The ocean is destroyed
Vines of hate cover it.
The vines grow leaves
Love is spread across it.
She’ll be dead one day, buried under the ocean.
A hand can reach out…. touch her underwater.
Somewhere in an ocean far off the planet,
A hand reaches in water to touch her.
Waves splash with thoughts,
A hand reaches into them.
Thoughts let her drown peacefully,
A hand splashes away.
Too late to save,
A touch past saving.
The ocean’s floor is the end.
Blackness, she lies.
Ocean floor is death.
Eyes closed vision
Eyelashes show in dark
So frozen,
Icy water.
So frozen,
A cycle is complete.
Nothing
She’ll reach out into us.
A birth that created beauty on the earth.
Water flows
Upon a world
A drifting thought
Under the waves
Endless ocean
A memory just out of view
It pulls us down
I can’t grab it by myself
Endless water
Just out of view
I want to reach it
A blue paradise
But I know
When we fall down
The ocean sinks
We’re left in nothing
I don’t want the water to sink
The ship we are on
We can’t stay on
We separate
Into a blue
Reach out for a person
We wished we knew
Endless water
Just out of view
We’ll reach for a person we never knew
I can’t reach out
Touch you
An empty world
We wanted to view
Everyone drowns in a past
The water a memory forgotten by her
A canyon a place we can’t reach
Too high up off
A ground
A climb
To nothing
She doesn’t want to fall
Drown in a past
Water a memory forgotten
By him
A canyon a place we can reach
So close to ground
A climb that’s pointless
People up there
Push us down
In an ocean
Swim…
Swim…
Swim…
We can’t reach out
Find you
I don’t want to touch you
You touch us
I’ll become you
We can help you
Trust me….
We’ll push you down
It’s to help you
The future I see is what you gave to me
A selfless act
I loved you for it
Don’t ever take it away
The sun rises over the ocean
Don’t run into it
Ill be by your side
Loving you
Forever
We will all float around you
You’ll be remembered forever
Never doubt that
We love you
In the circle,
Reaching hands will protect you
I don’t want you too slip away from me
Don’t fall in death
Fall in me
Please
Don’t fall towards the wind
Fall towards the water
The people holding the sea will catch you….
Don’t fall into what you can’t believe
Believe in me catching you
Death will have to fight me to get to you
Catch me as I lose myself
I am the only one who can catch you
You can only catch me
So catch me
I need you please
Everybody’s here for you
The people love you
I you believe in us….
You’ll float on water
We are what loved you
We are who you wanted to welcome into your life
A life that loves us
A love we all love in the water
As you float
We can’t find you
We need to love you
You’re the only one I can see
You’re the only one
We went out of our way
To find beautiful
So float we know only you deserve the water
A bubble of human life we gave to you….
I gave what I had left of my own….
So, please float on the water
My life is your own…..
They are gone
Its just us now….
Alone….
On the water….
I am you
You are me
The water is people
People are us
We are a beautiful life
An empty air
Where you fell down
The sun went past you
Towards an ocean you miss
Water was there to feel you
When no one else was
Forgotten by time
You want water to give you life
A deep ocean
Holds the answers you want
The falling waves around you
It loves you too much
You can’t leave it
A sun you fell through
Our memories glow
A golden sea you fell in….
A golden sea you fell in….
