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Things ain’t what they used to be

 

It is easy for people (like me) to pontificate and to tell everyone else where they are falling short. Besides which, what gives someone like me, perceived by my harsher critics as a failed minister, the moral right to criticise? That would be fair comment. It is not easy to suggest a positive way forward. I find this especially challenging as I believe that before things can get better, they will probably first have to get worse.

 

Because we have centuries of Christian tradition – much of it honourable and valuable – behind us, we can be fooled into thinking that all we need to do is to re-establish what we used to have. When in difficulty, it is an understandable reaction to wish to return to the perceived security of the past. I well remember a little mantra with which I became familiar in the days when I was learning some of the skills of Neuro-linguistic Programming (NLP): “If you always do what you’ve always done, you’ll always get what you’ve always got.” In fact, if the Kirk continues to do as it has always done, it may well finish up with less than it’s always got!

 

At a great many points in the long history of the church, people have felt a real need to go right back to the perceived simplicity of the age of the apostles. If only it were that simple.

 

As I stated earlier, when I was a student at New College and for reasons best known to myself at the time, I opted to study the history of the early church rather than the church at the time of the Reformation. Perhaps I naively thought that the early church would be less complicated and easier to understand. I soon had another think coming. There was a dizzyingly wide divergence of beliefs and practices in those far-off days. Most prevalent among those considered as heretics were the Gnostics who were quite ruthlessly suppressed. There were many other divergent practices and schools of thought. The church of the New Testament era also managed to function surprisingly well without the benefit of a written New Testament.

 

The earliest New Testament writings are probably the letters of Paul, who is much exercised on matters of doctrine and practice and says tantalisingly little about the person and life of Jesus. The four Gospels are slightly later and, of course, there were a great many more apocryphal gospels and similar writings in circulation than are generally available to us today. Many of these other writings were lost, suppressed or deliberately destroyed. We have the Roman Emperor Constantine to thank for the present New Testament canon. We also have Constantine to thank for the lack of the divine feminine in much of Christian belief and practice.

 

Whilst it is highly unlikely that the canon of the New Testament will ever be redefined, modern discoveries and rediscoveries have brought some early or “lost” documents to light which give some very interesting insights into life in the early church. Maybe they can also help us to understand some of the problems we are facing in our contemporary church or, again, maybe not.

 

When most people think of the early church, they tend to imagine that Nicene orthodoxy emerged more or less after the day of Pentecost. Nothing could be further from the truth. The young church suffered dreadful persecution under some of the Roman emperors. At the same time, this same persecuted church could itself be exceedingly harsh, violent and even vindictive towards those within its own ranks whom it regarded as heretics. Beliefs were not seen as a purely personal matter. It mattered a great deal what people thought.

 

One of the less attractive legacies Constantine has left us is that, in most traditions of the western Christian church, we still follow a “Roman” model. This involves direction, control and uniformity under the direction of (largely or exclusively male) clergy. The Roman model is certainly not confined to the Roman Catholic Church. Indeed, it is every bit as prevalent across the stricter traditions of Protestantism where people are frequently told by (usually male) clergy and fellow believers what they “must” believe and do, otherwise...

 

Churches can be highly manipulative places.

 

There is no doubt that many people have an idealised and romantic view of the early church. They forget not only the terrible persecutions it had to endure but also the diversity of beliefs and practices that was prevalent. Much of this diversity centred round the person and nature of Christ. In addition, there were Christian mystery schools and esoteric sects that would surprise and possibly even embarrass us today. It is simply impossible to go back to an idealised apostolic age that probably never existed when we are living in the twenty first century.

 

Of course, firm doctrine and rigid teaching can bring with them a real sense of security. This can be both comforting and reassuring. It is one of the major attractions of the modern cults. Like political hard-liners they can provide simplistic answers to every issue.

 

In spite of the Reformation, the Protestant churches in many respects followed the Roman model; only the players were different. There was no Pope, of course. Instead there were ministers and Confessions of Faith. We forget that the latter were originally and primarily confessions of faith [my emphasis] rather than legal documents. The Scots Confession, eclipsed by the later Westminster Confession, was a good example of a statement of faith.

