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prophet. He made his tragic claim and demolished it at the same

time; That is how people usual y behave with numinosities, and

rightly so, for in one respect they are true, in another untrue.

Numinous experience elevates and humiliates simultaneously; If

Freud had given somewhat more consideration to the

psychological truth that sexuality is numinous--both a god and devil-

-he would not have remained bound within the confines of a

biological concept. And Nietzsche might not have been carried over

the brink of the world by his intel ectual excesses if he had only held

more firmly to the foundations of human existence.

Wherever the psyche is set violently oscil ating by a numinous

experience, there is a danger that the thread by which one hangs

may be torn. Should that happen, one man tumbles into an absolute

affirmation, another into an equal y absolute negation. Nirdvandva

(freedom from opposites) is the Orient's remedy for this. I have not

forgotten that. The pendulum of the mind oscil ates between sense

and nonsense, not between right an wrong. The numinosum is

dangerous because it lures men extremes, so that a modest truth is

regarded as the truth and a minor mistake is equated with fatal

error. Tout passe--yesterday's truth is today's deception, and

yesterday's false inference may be tomorrow's revelation. This is

particularly so in pschological matters, of which, if truth were told,

we stil know very little. We are stil a long way from understanding

what signifies that nothing has any existence unless some smal --

and oh, so transitory--consciousness has become aware of it.

My conversation with Freud had shown me that he feared that the

numinous light of his sexual insights might be extinguished by a

"black tide of mud." Thus a mythological situation had arisen: the

struggle between light and darkness. That explains its numinosity,

and why Freud immediately fel back on his dogma as a religious

means of defense. In my next book, Wandungen und Symbole der

Libido,[5] which dealt with the hero's struggle for freedom, Freud's

curious reaction prompted me to investigate further this archetypal

theme and its mythological background.

What with the sexual interpretation on the one hand and the power

drive of dogma on the other I was led, over the years, to give

consideration of the problem of typology. It was necessary to study

the polarity and dynamics of the psyche. And I also embarked upon

an investigation extending over several decades of "the black tide

of mud of occultism"--that is to say, I tried to understand the

conscious and unconscious historical assumptions underlying our

contemporary psychology.

It interested me to hear Freud's views on precognition and on

parapsychology in general. When I visited him in Vienna in 1909 I

asked him what he thought of these matters. Because of his

materialistic prejudice, he rejected this entire complex of questions

as nonsensical, and did so in terms of so shal ow a positivism that I

had difficulty in checking the sharp retort on the tip of my tongue. It

was some years before he recognized the seriousness of

parapsychology and acknowledged the factuality of "occult"

phenomena.

While Freud was going on this way, I had a curious sensation. It

was as if my diaphragm were made of iron and were becoming

red-hot--a glowing vault. And at that moment there was such a loud

report in the bookcase, which stood right next to us, that we both

started up in alarm, fearing the thing was going to topple over on us.

I said to Freud: "There, that is an example of a so-cal ed catalytic

exteriorization phenomenon.

"Oh come," he exclaimed. "That is sheer bosh."

"It is not," I replied. "You are mistaken, Herr Professor. And to prove

my point I now predict that in a moment there wil be another such

loud report!" Sure enough, no sooner had I said the words than the

same detonation went off in the bookcase,

5 Published in 1912; English trans.; Psychology of the Unconscious (1917).

Rev.edn., Symbole der Wandlung (1952); English trans.: Symbols of

Transformation (CW 5. 1956)

To this day I do not know what gave me this certainty. But I knew

beyond al doubt that the report would come again. Freud only

stared aghast at me. I do not know what was in his mind, or what his

look meant. In any case, this incident aroused his mistrust of me,

and I had the feeling that I had done something against him. I never

afterward discussed the incident with him.[6]

The year 1909 proved decisive for our relationship. I had been

invited to lecture on the association experiment at Clark University

in Worcester, Massachusetts. Independently, Freud had also

received an invitation, and we decided to travel together. We met in

Bremen, where Ferenczi joined us. In Bremen the much-discussed

incident of Freud's fainting fit occurred. It was provoked--indirectly--

by my interest in the "peat-bog corpses." I knew that in certain

districts of Northern Germany; these so-cal ed bog corpses were to

be found. They are the bodies of prehistoric men who either

drowned in the marshes or were buried there. The bog water in

which the bodies lie contains humic acid, which consumes the

bones and simultaneously tans the skin, so that it and the hair are

perfectly preserved. In essence this is a process of natural

mummification, in the course of which the bodies are pressed flat

by the weight of the peat. Such remains are occasional y turned up

by peat diggers in Holstein, Denmark, and Sweden.

