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Anti Voidalism 4: Book of Bethai

LUCIFER JEREMY WHITE

 

Anti Voidalism 4: Book of Bethai

by Lucifer Jeremy White, 2018, San Francisco.

Public Domain. Use freely.

 

I can be found online under my full name. Sometimes beside the name “Damuel.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it.

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Roald Dahl

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Introduction

Anti Voidalism/ Aeonism began with the premise that the best thing you could do in life is to fill it with good things, and to incorporate that into a religion. That began in The Book of Aeon. Aeon was presented as our Goddess, at least to anyone who will accept her as such. She is a Mother Goddess, one who came into my existence during what I called my three year struggle. As God appoints guardians angels He also creates for us Guardian Gods and Goddesses. In fact they are mostly the same, except somewhat more powerful, as needs require.

The second book ventured into the premise that the best life style was one that imparts blessings. So its design regarding lifestyles that pull in blessings was established, as the next best step for this new religion.

Then the third book taught virtues, values, and essential advice. It did so in a way to standardize the character of those that practiced this religion. One we could all agree and work toward, in having the best relationship we can for each other.

And along the way I revealed secrets and the source behind Aeonism.

This forth book would not have been what it became if I did not experience a supernatural event. Shortly after finishing the third book I already knew the next required topic, in this, The Book of Bethai. That seemed so daunting. So I prayed to Mother Aeon to help me. To teach me what I should speak. And after I fell into a deep sleep I slipped out of time. I came to a space timeless. And I dreamed for an entire year. And during that year I was taught many things regarding magic and the occult, which I will reveal here.

The Book of Bethai is about to start. You will not find a better book on magic. The final book follows this one and will be based on the premise of the destruction of negative components in your life.. destroying the bad, keeping the good. That fifth and final book will be called Tomel. But for the time being, here is The Book of Bethai.

 

My magical alphabet (modified.) I am going to start with that. Here it is below:

 

And the magic sounds of these, letter by letter:

 

 

Relationships between you and your chosen deities

Magic is largely that: the relationship you have with your chosen higher powers. While some magic doesn’t work beyond that, it is made to work through them, as well as you two are connected. But great power comes at this cost: that what your deity does for you, you keep secret. The whole operation isn’t wanting to be exposed!

A crystal in a Wiccans pocket may seem cute to a deity, who, in turn, invests it with power. The Rick’s could be otherwise useless, save power given it by upper powers.

You may want to choose a new name for your deity, one that you give it alone, bit not after you have developed a relationship with her or him.

Notes may be left at your altar for them. Remember: what you write is seen by them. It isn’t just a waste of paper that is never seen. Rather, it is looked over and understood by spiritual powers.

Rituals may be desired by the entity you worship, and are appreciated. As is praise, prayers, and loyalty. Wait until you’ve gotten to know them well before you pray to them.

Strange as it may sound, I used to dance for them, reaching highly elevated moods. And where I could provide a good idol in regard to them, I did. I found my most powerful necklace was a crystal 3D star of David. It was like two pyramids going through each other. The best idols are carved from wood. But whatever you can afford, just trying to afford the best, and many blessings upon you. A man saw me worshipping Shiva out in public, before an altar on a chair praying, and some may have not liked it. But it was an exercise in loyalty, one against shame, and a man gave me that necklace.

Have faith and keep it. Prove yourself and be worthy. Praise your deity and at first be committed, and maybe later you will have formed a very good relationship that will stay until your death, and beyond that. If you are damned, be sure you have a lot if friends to go down too! And having a voice in heaven doesn’t hurt, either.

Which kind of Magician are you?

A Witch

While Wiccans may disagree I am just using my own definitions here, and I’d define a witch as a female witch who typically uses darker forces. They can range from a little bad to diabolical and are generally inner focused magicians that are not influenced by morality more than they are by personal success, which comes first.

 

A Warlock

A Warlock fits into the same definition as above but is a male witch. Some can be very wicked. Some are not interested in doing any real harm, but certainly will if bothered too much, in their defense. Bit the world the build around them is their own. It was made by their hands. And when they can use any magic that betters their lives, they will.

