fledged battle was in progress.
The wanderer watched the desperate, determined fighting along the causeways and at the
main gates of the city. And though it was mostly native fighting native, he took special note of the Spaniards fighting bravely on their horses, confident in their armor. Musket
shot pocked the air. The banner of Castile waved gloriously in the breeze.
Blood flowed freely.
“Noche Triste, the Night of Sadness, is over,” Mochni lamented. “Moctezuma is dead.
Disease has swept Mexico. Cortes has returned for the final time and set siege to the city.
It will be only a matter of days now until we see the end of this proud Aztec empire.”
Groans and rallying cheers ebbed and flowed as they continued their flight across the
water. The rhythms of drums, the blare of horns and conch shells, and firing of musket
and cannon intermingled to rake their senses. But when they reached the city proper, the
awesome magnificence of the canals and gardens made the wanderer forget about the
human carnage taking place outside the gates.
“Breathtaking, isn’t it?” Mochni shuddered with pride. “These ingenious people
reclaimed the land from Lake Texcoco and created the Venice of the New World! In fact,
Venice pales in comparison with Tenochtitlan. Just marvel at the accomplishments!
Absolutely astounding!”
They swept low over a ball court as they neared the ceremonial center, where the
wanderer was swept by the grandeur and dwarfed by the immensity of the enormous
pyramids and temples. At the same time, he was repulsed by the repugnant odor of dried blood that emanated from the main structure, the Templo Mayor. The stench was strong
enough to overwhelm his sense of smell.
As they commenced to glide above the residential and market areas toward the sister city,
Tlatelolco, the wanderer realized that the parrot was still speaking.
“…inspired stone carvings and murals…gardens radiating throughout the island…a
paradise…the grand epitome of civilization. The largest city in the world! It was with my
advice and influence that they attained such cultural heights, you know…”
But the wanderer was not interested in the bird’s commentary, preferring instead to
concentrate on his own disturbing thoughts. He knew that the Aztecs had a thriving,
vibrant society. They produced tremendous art and architecture; had an understanding of
astronomy and a finely honed calendar. To witness it all first hand was deeply satisfying.
And yet at the same time it was utterly distressing because this was their end. The whole
city was in a spasmodic state of panic. Within a matter of days it would be reduced to
rubble and plunder; the women raped; the surviving men crippled by the conquering
horde.
He felt a penetrating shiver and then found himself back on the mountainside, gazing
down upon the valley. Mochni was perched on the limb beside him. “It’s a shame, isn’t it? Such a tragic shame,” the parrot commented sadly. “My proud,
powerful empire, my glorious Aztec civilization, over three-hundred years in the making,
mind you, brought unmercifully to its knees in a matter of days. Hundreds of thousands
of people slaughtered and humiliated, destroyed by a measly one-thousand white men.”
The parrot paused to let his words sink in, and then uttered an obscene, traitorous laugh.
“Simply delicious, don’t you think?”
The comment caught the wanderer by surprise. “I wasn’t thinking that at all!” he
stammered. He wondered if Mochni was truly aware of the events that were about to
unfold. Or had the parrot deliberately led these people to the brink of disaster, as his
callous tone suggested? “Did you know that this point in time was approaching?” the
wanderer demanded impetuously.
“I grew giddy waiting for the moment,” the bird replied with a sparkle in his eye.
The wanderer felt enraged. “In one hundred years this culture will be all but extinct; their
spirit crushed! You could have prepared them to meet the challenge and instead you’ve
led them to disaster!”
“How odd! You attack me and yet defend my followers.” “You filthy traitor,” the wanderer accused. “I detest the loss of cultural diversity as much
as environmental diversity.”
Mochni spat on the ground. “Don’t give me that self-righteous blather,” he sneered.
“With your arrival, I am no longer even needed here. You will do my work for me!”
“I did not come with Cortes.”
“You truly don’t know yourself, do you?” the parrot countered. “Well, take a look, white
boy! You are one of them. Do you hear me? You are a white man! It is your people who
are responsible for this holocaust, not me. It’s your people who bring misery, disease, and
oppression. Not only will you exterminate the native population, but you’ll crush the very
spirit of the Earth in order to attain your cultural domination, the name of your game.
“As for you personally, mister man of knowledge, you don’t even know your own name.
You have no idea who you are and yet you presume to judge me? Well, look at yourself
before you judge anyone else, white boy.”
His tirade over, the parrot cocked his head and waited for a reply.
Shocked and confused by the scathing accusations, the wanderer remained speechless. “Now you’ve forgotten how to use your tongue as well,” the bird taunted. “Well, I’ve got
better things to do than wait for you to regain your senses. I’m sure we’ll meet again. I
just hope you’re not so stupid then.”
The wanderer watched in stupor as Mochni flapped his wings and flew off, gliding
serenely into the valley. Smoke was rising from Tenochtitlan, making viewing hazy.
It’s just as well, thought the wanderer. He was in no mood to watch the destruction
anyway. The whole situation was appalling.