Having read about these peat-bog corpses, I recal ed them when

we were in Bremen, but, being a bit muddled, confused them with

the mummies in the lead cel ars of the city. This interest of mine got

on Freud's nerves. "Why are you so concerned with these

corpses?" he asked me several times. He was inordinately vexed

by the whole thing and during one such conversation, while we were

having dinner together, he sudden fainted. Afterward he said to me

that he was convinced that al this chatter about corpses meant I

had death--wishes toward him. I was more than surprised by this

interpretation. I was alarmed by the intensity of his fantasies--so

strong that, obviously, they could cause him to faint.

In a similar connection Freud once more suffered a fainting

6 For Freud's reaction to the incident, see Appendix I, pp. 361-63.

7 See Appendix II, pp. 365-68.

fit in my presence. This was during the Psychoanalytic Congress in

Munich in 1912. Someone had turned the conversation to

Amenophis IV (Ikhnaton). The point was made that as a result of his

negative attitude toward his father he had destroyed his father's

cartouches on the steles, and that at the back of his great creation

of a monotheistic religion there lurked a father complex. This sort of

thing irritated me, and I attempted to argue that Amenophis had

been a creative and profoundly religious person whose acts could

not be explained by personal resistances toward his father. On the

contrary, I said, he had held the memory of his father in honor, and

his zeal for destruction had been directed only against the name of

the god Amon, which he had everywhere annihilated; it was also

chiseled out of the cartouches of his father Amon-hotep. Moreover,

other pharaohs had replaced the names of their actual or divine

forefathers on monuments and statues by their own, feeling that they

had a right to do so since they were incarnations of the same god.

Yet they, I pointed out, had inaugurated neither a new style nor a

new religion.

At that moment Freud slid off his chair in a faint. Everyone clustered

helplessly around him. I picked him up, carried him into the next

room, and laid him on a sofa. As I was carrying him, he half came

to, and I shal never forget the look he cast at me. In his weakness

he looked at me as if I were his father. Whatever other causes may

have contributed to this faint--the atmosphere was very tense--the

fantasy of father-murder was common to both cases.

At the time Freud frequently made al usions indicating that he

regarded me as his successor. These hints were embarrassing to

me, for I knew that I would never be able to uphold his views

properly, that is to say, as he intended them. On the other hand I

had not yet succeeded in working out my criticisms in such a

manner that they would carry any weight with him, and my respect

for him was too great for me to want to force him to come final y to

grips with my own ideas.--I was by no means charmed by the

thought of being burdened, virtual y over my own head, with the

leadership of a party. In the first place that sort of thing was not in

my nature; in the second place I could not sacrifice my intel ectual

independence; and in the third place such luster was highly

unwelcome to me since it would only deflect me from my real aims. I

was concerned with investigating truth, not with questions of

personal prestige.

The trip to the United States which began in Bremen in 1909 lasted

for seven weeks. We were together every day, and analyzed each

other's dreams. At the time I had a number of important ones, but

Freud could make nothing of them. I did not regard that as any

reflection upon him, for it sometimes happens to the best analyst

that he is unable to unlock the riddle of a dream. It was a human

failure, and I would never have wanted to discontinue our dream

analyses on that account. On the contrary, they meant a great deal

to me, and I found our relationship exceedingly valuable. I regarded

Freud as an older, more mature and experienced personality, and

felt like a son in that respect. But then something happened which

proved to be a severe blow to the whole relationship.

Freud had a dream--I would not think it right to air the problem it

involved. I interpreted it as best I could, but added that a great deal

more could be said about it if he would supply me with some

additional details from his private life. Freud's response to these

words was a curious look--a look of the utmost suspicion. Then he

said, "But I cannot risk my authority!" At that moment he lost it

altogether. That sentence burned itself into my memory; and in it the

end of our relationship was already foreshadowed. Freud was

placing personal authority above truth.

As I have already said, Freud was able to interpret the dreams I

was then having only incompletely or not at al . They were dreams

with col ective contents, containing, a great deal of symbolic

material. One in particular was important to me, for it led me for the

first time to the concept of the "col ective unconscious" and thus

formed a kind of prelude to my book, Wendlungen and Symbole der

Libido.[8]

This was the dream. I was in a house I did not know, which had two

stories. It was "my house." I found myself in the upper

8 Psychology of the Unconscious; rev. edn.: Symbols of Transformation

(CW 5).

story, where there was a kind of salon furnished with fine old Pieces

in rococo style. On the wal s hung a number of precious old

paintings. I wondered that this should be my house, and thought,

"Not bad." But then it occtured to me that I did not know what the

lower floor looked like. Descending the stairs, I reached the ground

floor. There everything was much older, and I realized that this part

of the house must date from about the fifteenth or sixteenth century.