Memories in sky
Waves push us out water
We fell in visons
To a world we never knew
Another’s life
The basis for our experience
Standing on the ocean
The lives
That created our own
Spiral of our lives gold
Spiral of your life’s shine
A spiral of what brought us to understand each other
I’ll push away from you
She’s floating in the ocean
Black dress
Hair swept by water
Black strands of her elegance
I’ll push away from you
I don’t want to be like you
When you escape
I don’t want to look at you
So beautiful
I’ll go blind in the water
Go blind
Keep my head above water
I’ll avoid you
I’ll push away from you
Even if you’re in my waters
I’m still holding you in my grip
Black hair flows
I don’t want to
Push away from you
Feel me in the water, with you
An ocean is too vast for me to find you
Light spreads on people
People fell into each other
Overcompensate for their empty lives
They were a spiral of decay
A spiral,
We are turned around in
No regards for our lives
The emptiness flows into sand
Sorrow is sand
Filling the water with dryness
No hope for humanity is left
No hope for the water of people
Meant to jump into the sea
A spiral,
We are turned around in
There’s no regard for our lives
Finally we rise
Sand has consumed our souls
The water can bring us back our life
Only if the water hasn’t lost hope of her golden life….
But she has gone away by now
When we couldn’t scratch
The surface of your thoughts
We realized
What you kept hidden from us
A secret
You never let anybody know
You realised it to us
You shouldn’t have done it
We know what you are
Your false mask
A sad river
Surface of thoughts
What did you reveal
Weren’t prepared for you….
Trying to run
Revealed your problems
To us
Please come back
We meant nothing but love
No love inside you….
Surface of thoughts
What did you reveal
Weren’t prepared…..
Never prepared….
You fade from love
Fade… fade
You’ve gone away
She’s so beautiful even in a crowd of ugly
She’s so beautiful
I just know she would have treated me like a human being
She already had
She would be the one to show me
I am respected by her
I love her
But I never met her
I would be the one to have sex with her
But now I never will
I can’t get over how sad I am for her
I can’t get over how sad I am for myself
I was supposed to lose my virginity with her one day
She was a perfect goddess
She was so nice to me
I loved her
I just wanted to meet her
I just wanted to tell her she was so pretty
She was so pretty…. so pretty….
She was stolen away from me
Please oh please oh please oh please come back to me
I never want to forget you
Ill end myself if I forget you
But the world wanted to punish me for something I’ve done
What did I do wrong
Is being in love and lust a punishable thing
Why
You took that girl away from me
Bring her back
Bring that goddess back to me
I don’t want to leave her alone
Please please
I’ll do anything
Just don’t leave her alone without me
I do not want to ever forget her
I won’t be able to ever forget her in my life
I needed her life as my own
So sexy… so beautiful…. so free….. she is so irresistible
Nnnnnnnnnnoooooooo
I need her back
Pleasepleaseplease let me be inside her
I would have told her she was pretty and made her smile
I needed to make that goddess smile
Nnnnnnoooooo
Don’t leave her alone without me to see my life in hers
I want her to see her life in me
I want to see my life in hers
Please don’t leave me goddess
Please don’t leave a man alone
Please, girl, have mercy on me
Please…goddess
My goddess….
Fuck you world
I should have been fucking her
She wouldn’t fuck my life
A goddess helps heal
A goddess would take the pain away….
But a goddess gave me more pain.
I don’t want to be left alone without her….
But she’s never coming back.
Fuck you world
Don’t leave her alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Her parents must be so proud of their daughter
A parent must be so proud of a daughter
Their goddess daughter is somewhere in the world
So close to me
But ill never be able to reach the goddess
I knew I could have made her life feel special
If only life gave me the chance to….
Feel me in the water, with you
An ocean is too vast for me to find you
Light spreads on people
People fell into each other
Overcompensate for their empty lives
They were a spiral of decay
A spiral,
We are turned around in
No regards for our lives
The emptiness flows into sand
Sorrow is sand
Filling the water with dryness
No hope for humanity is left
No hope for the water of people
Meant to jump into the sea
A spiral,
We are turned around in
There’s no regard for our lives
Finally we rise
Sand has consumed our souls
The water can bring us back our life
Only if the water hasn’t lost hope of her golden life….
But she has gone away by now
Drown you
She drowned you
What we gave to you
So, as you run into my future you’ll just forget about me, as I am forgotten from your memory that I wanted to imagine and you’ll forget me in your past
I’ll imagine how you were like when you were younger
Who were you back in those days?