Confused and upset, he turned from the valley panorama and strode towards the pass in
the mountains. He was well aware that he had let the distasteful parrot get to him. Still, he
couldn’t help but wonder whether or not Mochni was right. Did he share responsibility
for the massacre?
No! The damn bird was wrong! How could he be responsible for what was happening to
the Aztecs, or to any of the other native Americans? He wasn’t even from this time
period. He was from the future! How else could he have knowledge of the outcome of the
Conquest”
Why couldn’t he remember his identity? Distraught, he closed his eyes and clenched his fists, but as he stretched his arms toward
the sky, a strong premonition forced him to reopen his eyes and re-examine his
surroundings.
To his shocking surprise, he found himself balanced precariously on the edge of a
smooth, rock ledge. Before him, the cliff fell away for almost a thousand feet. Fighting
back his panic, he backed away firmly and methodically.
When he reached more comfortable footing, he glanced around and noticed a cluster of
rock and adobe houses on top of a protruding mesa spur. There were people in the
village, mostly women, who were attending to their daily routines; whitewashing walls,
mending clothes, and preparing meals. Children were playing games, chasing one
another, or helping with the chores.
It was mid-day, bright with a cloudless sky. A warm, steady breeze buffeted his face. It
was obvious that he was no longer in the alpine region above Mexico City. The entire
scope of the scenery had changed miraculously in the blink of an eye. How was it
possible, he wondered? What had he done to accomplish such a feat?
A little girl popped up suddenly in front of him, and the questions were chased from his
mind. He had been oblivious to her approach and her sudden appearance startled him.
She couldn’t have been more than five years old. Except for a simple bead necklace that
stood out prominently against her dark body, she was stark naked. She was also very nervous and fidgety. She kept her gaze on him at all times as if she was afraid to break
eye contact.
He was becoming increasingly hypnotized by her stare. Her eyes were huge and round,
dark and deep.
“Where am I?” he inquired, attempting to break her spell. “What is this place?”
The little girl wouldn’t keep still. She arched her arms high behind her back and then,
lifting her knees nearly to her chin, marched around him in an ever tightening circle. And
then she dramatically unwound, shouting, “Oraibi, simpleton! Third Mesa! Don’t you
know? Aren’t you our friend?”
“Yes,” he answered tentatively. “Of course I am.”
She eyed him suspiciously and then began to circle around once again, hyperactively
bending and contorting her body.
“The star has led us to the end of our migrations. The clans have completed their
wanderings, and now we wait for the Creator to reveal the outcome of His plan.”
As she turned a cartwheel, she came frightfully close to the edge of the mesa. “In the meantime, as you can see, things have gotten pretty ridiculous.”
Ridiculous indeed, he thought nervously. Totally outrageous was more like it.
“Not me, silly. Everybody else!” she retorted as if she could read his thoughts. “Come on,
I’ll show you.”
He followed her into the village. His intentions were to be polite and friendly to
everybody, but nobody paid him any attention. In fact, as they continued towards the
square, it became apparent that nobody could even see him.
“See?” the little girl intoned. She continued to squirm and hop about as if she had to
relieve herself. “Nobody even sees you! And they all think I’m the crazy one. They all
say it, you know. ‘Sparrow of the Broken Ledge is crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy!”
She continued her chant until they reached the edge of the ceremonial center, a fairly
large area that contained six to eight kivas, seemingly spread haphazardly. Hopi men
were lazing about, some clothed in exotic, colorful garb, but most dressed in drab cotton
or a mere loin cloth.
“Maybe one of these guys is smart enough to see you.” No sooner were the words out of her mouth when the wanderer noticed one of the men
notice him. The man’s expression of disbelief was unforgettable. Once he composed
himself, and made sure that the visitor was still watching, he strode purposefully towards
the edge of the mesa and then tossed some kernels of corn into a pit. He picked up a
fifteen foot long pole, ten inches in diameter, as if it weighed nothing at all, and began
effortlessly working it up and down in the pit, pulverizing the corn into meal.
The wanderer was amazed. It seemed beyond reason that the man could work the tall,
cumbersome pole in such an easy manner. The post had to weigh more than the man
himself!
The other men had joined together in a chant. The corn grinder eventually grew bored
and left the pole standing in the hold. He gathered the chanters behind him and then led
them past the wanderer in a single file. Each man who passed gave him a quick, furtive
glance, making sure to make eye contact.
The wanderer followed the line with his gaze. The withering, side winding motion
reminded him of a snake. He saw each man dip a hand into a container of whitewash and
then continue on to the edge of the mesa. When the last man arrived, a command was
given and, in unison, they began to wave their whitewashed hand into the air, as if
painting or rubbing an unseen object.
Bewildered, the wanderer questioned the little girl. “What are they doing?” “Absolutely nothing,” she responded dryly. “They merely show off for you. There is no
purpose to what they do.”
“But what do they think they’re doing?” he pressed.
She directed his gaze across the valley floor to another mesa two or three miles away. At
first glance he noticed nothing out of the ordinary, but as he continued to watch, he saw a
whitewash spread slowly but distinctly across the ocher cliff side of the distant ridge.
Seeming no less than a miracle, it completely mesmerized him.