The furnishings were medieval; the floors were of red brick.

Everywhere it was rather dark. I went from one room to another,

thinking, "Now I real y must explore the whole house." I came upon a

heavy door, and opened it. Beyond it, I discovered a stone stairway

that led down into the cel ar. Descending again, I found myself in a

beautiful y vaulted room which looked exceedingly ancient.

Examining the wal s, I discovered layers of brick among the

ordinary stone blocks, and chips of brick in the mortar. As soon as I

saw this I knew that the wal s dated from Roman times. My interest

by now was intense. I looked more closely at the floor. It was of

stone slabs, and in one of these I discovered a ring. When I pul ed

it, the stone slab lifted, and again I saw a stairway of narrow stone

steps leading down into the depths. These, too, I descended, and

entered a low cave cut into the rock. Thick dust lay on the floor, and

in the dust were scattered bones and broken pottery, like remains

of a primitive culture. I discovered two human skul s, obviously very

old and half disintegrated. Then I awoke.

What chiefly interested Freud in this dream were the two skul s. He

returned to them repeatedly, and urged me to find a wish in

connection with them. What did I think about these skul s? And

whose were they? I knew perfectly wel , of course, what he was

driving at: that secret death-wishes were concealed in the dream.

"But what does he real y expect of me?" I thought to myself. Toward

whom would I have death wishes? I felt violent resistance to any

such interpretation. I also had some intimation of what the dream

might real y mean. But I did not then trust my own judgment, and

wanted to hear Freud's opinion. I wanted to leam from him.

Therefore I submitted to his intention and said, "My wife and my

sister-in-law"--after al , I had to name someone whose death was

worth the wishing!

I was newly married at the time and knew perfectly wel that there

was nothing within myself which pointed to such wishes. But I would

not have been able to present to Freud my own ideas on an

interpretation of the dream without encountering incomprehension

and vehement resistance. I did not feel up to quarreling with him,

and I also feared that I might lose friendship if I insisted on my own

point of view. On the other, hand, I wanted to know what he would

make of my answer, and what his reaction would be if I deceived

him by saying something that suited his theories. And so I told him a

lie.

I was quite aware that my conduct was not above reproach, but a la

guerre, comme a la guerre! It would have been impossible for me to

afford him any insight into my mental world. The gulf between it and

his was too great. In fact Freud seemed greatly relieved by my

reply. I saw from this that he was completely helpless in dealing with

certain kinds of dreams and had to take refuge in his doctrine. I

realized that it was up to me to find out the real meaning of the

dream.

It was plain to me that the house represented a kind of image of the

psyche--that is to say, of my then state of consciousness, with

hitherto unconscious additions. Consciousness was represented by

the salon. It had an inhabited atmosphere, in spite of its antiquated

style.

The ground floor stood for the first level of the unconscious. The

deeper I went, the more alien and the darker the scene came. In the

cave, I discovered remains of a primitive culture, that is, the world of

the primitive man within myself--a world which can scarcely be

reached or il uminated by consciousness. The primitive psyche of

man borders on the life of the animal soul, just as the caves of

prehistoric times were usual y inhabit by animals before men laid

claim to them.

During this period I became aware of how keenly I felt the difference

between Freud's intel ectual attitude and mine. I had grown up in the

intensely historical atmosphere of Basel at the end of the nineteenth

century, and had acquired, thanks reading the old philosophers,

some knowledge of the history of Psychology. When I thought about

dreams and the contents of the unconscious, I never did so without

making historical comparisons; in my student days I always used

Krug's old dictionary of philosophy. I was especial y familiar with the

writers of the eighteenth and early nineteenth century. Theirs was

the world which had formed the atmosphere of my first-story salon.

By contrast, I had the impression that Freud's intel ectual history

began with Buchner, Moleschott, Du Bois-Reymond, and Darwin.

The dream pointed out that there were further reaches to the state

of consciousness I have just described: the long uninhabited ground

floor in medieval style, then the Roman cel ar, and final y the

prehistoric cave. These signified past times and passed stages of

consciousness.

Certain questions had been much on my mind during the days

preceding this dream. They were: On what premises is Freudian

psychology founded? To what category of human thought does it

belong? What is the relationship of its almost exclusive personalism

to general historical assumptions? My dream was giving me the

answer. It obviously pointed to the foundations of cultural history--a

history of successive layers of consciousness. My dream thus

constituted a kind of structural diagram of the human psyche; it

postulated something of an altogether impersonal nature underlying

that psyche. It "clicked," as the English have it--and the dream

became for me a guiding image which in the days to come was to

be corroborated to an extent I could not at first suspect. It was my

first inkling of a col ective a priori beneath the personal psyche. This

I first took to be the traces of earlier modes of functioning. Later,

with increasing experience and on the basis of more reliable

knowledge, I recognized them as forms of instinct, that is, as

archetypes.

