Momma
There’s an emptiness deep within my soul
That it hurts my every bone and aching muscles
How does an adult child explain?
When one day everything in their life has changed
Due to their mom’s death
No regrets
How dare I feel this way?
When I watched you suffer every day
Yet, momma you never complained
It ripped out my heart, and tugged at my soul
I’m left here feeling scared, and all alone
The grace of God took you home
I sit here and question the meaning of life, suffering, strife, God, and as I weep
I pray you will be with God, and your precious family
I know that life must go on
I cry as I listen to your favorite song
“Love is a many splendored thing”
But now that you’re gone, I can barely sing
With you and Dad gone, am I nothing more than an orphan?
With broken angel wings
You fought so long and hard
Your ashes have saddened my heart
I know you’re not there
Oh momma where are you, while I am in such despair?
I love you so much!
Life has changed and it’s tough
Waking up to sunlight
Used to be such a delight
Now I wake up and remember again and again
You’re gone and I pray that you’re in Heaven
I ask myself how I can possibly go on.
Now that you’re gone
You’re not coming back
Dear God I am so incredibly sad
You became my best friend
I thank God again and again
Oh momma, I pray to ease these grief feelings of mine
But they come flooding through as the sun shines
I am as a ship up a creek
As I take shelter and weep, I yearn for sought out peace
Everyone tells me that you’re in a better place
That you lived a long life, and I need to be strong
It still hurts and it’s you that I long
To hold and love you like I used to do
I am so lost without you
I know their right deep down inside
I pray that God’s angels, will take good care of you tonight
Oh momma I’m so sorry that you had to suffer that way
When your loved ones visited you, it made you so happy
I’m so sorry momma for the way it all happened…
Ten years ago that stroke left you blind and in a wheelchair
The love I feel in my heart for you eases my despair
Oh momma, I miss you so much
My little butter cup
I pray that God up above
Will tenderly hold you in the palm of his hand
That you’re happy and peaceful, and it’s all in his plan
Until then I pray to meet you one day in Heaven
Momma
It is you that I adore
God bless you mom forevermore
You’re Loving Daughter
Donna Marie