 

A Sorcerer

A Sorcerer is in it for the power. They direct forth might. They learn magic to conquer. They go to no ends, sometimes, to find the most powerful magic and employ it to succeed, whatever their agenda may be. Unlike the warlock which works alone almost all the time, though the witch may be among many, as an only difference between the two, the sorcerer is more of a social magician, like the witch.

 

A Wizard

A wizard is a very pragmatic magician. One with the beat reasoning. One with caution. One that used magic carefully, but tends to do so very well. They are the more studious types. They aren’t likely to ever make some foolish mistake.

 

An Occultist

Something of a magician that looks into the more hidden aspects of magic. They uncover things. They look for things not readily apparent, they scour the Earth to scour these things. They are more collectors than the other kinds, searching far and wide for lost spells, books, magical items, etc., and are the likeliest to uncover old magic, bringing it back.

 

Using White, Black, or Gray

If not all or some combination, a magician can use black magic, white and gray. The black magic magician uses powers to destroy or curse. The white magic magician uses powers to heal, themselves, or others. Or to bless. And gray magic magicians use their powers to effect things, which are not necessarily good, but not necessarily bad either—such as changing the weather or hair color. Gray magic is effect magic.

 

Magician

And a magician is just a general term for anyone practicing magic. Those that are a mix of these split a lot right into the middle, are magicians. Magicians do a little of everything.

 

The gender differences between witch and warlock are the only two. So by sorcerer I also mean sorceress, and the definition for wizard and the others apply to women, too, who can just as well be wizards, occultists, magicians, etc.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Occult Journals

An Occult Journal should contain the following:

 

Symbols

Symbols either made it pre existing that are attributed to the deity you worship.

 

Letters

Letters to the deity you worship. Like notes left for them, acknowledging and praising them. These can be put together in poems. And as simple lists and things like that. Just know that simply by writing it it’s seen by them.

 

Prayers & Wishes

Have a list of all of the things you want and cite them in your journal. You can make bargains or pacts with your deities to receive them. If your deity or deities like you enough, you will receive them. Just remember to do your part, and remain trustworthy.

Deity Errands

One way to worship a deity is by doing things for him or her. These include simple chore like tasks and can be about anything, such as cleaning or feeding the birds, and non chore like activities such as putting a ring in a hidden place within the city.

 

Chants

Give a lot of thought to the chant you create. So many are so mundane and made with little thought. Instead, start out by making a first rough rendition of it, work from there making it as good as it can be, changing a little here and there until it us as good as can be.

 

Observations

Observations are very important. It includes the perception you have of the metaphysical world and can help you greatly in operating within it, using methods tried and true, that you’ve learned yourself.

 

Personal magic items

Choose a handful of magic items to use and document how effective or ineffectual that they are. Learn what works and what doesn’t. When you find something that works record it in your book

 

 

Visions: Their nature

It is very true that for some people things are very apparent and for others, not so. Something can be seen by the sensitively perceptive that is obviously a sign or vision right before their eyes, one apparent to them, but not apparent to other people. So while one person is given a vision, another does not, and only considers the other person superstitious.

I used to see visions in the clouds. I might see death sweeping over the world below with a sickle, or a time that I saw in the clouds what was obviously a person laying down on his back dead.. I pointed at that to my friend beside me and she said, “they just look like clouds to me!” but the amazing thing here was that I watched the news later and these people on the news said they lost their family member, and saw a cloud in the sky that looked like him, now dead. I saw the same cloud!

One early morning just before dawn I saw a cloud fall from the “morning star” that looked just like a batty angel falling down from it. It turned to the west, forming into a serpent. It then rolled over the sun and it’s first rays, somewhere in the west. Then a more bird looking angel, a white cloud instead of a black one, looked up at the morning star right before it faded out if view. In the north east of that a black rainbow shaped cloud appeared, and a murder of crows filled the park, suddenly crowing and dispersing.

But in this case someone saw it too, who was somewhat close to me, and after all of this he said, “What the hell was that?”

Visions can come from many places. Simply in ones mind, or even on TV and while listening to music, sensing what some people aren’t vision-sensitive towards, but for others are messages and sights, meaning hidden to some, but open to others.

