I miss Lili sometimes. She was everything I'm not; sweet, innocent, pure, willing to love and care for everyone.
She had so much to say and loved to share her thoughts with others. She was funny, talkative, everyone loved her and everyone she loved. But you see, Lili is no more. The little sweet Lili is broken; her fragile heart couldn't stand all the trauma she's been through. Lili is gone, and there's only me, the ugly monster this harsh world has created. There's only me now, the heartless creature that loves the dark and only seeks company of her demons and shadows, for I no longer trust any human or feel at ease talking with one.
Lili is gone forever, and I wish I were gone too.
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You might think she’s a forgotten elf, or a lost fairy seeking her way back to magic-land, but she is only human, made of flesh and blood, same as you and I.
She’s a survivor, an injured warrior who is still recovering, from a war she never intended going to, a battle she always ran away from, until she got caught in it, and was forced to fight for her survival, a fight she lost.
She has always been known being calm, sweet and kind. Her gestures were smooth and her smile enlightened her pure face, making of her, that little child, a beautiful masterpiece, caught between