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The Phantom

 

As a child, fear of ghosts kept me oft awake, yet as in a daze:

It was my mistake, my horrible haze.

(Oh! The errors

Of our terrors...)

 

As I grew, I tasted the fruit, the courage,

Of a kind snake.

 

I became the salutary outrage

of eternal light.

I unravelled the finer mysteries

That shrink from sight

And made peace with the night

That had threatened

To keep us ever wettened

And white.

 

But as we had exited the darkened cave

To claim our birthright, no longer a slave,

A new monster finally gave

 

Us a reason for our until-then false fright.

And though we fought with all our might

The fiend broke the beautiful, dancing kite

That we had sent out as our emissary into the Light,

And it fell from a lofty peak

Back into the terrible Night!

 

Now it is fallen apart at the "seems" -

They think they know which way my heart leans

But see only their own troubled dreams

I would wean them from their fusty schemes if I only had the

means...

 

Is there nothing uncanny in this old charade ?

Or will I even keep them up "on-ward"?

 

If they only knew

The terrors

Of their errors...

They would never sleep soundly again.

 

Now I am a phantom,

A vaporous myst, obscuring the earth, that wants only to chase

others from their stuporous repose

But, for a moment, I was a kid of considerable ken!