I’ll never have an answer,
I’ll only ever have imagined visions,
That chirp at me.
I can’t reach out
Touch you
An empty world
We wanted to view
Everyone drowns in a past
The water a memory forgotten by her
A canyon a place we can’t reach
Too high up off
A ground
A climb
To nothing
She doesn’t want to fall
Drown in a past
Water a memory forgotten
By him
A canyon a place we can reach
So close to ground
A climb that’s pointless
People up there
Push us down
In an ocean
Swim…
Swim…
Swim…
We can’t reach out
Find you
I don’t want to touch you
You touch us
I’ll become you
We can help you
Trust me….
We’ll push you down
It’s to help you
The future I see is what you gave to me
A selfless act
I loved you for it
Don’t ever take it away
The sun rises over the ocean
Don’t run into it
Ill be by your side
Loving you
Forever
We will all float around you
You’ll be remembered forever
Never doubt that
We love you
In the circle,
Reaching hands will protect you
I don’t want you too slip away from me
Don’t fall in death
Fall in me
Please
Don’t fall towards the wind
Fall towards the water
The people holding the sea will catch you….
Don’t fall into what you can’t believe
Believe in me catching you
Death will have to fight me to get to you
Catch me as I lose myself
I am the only one who can catch you
You can only catch me
So catch me
I need you please
Everybody’s here for you
The people love you
I you believe in us….
You’ll float on water
We are what loved you
We are who you wanted to welcome inyo your life
A life that loves us
A love we all love in the water
As you float
We can’t find you
We need to love you
You’re the only one I can see
You’re the only one
We went out of our way
To find beautiful
So float we know only you deserve the water
A bubble of human life we gave to you….
I gave what I had left of my own….
So, please float on the water
My life is your own…..
They are gone
Its just us now….
Alone….
On the water….
I am you
You are me
The water is people
People are us
We are a beautiful life
A falling sea
Thoughts carried in a breeze
The empty canvas….
I can’t see
A strong wind
Blows us over
A falling sound
What’s below us is nothing
A strong wind to blow us in
There’s nothing to make a wind live
We want to follow to where the breeze ends
A strong wind to blow us in
A strong wind/we flow in
I can’t see
A strong wind
Help me see
What blows us….
A hidden message
Why didn’t she trust us
We’ll drown you in an ocean
A nothing water
Reach out
Touch her
Reach out
Touch her
Don’t run away
Don’t run away
Sand is not a home
I told you
I’ll follow you beneath sand
A lost person floats
Stay out of the water
Fish don’t welcome you in
It’s too late
I never got a chance to know you
But the motion never stops
You keep running away
Into a gold ocean
I see you
Your dress is beautiful
Its so black don’t run into the rising sun
I can still run on the water with you
Don’t run on the setting sun
I can still follow you close to where you want
Don’t run away from me
I can still run with you to your destination
I want to see you run away,
But run back to me before you get too far out in the ocean
The rising sun doesn’t move fast enough for me
I want it to rise so I can see you
The gravel flooded
Water onto sand
Black water
We can’t feel
A feeling lost to time
A spiral never stops to discover itself….
We’re in it
I’ll control them too much
I’ll hurt myself for you
I don’t want to hurt myself for you
But a flowing woman is never complete
She just runs
Forever in a sunset
Sky pledge
A worship to the sky
Feel me in the water, with you
An ocean is too vast for me to find you
The Girl’s Fountain of Life
I’ll search my whole life for it.
Please, just tell me.
She was so beautiful.
You have no idea what you did for me.
Thank you.
The world is not your sunshine and rainbows.
My world is not your sunshine and rainbows.
I wish it was.
But I swear to god,
I’ll see you again,
Someday.
And then,
I’ll make you my world.
So much pain.
I remember seeing her for the first time
She grew more beautiful everyday
Maybe I’m just delusional,
But I thought I loved her.