The little girl was less fascinated.
“See what I mean?” she groaned, once again becoming animated. “There is no purpose to
what they do. Whitewashing the cliff! The morons! With all this work to do in Oraibi,
they have nothing better to do than their cheap, useless magic. They’d be better off if they
looked to feeding themselves! Every year now more and more Tasavuh come to steal our
maize. They know that, and still they sit around all day like they’re something special.
And they call me crazy!”
Overcome with despondency, she stopped waving her arms and plopped to the ground in
a heap. “Only a one-heart can learn what they learn,” she lamented. “But they lose direction so
quickly! They all end up being a two-heart, and then they can’t be trusted. They’ve
regressed to spiteful witchcraft, shooting pellets of corn into people to make them sick or
die. They’ve tried to do that to me, but I won’t let them!”
“Can you walk the sky?” he asked.
“Walk the sky? P-tah!” She spat on the ground. “You ask such silly questions. Some of
us can. But what good does it do to see Tasavuh coming? There is nothing we can do to
prevent it.”
A sudden urgency swept over her and she jumped to her feet. “Father says that YOU can
renew our purpose, give us new direction that will make our efforts worthwhile. But
you’ll refuse to do it!” There was venom in her voice.
The wanderer stood immobilized, shocked by her sudden accusation.
“What’s wrong with you anyway?” she scoffed as she once again began to circle him in a
scrutinizing manner. “It’s as if you can’t remember or something. Is it because you are
white? You are, aren’t you? It’s so hard to tell with you fading in and out like that!” She
kicked dirt towards him in a spiteful manner. “Who are you anyway?”
He stood dumbstruck as her question burned into his soul. Who was he?
He didn’t have a clue. And yet he clearly understood most of what he had witnessed. He
was now at the Hopi mesas in northern Arizona, probably during the same time that
Cortes was crushing the Aztecs. He had not seen any horses in or around the village. But
while he could define his present place in the chronological order, he had no recollection
of his own personal history. Why? He didn’t know who he was or his purpose in being
there. He simply could not remember.
Was he white? Mochni had made the same assertion. And while he certainly wasn’t the
color of the whitewashed cliff, his skin was lighter than that of the little girl’s. Did it even
matter?
“Does Mochni appear to you here?” he asked, attempting to change the topic.
“The parrot? I have heard of him, but have never seen him. Don’t worry. If he ever comes
here, we will not be swayed by that evil spirit’s voice. Everyone here is too lazy.”
Sparrow’s pessimism matched his own opinion. Mochni would have no reason to meddle
with these people. Why should he? Even the Spaniards would overlook these unassuming
clans living in the middle of a barren land. It would be the Hopi’s salvation. He numbly examined his outstretched arms. There was no use denying it. He was indeed
a white man.
“You aren’t going to help us, are you?” Sparrow admonished, half accusing, half
pleading. A tear was in her eye.
“There is nothing I can do, little one. Absolutely nothing.” Hell. He couldn’t even
remember his own name! How could he hope to help these people?
He felt ashamed by his insensitive answer, but he felt that he owed her the truth. Finding
nothing more to add, he turned to leave.
“Wait! Please don’t go yet!”
She fidgeted with her necklace for a moment and then held out a huge paho, a prayer
stick that was nearly twice the size of her own little body. He admired the large eagle
feather that would carry her prayer/message to the sun.
“The prophecy has come true,” she declared. “When our white Friend finally returned, he
no longer knew who he was. My prayer is that you get well soon.”
And then he felt a tremendous rush of wind, and the little girl was nowhere to be seen.
Glancing up, he saw an eagle soaring aloft, on its way to the sun. Saddened and demoralized, the wanderer sat down on the edge of the mesa, oblivious to
the surrounding men. He concentrated instead upon the intriguing purple mist that
billowed up from the clear desert below. He solemnly awaited its arrival. So here’s the thing. The Aztecs could have crushed the Spaniards as they tried to set foot
on the Gulf coast. Instead, Moctezuma pulled a Hamlet and couldn’t make a decision.
(Re-read Portents). The Aztecs were a conquering people and demanded tribute from all
the people they dominated. Needless to say, all the subjugated Indian groups in Mexico
hated the Aztecs. So Cortes conquered Mexico with 500 Spanish soldiers and 500,000
Indian allies. He then turned on those allies and brutally subjugated them, too. This was
made easier by the fact that European diseases had already halved the population of
Mexico, and the people who survived were in a terribly weakened state.
In 1540 Fray Marcos led Coronado and his soldiers into New Mexico. They defeated the
Zuni at Zuni and then proceeded to the Rio Grande Valley in New Mexico. They were
looking for gold; especially the fabled golden cities of Gran Quivira and Cibola. The
pueblo Indians caught on fast. “Keep going,” they said as they pointed into the distance. “It’s just over the next rise!” Coronado wandered around the high plains, lost a few
horses and drove stakes into the Llano Estacado to find his way back. “Damn,” said the
Indians. One hundred years later, the Comanche were the master horsemen of the plains.
Would history have been different if the Aztecs had crushed Cortes at the coast? I doubt