 

Visualization, Taste Magic, and The Principle List of Lucifer

This requires to set the setting. I was in heavy confinement for one month in jail. Toward the end of those thirty days I started looking at my food differently. It was all I had. I was in a small rubber room for that month and only ever allowed to leave it to go to the bathroom. I started seeing and thinking great things. And what became of it was putting my family into a group of four things. I thought to each an animal, a color, a mythological thing, and a weapon or item. My aim was a perfect balance. That one would make up for another, where it lacked, was out done by another. But also that I knew my family well enough to list for them what I did, accurately. Or just find the right thing for them. One they’d be best at. One they really did best represent. And I came up with what I did. That’s shown down below.

I hadn’t any name for it. The jail sent me to a psychiatric hospital. And during commitment I was thinking to myself 'what is the best term for political rule?’ And the answer came into my mind that a Principality is. I looked it up at the hospital's library. I found that it referred to a group of princess.. princesses you could also say. But the Catholics and some Christians also use that word to describe the hierarchy of heaven and hell.. consisting of things like Jesus, angels, fallen angels, etc., In order of power.

I attributed it for awhile for my family, for whom it was given. And initially called it “The Principality List.” That label still applies, but differently. Now it refers to a group of twelve people who, having embodied their own, and grouped items of the list given to them and their loved ones, which is a Principality list for everyone. As I made this from oldest to youngest the Principle List you give from the oldest of your loved ones to the youngest, be them either family or friends, but only twelve people, including yourself. That list is below and you’ll see just what I mean soon.

But first let me say, this list should incorporate “Taste Magic,” a form of magic that I invented. It turns regular food to magic uses, so if ones person color is green, that includes all green food. If there is bee, then there’s honey. If there is cane, can be a candy cane, or sugar cane. There are many inventive ways to commune with the principle list, folding it into the people you love, and yourself. Taste magic combines three things: taste, visions, and the Principle/ Principality list between you and your loved ones. But the best use of The Principle List comes from recognizing these things in movies, books, and video games. Using them to acknowledging them in an occultly effective way.

As with visualization, it is an effective form of magic itself. Those that are good at it will receive special feelings from it, things driven by wonder and fantasy. That’s best done with music. As potent as it is, incredible things could be made to happen through it, even world changing things. So if you could, use it for an hour, or at least 45 minutes, and you’ll be surprised with the results. See before your eyes many things seen and heard.

 

 

 

 

The Principle List

 

Person One:

Bird, Hand, Staff, Red

Person Two:

Bear, Bee, Cane, Brown

Person Three:

Green, Rabbit, Seed, Stage

Person Four:

White, Ring, Goat, Thief

Person Five:

Gold, Joker, Swine, Sword

Person Six:

Red, Cat, Fairy, Whip

Person Seven:

Yellow, Rodent, Duke, Wind

Person Eight:

Bomb/Blast/ Wand, Fox, Beast, Black

Person Nine:

Yellow, Toad, Horse, Dust

Person Ten:

Assassin, Word, Creature, Lion/ Tiger

Person Eleven:

Blue, Stone, Elephant, Spirit

Person Twelve:

Dragon, Mask, Purple, Wolf/ Dog

Personality Capturing

 

There is possession. And I know that hearing things like spirits, or demons if you like to call them, is a very real thing, because I have myself and have known many that do, being “schizophrenic” and among many others that are, too. They are people who sometimes rage at these sounds, sometimes pleasing to be left alone, other times toyed with. And sometimes just talking to them. I had been told things, too, such as “Lucifer has spoken.” Or asking, “why is it Lucifer White? Why isn’t it Lucifer Black? Or gray? Or purple?” And “The Devil’s coming to get me” and some other things, like commenting on my thoughts. I’m sure possessed exists, too. But I’m on this topic to provide something much more desirable than these, and I call it “personality snatching,” or you could say, “personality capturing.”

The personality of a spirit may go with you. It is more like possession that you become, fully aware, fully in control, to temporarily become like a spirit, and the more you capture, the more you can become, and after you know it, you can always come back it, easily and whenever you want

One day I was walking down an ally and suddenly started talking like an Irish person, with one’s accent, and suddenly had an Irish mentality—meaning the one of the spirit I had just captured. Now I’ve gotten good at spirit catching, and have one that was a detective, one that was a news reporter. And in concentrated form these feel very different than my regular personality. Which makes sense. There are very many very many different kinds of personalities and mentalities between people. Though what most people don’t know is, just how different each ones feels from the others. Just how different ones thoughts are from person to person.

