“Spiritual maturity? Who?”
Still stalking me. Still spitting, screaming, raging obscenities at God and me. Always makes references to Christ. Jealous?
Got another good laugh. He said, “Tell this hole to get a job.”
He’s obsessed with Isa.
Broke down in the shower. Got dizzy and laid on the floor of the tub crying and praying. I don’t know what I thought was in the shower with me, but it was trying to kiss me. Still afraid to talk to Jesus because I don’t know who’s responding sometimes.
I don’t like being naked.