stomach aches

 

You have changed us

Made us to a family

A girl became a woman

A boy became a man

But they surely already

Existed

 

 

The child

 

The child

What it’s thinking about?

Here is mother and father

In the spring’s dazzling light

 

Everything that I’ve never seen

Toys and bears

The mobile over my bed

Spinning around

With animals on it

With them I speak

When I feel I want to do

 

While in the bath

As I enjoy I kick about

And laugh and smile

 

On the nursing table

I get taken care of

Get dressed

 

Now it’s night and dark

It’s time to sleep

Goodnight my mother

Says to me

I always sleep so well

 

 

Diabetes

 

The day that they stung you

With your first injection

They stung me too

Straight into my soul

 

They couldn’t help it

Who could?

Tears of pain

Eyes that smarts of it

 

Anger that goes through

You and me

The sharp needle

Is our eternal suffering

 

This trial that was definite for you

In this life-time

We who are one

Through the commitment

Of marriage

The child that we are expecting

We grow even closer

In lucky harmony anyway

 

 

Sorrow

 

Life and death

Goes hand in hand

Into eternity

When someone dies

Someone else is born

The cycle of the seasons

Returns

 

We watch over our

Dear ones

We want them

Close to us

But one day

We can’t touch nomore

 

Their voices are gone

The love we had

Between us

It still lives

Without body

 

If we don’t get outlet

For our feelings

Then our sorrow is hard

 

But the soul lives

It still remains

The dead takes care of us

That we are doing well

So live in the assurance anyway

That life always forward goes

 

 

Religion

 

We build up barriers

Of faith and traditions

It’s not wrong

But when it’s abused

To raise yourself

Or to humiliate others

As you think are weaker

Than yourself

 

It’s then you have lost your faith

It’s then you have fooled yourself

 

We should live in unity

In peace and harmony

It was thought so

 

Reality is bitter and unexplainable

Full of pain, distrust and abuse of power

 

When shall women be equal to men?

Around the earth women are crying

Over their slavery

The threats, beating to never be enough

Destroy the scenario

It was never meant that evil should rule

 

 

Dictators

 

About cruelties that are committed

On this planet

Is there only one rule

Cause and effect

War and misery

No good harvest it gives

 

Our thoughts could be light

But many infuse it with darkness

In their crazy fantasy of power

That if they don’t have control

They don’t mean anything

 

It’s built on fear

Unnecessary fear

As the word people are free

Those who don’t see this

They are lost

 

 

Gratitude

 

I feel gratitude for my life

For what I have

The people that I have around me

For all friends around

Both on earth

And in heaven

Thank you for your protection

That you give me

Thank you for what I learn from you

 

The truth comes as a sword

Cuts straight through me

I am scared but act in chill

As the bumblebee

Who are not supposed to fly

I fly to a greater understanding

About myself and others

I rise

Comes up again

 

 

Friends

 

Real friends are like gold

Healing me when I’m sad

If it lingers on feels bad

I know I am secure and safe

 

Heroes in the backyard

They are seldom seen

But when they appear

There’s nothing to fear no more

 

Melt away the silver

Don’t turn to sand

Stay always stay

Because I need you all

 

 

Malin’s Way

 

My spiritual way

Goes through books

They are difficult to understand

Scares my man

Odd books that few people read

 

You see me

But you see me not

Who I really am

Through endless learning

I walk the way of the healer

Try to heal others and myself

 

This way isn’t easy

No way is simple to anyone

We’re crowded with challenges

Not always knowing what’s right to do

I’m seeking the light in you and me

To be purified from lies

 

 

God’s heart

 

There was a spark

In God’s heart

And it reached

The emptiness

It rushed into you and me

To forever be

Surrounded by love

 

All souls created in the same moment

Sacred love song

Singing its song to us

All the time

Why don’t we listen?

 

Letting anger

Tear us apart

Be embraced

All your life

Do not doubt

You are never alone

Jesus keeps a loving heart

For all of us

He knows who we are

 

Mother Mary

Soul made of flames

Covered with jewels 

In your hair

Queen of all souls

 

I greet you with all my love

You who made the decision

To give birth to Jesus

In a world without love

You let him come to life

 

But you were no virgin

You only said so

To protect your child

Because you were

Pregnant before the wedding

With Joseph

 

The child was sacred anyway

We all needed Jesus love

To fill the world with joy

 

Angels of the nations

Fighting for and protecting

Every country

Armor put on you

So you can do the work

That the Lord

Sets upon you

My thanks to you

 

They call you

With deep and clear voice

Knows your name

When it’s trouble

They are coming

To our aid

 

Pray to the Lord

To send

Angels of the nations

To take the evil away

From the earth

 

Jesus our brother

Was born to teach us

About love

To love eachother

 

He was born to free us

From negative karma

To enlighten our souls

 

Show us cosmic miracles

Spiritual powers

Of healing the sick

And awaken the dead

 

To live in simplicity

He didn’t have much

Possessions

But he was rich in spirit

And kind and giving

 

He was born to show us

That power shouldn’t rule

That money has no value

 

The earth had a dull climate

For the soul

We let us be ruled by greed

And sacrifices

 

He was born to lead us in love

And ask us not to condemn

One another

To lay down our weapons

 

He was the messenger

From the cosmic forces

Love humility and compassion

Is his truth

 

Body’s of light

We will all get

Body’s of light

Full of bright

 

Sought so long

To feel free

I will be

In the future

 

My happiness

Will be fulfilled

When I join

The spiritual forces

 

Inside of my soul

We all belong

To be one being

Of the light

 

Touched by angels

I was reading a book

About angels

Suddenly I felt them

Physically

 

I was scared and confused

They bumped into me

Like an army

 

I already knew that you existed

But now I really know

That you have always been near me

Both in the good and the bad

 

I light a torch

In the middle of the night

So we can take us home

We are so lost in this world

Please angels take us there

 

I walk before you

To lead you home

To your soul

 

We are afraid

Because the road of true knowing

Is so far away

 

Masters, guides and angels

Hoover over us

But we can’t see them

Nor hear their voice

 

One day it will come

That the heavens will open up

For me and for you

 

Open up the well of love

Pouring down from the chalk

Of the Ace of Cups

In the cards of Tarot

 

Comes in a cascade

Overflowing the sea

 

Drink my beloved ones

Drink deep

From the cup of union

With the spirit of the Holy Ghost

Feeling so free

 

Indigo child

With spiritual development

Welcome to the earth

All of you

Helping the earth

To move to the 5th dimension

 

Working with the spirit world

And other civilizations across

The universe

Thank you for helping us

 

Future is coming

With haste

But we can’t see anything yet

 

Limitless

Your soul has no boundaries

Searching

For the heavens

In your dreams

 

At night

When you fall asleep

You think you're on earth

But no

 

Rising out of our bodies

Leaving it behind for a while

The soul goes to heaven

To seek advice among angels

And guides

 

We don’t remember it

But it happens

Every night

 

Rising

Above it all

Closer

To the sun

And I saw it

 

The angels have landed

God’s messengers

Landed beside me

Crowned by light

 

I feel love floating

Around

I feel safe

 

A crown

Made of gold

Put upon a throne

The one who picks it up

Is the one we all love

God how beautiful

Aren’t you

Shimmering in all

Your glory

 

Touched by the infinite

I am rising

Out of my mind

 

Flashes

Of what happened

Before

In past life-times

Comes in sight

 

To be enlightened

To see

What my soul

Wants to tell me

 

Jewels

From thousands

Of years

Glittering

Over me