Maybe I really am just crazy,
Like he says.
But I think I’m not.
I loved her.
I just wanted to meet her.
To tell her she was pretty.
Ask her what her life was like.
Ask her how she was like when she was younger.
Live her life in her past.
I still always daydream about it constantly.
Music brings back the memories.
I wonder if the torturing but heavenly visions will ever stop?
I don’t know, damn it.
I don’t know anything anymore.
I’m just walking through a field with gray rain clouds,
Hoping I find a way to meet the 0cean
And see her again there
Waiting for me
If it is only in my daydreaming imagination
The music creates the nostalgia of her
I need to see.
The world’s beauty
Is her beauty to me.
I can’t escape it
Everywhere I go
I just admire her beauty
In everything that is beautiful in the world.
In everything that is beautiful
In my forgotten life….
I never want to forget her life.
If I do, I’ll look at the beautiful earth from a high place.
And jump to kill myself.
I don’t want to not see her.
I want to see her
I want to get to know her
I want to see her
I want to get to know her
Want her
I want to have sex with her
I need to have sex with her
Her body was beautiful, and so sexy.
Her mind was beautiful
If only I got the chance to talk to her,
I know she would have a beautiful mind.
Her face was beautiful, and so pretty.
Her personality was beautiful
If only I had gotten the chance to know her,
I know her personality would be so beautiful.
She would want to laugh so much.
A laugh that’s so pretty.
The overflowing water of life,
From her fountain in heaven,
Surrounded by vines and grass
Her life overflowing from the ocean.
And when the sun decides to go down,
She disappears from my mind, a little more,
A little more.
I don’t want the sun to fade, so she goes away.
I don’t want the sun to fade, so I’ll just forget her,
And move on with my life.
She is the city.
She is the only life that lives to me.
That girl’s all that exists in my heaven.
I just want to have sex with her.
I just want her to like me.
I just want to be her
Perfect, devoted boyfriend.
But now she’s just nostalgia,
A distant memory, a vision, of what could have been.
What I could have discovered about her life, past and present,
Back when I was younger than her.
Visions of that time in the girl’s life.
She could tell me about them,
And I wouldn’t have to imagine how her life was back then,
When I was younger than her,
And somehow more ignorant to the world.
But that will never happen now….
She was drowned away from me, in the ocean.
NNNNNNNOOOOOOOOO
I’M BEING PUNISHED
I’M SORRY IF I DID SOMETHING WRONG
I’M NOT A BAD PERSON
I WANTED TO BE HER BOYFRIEND
I WANTED TO TELL HER SHE WAS REALLY PRETTY.
BUT IT WAS A TRICK….
INSANE PUNISHMENT.
I’LL FUCK MYSELF DEAD IF I’M TORMENTED BY THAT GIRL FOR ALL MY LIFE.
I’LL FUCK MYSELF DEAD INTO THE FOUNTAIN OF LIFE IF I’M TORMENTED BY UNCLEAR VISIONS OF THAT GIRL FOR ALL HER…AND MY LOVELESS, SEXLESS EXISTANCE….
I’LL HAVE TO ENDURE WITHOUT FEELING HER BODY ON THE SURFACE OF THE OCEAN’S WAVES
AS THE AIR IS COOL
THE SKY GRAY, GRAY CLOUDS OF A NATURAL RAINFALL
IF I CAN’T BE ON HER ON THE OCEAN’S WAVES,
I’LL DROWN MYSELF IN ITS WATER OF HER.
HOPEFUL
THE GIRL WILL DROWN HERSELF WITH ME….
IN THE OCEAN’S LIFE.
WATER FLOWS FOREVER.
LIFE NEVER STOPS FLOWING
I DON’T WANT THAT GIRL’S LIFE
TO EVER STOP FLOWING.
EVEN WHEN MY WATER LEAVES HER LIVING SPIRIT.
I WISH FOR HER
TO STAY IN THE OCEAN.