 

By a strange accident of history, the Presbyterian Church in Scotland adopted the Westminster Confession of Faith in the seventeenth century. This distinguished document is an English Puritan work, although I readily concede that there was a valued input from Scottish theologians, none of whom was actually a member of the Westminster Assembly. Yet the Confession’s influence has been considerable in Scotland and minimal in England. It would be ungracious and totally unworthy for me to rubbish the Westminster Confession. As an established and historical document of faith it deserves to be held in great respect. But it is quite a different matter to suggest that the language or sentiments of the seventeenth century communicate adequately with the twenty first century. Indeed, do they communicate at all?

 

The Church of Scotland accepts the Westminster Confession as its chief subordinate standard recognising liberty of opinion on such matters as do not enter into the substance of the faith. This is the so-called conscience clause. What these “such matters” are is, of course, again, classic fudge - yet it is fudge that has served us surprisingly well. It has actually allowed the Church of Scotland to hold its varied traditions together as a coalition.

 

There are those who (like me) think that the diversity and inclusiveness of the Kirk has been one of its greatest strengths. Equally, there are those who consider that it is the Kirk’s greatest weakness. It all comes down again to perception, as do many matters concerning personal faith.

 

The conscience clause can mean everything and nothing. During the early 1970s the Church of Scotland Panel on Doctrine was of a mind to ditch the Westminster Confession altogether and substitute a much shorter Statement of Belief but without a conscience clause. This possibility was widely debated not just at General Assembly and Presbytery level but also by Kirk Sessions.

 

The more conservative evangelicals and the more liberal liberals were curiously united in their opposition to the new Statement; the former because it was a cultural step too far to cut loose from their historic Confession and the latter because there was no conscience clause to accompany the new Statement which, although relatively brief, was entirely orthodox.

 

I was a member of the ad hoc committee in Aberdeen Presbytery that was set up to consider and report on the proposed new statement of faith. With the exception of Rev David Torrance (whom I eventually succeeded as minister at Summerhill), ministers of an evangelical leaning within the Presbytery were generally unwilling to let go of the Confession, although it seemed that the Church of Scotland as a whole was moving in that direction.

 

To cut a long story short, the Very Rev Dr Andrew Herron, Clerk to the Presbytery of Glasgow, eventually moved that the General Assembly depart from the matter as it was proving too divisive. With an almost audible sigh of relief, the Assembly accepted the motion. It was, once again, easier to hold the Kirk together with a classic fudge. It seems unlikely that anyone will want to stir up that particular hornets’ nest again in the foreseeable future.

 

So, in theory, we still have the Confession hanging round the necks of the Church of Scotland. Professor James Denney, traditionally one of the darlings of evangelicals, referred to the Confession as that “old man of the sea”. In practice we now raise our hats to it and hurry on. For most people in modern Scotland, in or out of the pew, the Westminster Confession (if they have even heard of it) has no real or immediate relevance.

 

It is (to me) surprising that some of those who have left, or are in the process of leaving, the Kirk seem to be perfectly at ease at the possibility of joining another Presbyterian tradition that accepts the Westminster Confession without the protection of any conscience clause at all. Indeed, in some of the stricter Presbyterian traditions an outsider looking in could be forgiven for thinking that the Confession is their chief authority and that the Bible is their subordinate standard.

Just as some people fondly imagine that it is somehow possible to tear up nearly 2,000 years of Christian history and tradition and go back to so-called apostolic principles, so there are those who want to go back to some idealised golden age of Scottish piety that, again, never truly existed. I confess that I am surprised that even some ministers still fail to understand that the Church of Scotland is a coalition and has been so for many a long year.

 

In Scotland, we have a centuries old respect for the Bible. We used to be known as the “Land of the Book”. At the same time, genuine respect for the Bible and its teachings was, in Scotland, rather different from the somewhat aggressive text-jabbing hard-line American-style fundamentalism that has now come into favour in some quarters. In Scotland we have been able to temper our very real and genuine respect for the Word of God with a dose of good old fashioned Scottish common sense.