To capture spirit you only need to look around and be open unto receiving them. Play the part. Look for the part. And allow it to flow through your spirit. If you can do it even once it will be done again easier, and easier from that. It is much like a child who pretends to be someone or something. And those things come from somewhere past a normal frame of being.

Outdated understanding

Old things can certainly teach us more about the metaphysical world. They had nothing to do but observe the stars before, and such things, so to speak. But some if the ideas of the last regarding metaphysical things are outdated.

As more recent years gave us a better understanding of the universe, all the things in the world, people stopped believing in spirits in heaven, replacing them with beliefs in aliens. Techniques to teleport with magic became an absurd thing to think. Yet people were doing it on Star Trek.

Astrology was replaced by astronomy.

Opening the gates to the netherworld became an item of fantasy. Yet scientists believe today that there are multiple dimensions. In fact science has a lot of things like that which makes the Bible seem far more feasible, as some of the things God did, or Jesus, we can, now, scientifically. I would say that the term spirit could apply to an alien race so, so, so very more technologically developed that to us they would seem as gods. Like a person that goes back in time only a hundred years to show people what we have. Wouldn’t they be shocked? So what would a race even a thousand years ahead of us be like? We couldn’t really know. Much of future tech just can’t be predicted. We’d never considered that many things would be. It took special and unique minds to think them up. There’s no predicting some of it. Science fiction shows and movies help, though.

And would we travel about in space on metal ship? We use to think we would go like with a gun firing a ship as like a bullet to the moon. They used to think robots we’re going to sound like.. robots, and not people, and we’ve gone far away from that. Later they thought up Data from Star Trek, as they came to realize more could be done. I don’t think that metal space ships I’d the last step. But further along from that some sort of spiritual travel. Anyone going anywhere with just a little bit of tech to help.

So to have a right understanding of the metaphysical world it helps to know that these are powers beyond the upper limits of science and sometimes even further along. Be a pet to your deities, knowing you can understand them no more than a dog can understand a human.. but knowing that deities fully understand you.

 

Your Altar

My earliest altar was one that I created for Lilith, hid in my closet. I had a rubber bat in it and The Book of Nod. I had a few magic tools in it. I used it to go into a private space to talk to and think about her. And it made me very happy. And I believe the favor was returned.

I’ve had Wiccan types of altars. I had a real crystal ball for gazing. An expensive one. One of my most favorite things on Earth are idols. Just like how I continued to write while homeless as a “trash author” who put his writings in plastic bottles, so too I could live without idols. There was this fountain I would go to. Unless you paid a lot of attention to things you’d never know it for what it was. It had a bore pig stature above it, a small one, with a bowl below that could contain water. When it rained there, I’d go to it, with a goblet, and perform a discreet ritual.

And I’ve honored the devil-saint Santa Muerte before, such as in hidden areas while homeless, where things could be given her, as collected along the street, and no one was none the wiser or able to find where I had hidden things for her in my worship.

Getting into a home, finally, a year ago I was in a group home that had a lot of craft materials.. like clay and paint, and a canvas. So I took a lot of time, three days to paint an image of Shiva, for the altar in my room. My room mate didn’t mind. In fact he had an appreciation for it. That same altar contained a figure I carefully created, of Mammon, and a drawer of things for Santa Muerte, whom I was still worshipping. Also in a pouch I had, I put prayers in.

If you want to know my deities, it is very simple, a list of five, which are:

Satan, Shiva, Agnes, Lilith, and Mammon.

 

Jesus was a Magician

I was much the same way while I was homeless, and besides. Those that set up their existence as a metaphysical, spiritual journey are performing magic. And Jesus was fully enveloped in these ways of things. He became the Old Testament by embodying it. He wrapped it around him, he lived and breathed it, and that is a form of magic.