I was never able to agree with Freud that the dream is a "facade"

behind which its meaning lies hidden--a meaning already known but

maliciously, so to speak, withheld from consciousness. To me

dreams are a part of nature, which harbors no intentian to deceive,

but expresses something as best it can, just as a plant grows or an

animal seeks its food as best it can. These forms of life, too, have

no wish to deceive our eyes, but we may deceive ourselves

because our eyes are shortsighted. Or we hear amiss because our

ears are rather deaf--but it is not our ears that wish to deceive us.

Long before I met Freud I regarded the unconscious, and dreams,

which are its direct exponents, as natural processes to which no

arbitrariness can be attributed and above al no legerdemain. I

knew no reasons for the assumption that the tricks of

consciousness can be extended to the natural processes of the

unconscious. On the contrary, daily experience taught me what

intense resistance the unconscious experience opposes to the

tendencies of the conscious mind.

The dream of the house had a curious effect upon me: it revived my

old interest in archaeology. After I had returned to Zurich I took up a

book on Babylonian excavations, and read various works on myths.

In the course of this reading I came across Friedrich Creuzer's

Symbolik und Mythologie der alten Volker[9]--and that fired me. I

read like mad, and worked with feverish interest through a mountain

of mythological material then through the Gnostic writers, and

ended in total confusion. I found myself in a state of perplexity

similar to the one I had experienced at the clinic when I tried to

understand the meaning of psychotic states of mind. It was as if I

were in an imaginary madhouse and were beginning to treat and

analyze al the centaurs, nymphs, gods, and goddesses in

Creuzer's book as though they were my patients. While thus

occupied I could not help but discover the close relationship

between ancient mythology and the psychology of primitives, and

this led me to an intensive study of the latter.

In the midst of these studies I came upon the fantasies of a young

American altogether unknown to me, Miss Mil er. The material had

been published by my revered and fatherly friend, Théodore

Flournoy, in the Archives de Psychologie (Geneva- I was

immediately struck by the mythological character of the fantasies.

9 The Symbolism and Mythology of Ancient Peoples (Leipzig and

Darmstadt, 1810-23).

They operated like a catalyst upon the stored-up and stil disorderly

ideas within me. Gradual y, there formed out of them, and out of the

knowledge of myths I had acquired, my book Wandlungen und

Symbole der Libido.

While I was working on this book, I had dreams which presaged the

forthcoming break with Freud. One of the most significant had its

scene in a mountainous region on the Swiss-Austrian border. It was

toward evening, and I saw an elderly man in the uniform of an

Imperial Austrian customs official. He walked past, somewhat

stooped, without paying any attention to me. His expression was

peevish, rather melancholic and vexed. There were other persons

present, and someone informed me that the old man was not real y

there, but was the ghost of a customs official who had died years

ago. "He is one of those who stil couldn't die properly." That was

the first part of the dream.

I set about analyzing this dream. In connection with "customs" I at

once thought of the word "censorship." In connection with "border" I

thought of the border between consciousness and the unconscious

on the one hand, and between Freud's views and mine on the other.

The extremely rigorous customs examination at the border seemed

to me an al usion to analysis. At a border suitcases are opened and

examined for contraband. In the course of this examination,

unconscious assumptions are discovered. As for the old customs

official, his work had obviously brought him so little that was

pleasurable and satisfactory that he took a sour view of the world. I

could not refuse to see the analogy with Freud.

At that time Freud had lost much of his authority for me. But he stil

meant to me a superior personality, upon whom I projected the

father, and at the time of the dream this projection was stil far from

eliminated. Where such a projection occurs, we are no longer

objective; we persist in a state of divided judgment. On the one

hand we are dependent, and on the other we have resistances.

When the dream took place I stil thought highly of Freud, but at the

same time I was critical of him. This divided attitude is a sign that I

was stil unconscious of the situation and had not come to any

resolution of it. This characteristic of al projections. The dream

urged upon me the necessity of clarifying this situation.

Under the impress of Freud's personality I had, as far as possible,

cast aside my own judgments and repressed my criticisms. That

was the prerequisite for col aborating with him. I had told myself,

"Freud is far wiser and more experienced than you. For the present

you must simply listen to what he says and learn from him. And then,

to my own surprise, I found myself dreaming of him as a peevish

official of the Imperial Austrian monarchy, as a defunct and stil

walking ghost of a custom inspector. Could that be the death-wish

which Freud had insinuated I felt toward him? I coul