Much of what I did while homeless it simply just schizophrenic and isolated, was based on magic. I made my existence go forth with magic ideas. These could be just capturing a rain drop in my eye and believing it was the tear of God. Or while performing taste magic visualizing that I was devouring God. Going along with visions and signs along with these things. Uncovering all that I could. Learning things I wouldn’t have otherwise.

I would baptize myself. When I sneezed I told my own self Bless me.

Every time I was unrightfully stricken I would yell That makes me an Anti Christ! Once I took a cup of dark urine laying in front if Mc Donald’s, drank it, and did so as a pact for Satan. Confirming loyalty, taking a drink that could not have been more forbidden of God. I said, “Blood of Christ.” I used to feel demonic while eating, either imagining the animal being cruelly slaughtered, and playing with it’s corpse, eating like the human-god I am. But often it was ridicule of the communion. And I go into Church to perform a communion once a week, in all blasphemy.

I took on the mind of a child. One emerging from the sea beside San Francisco, and that included my thoughts and actions, as I pretended to be Satan’s son. And an adult child can be one of the most evil of things. But there’s a difference between acting and actually being.

Sometimes a whole life can be a ritual, and it is, perhaps, the most powerful form of magic. Just look at what it did for Jesus. The guy wouldn’t have ever formulated the speeches and thoughts behind them if he has not been doing the same.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Being lured into special places

I have experienced a few of these, and they were all simply incredible. At age 13 I wandered off into the Arizona desert as if in a trance. During this time walking very far into the desert. And the sky turned blood red. Fig aroused, and cleared, and when it did I saw before me a grave yard, and found that the tombstones bared names of my enemies.

In another instance I walked a long time to an area that a man told me to, who called himself a warlock, pointing the way, this, after I’d been lost looking for something, as it felt. And I went into the direction he told me to, coming across a cave. When I went inside it, it wasn’t just a cave but a temple. It was well adorned with symbols on hanging cloth. It was The Devil’s home, and all else I must keep a secret.

But I went far out into the desert again and was completely lost, having walked an hour or more on a dirt road. And suddenly came onto a cross road. On it were bloody signs and dead animals. I felt that if I didn’t make the right choice I would have died. I could have gone east or west and decided on east. And found it to be the right choice. I wounded up walking to a restaurant my aunt worked at. Was eventually taken home.

These trips can be dangerous. And maybe I was on the fringe of death each time. I was lost and exhausted in most cases. I felt I needed to go somewhere. I didn’t really know why. But it was like the wind took my spirit, and was lead away as such, in a trance. I think the best doorway to another realm comes frim that. More so than anything you can construe in a room.

And there were more times that such a thing happened to me. I’d been walking more in the plains than a desert, lush green fields with flowers. And over the hill I saw a tree, one all by itself. So I walked to it as the only logical place to go. I went up to the tree and saw a snake wrapped around one of it’s branches, fruit beside it. A woman appeared. I suddenly became Adam with Eve beside me. I thought I was him. I took a bite of the fruit and felt a heavy feeling of God present and angry, and left the area, gliding back into reality, as though waking from a dream.

What Karma is really about

God has appointed to some protections, guardians. And there are spirits in many places unseen, even physically. And to treat someone harshly is to invite punishment. Then there I actually Karma, as more as it is commonly known, that God has made in order to render justice to all, and created as a balance-creator in Earthly matters. God only has to think a moment and another moment to make things fair and balanced, and is very interested in doing so.

 

The Case of Burg Zamenti

This was a man that offended a spiritual entity one day, and it came at a high cost. While a woman was sleeping homelessly Zurg took from her $10, and a spirit witnessed it and informed God, who told the spirit to torment him until his death. The spirit was eager to follow through on these instructions. He detested what he had seen.

So the spirit first caused the man to lose his job, as the natural first step. Then the man went to live with his brother. His brother had a heart attack three days later. His brother gone, his mother and father followed. He had no one to live with. He was out on the street. He looked for a job, but no one would hire him.

One day as he laid on the street at night the spirit came to him in physical form and kicked him in the gut, several times, again and again. Burg Zamenti died that night because he had struck just the wrong note that night he decided to take a homeless woman’s little money.

 

Those that would walk along the light, the darkness, or the shadows.

 

Rules regarding these are very