 

I would be the last person to suggest that Christian doctrine does not matter. Yet one could be forgiven for thinking that, for some people it seems to be the only thing that matters. There are those who take great pride in calling themselves evangelicals and parade their doctrinal soundness in public like the scribes of the New Testament paraded their long robes.

 

Yet some of these same “sound” people often do little or nothing to proclaim the good news of the Gospel either in word or in deed. Indeed, they can sometimes be a stumbling block. People move from one denomination to another and, if unable to find one that is entirely suitable, they can go for the self-indulgent option of founding their own bespoke independent fellowship which, like a well-tailored suit, fits them perfectly in all the right places. There is much nit-picking and criticising and even the broader evangelical movement seems to have become self-obsessed and to have lost sight of its vision. Sensible discussion and dialogue seem to be becoming things of the past. Even to pose certain questions now is like poking at a wasps’ nest.

 

Perhaps if a little less time was spent on carping and doctrinal nit-picking and a little more time spent on knocking on a few doors (literally or metaphorically), then Scotland might be a much more Christian country than it is today.

 

To me, it almost beggars belief that in these days when the Christian faith and the Christian church generally is being assailed on all sides, when aggressive secularism is making major inroads into society, the evangelicals are in such a state of disarray and dissemblance. It is as though they are fiddling while Rome burns. Is it because they are so afraid of what is really happening “out there” that they cannot cope with it and turn instead to a self-indulgent obsession with doctrinal niceties? Perhaps that assessment is far too harsh. Maybe what we are seeing now is part of a bigger picture. Maybe it is the beginning of the end of the road for the church as we now know it?

 

If that sounds pessimistic, please focus on the words “as we now know it”. I will return to this theme shortly.

 

Another trend that has not been helpful and which is espoused by many Christians is that there should be a clearer distinction drawn between the spiritual and the material. It is sometimes suggested that “real” Christians should be concerned with sound teaching and prayer and not be over-concerned with social action. I find this an extraordinary approach, especially when it comes almost exclusively from evangelicals. It seems to make a mockery of the incarnation, the mystery that in Jesus Christ, God and man, the spiritual and the material, actually came together.

 

It is simply not good enough for Christians only to concern themselves with Bible study and doctrine, however important and necessary these are. I have even heard some evangelical ministers and elders criticise the Church of Scotland’s own social outreach (Crossreach), as though it was something to be shunned and avoided. It is as though they consider themselves too spiritual to be troubled with such matters, leaving them to be taken up by more liberal Christians or by the state. But surely when Jesus fed the multitude, he fed them with bread that was both spiritual and material; or did I get that wrong?

 

In fact, looking back at the eighteenth and nineteenth centuries, it was the evangelicals who were at the forefront of social change. When the early Scottish Chartists used to gather together on Glasgow Green in the early part of the nineteenth century, they owed nothing to Karl Marx (who had not yet been born) but they owed more than perhaps they themselves knew to the legacy of John Knox and the reformers. By and large, the evangelicals of today seem to have lost much of their social conscience as well as their prophetic voice.

 

I know that the church as whole is not going to close down tomorrow. Yet it would be wilful blindness to ignore the fact that “things” are not looking particularly good at the present time for the Kirk in Scotland. No one needs to be told that attendances across the board are steadily falling nationally and that the trend is moving relentlessly towards an ageing and numerically declining church.

 

The influence of the Kirk on society in general has greatly reduced, especially since the re-introduction of the Scottish Parliament, which has made the General Assembly appear to be less relevant to the nation. On paper, the Church of Scotland is still the established church but that title is really no more than an empty shell. Whether Scotland will ever become an independent country remains uncertain, in spite of the 2014 referendum which seems to have succeeded in splitting rather than uniting the people of Scotland. Even with so-called devo-max, the Church of Scotland may find itself in an increasingly isolated position. Shortly after the result of the referendum was announced, the Church of Scotland offered a service of reconciliation and unity in St Giles Cathedral. Alex Salmond and Nicola Sturgeon were conspicuous by their absences. Scotland is an increasingly secular society in its outlook.30

 

Society as a whole is also much less impressed by institutions. This is not surprising, given the loss of trust not only in the church but in politicians, entertainers, national and local government, police, hospitals and financial institutions. Scotland used to be famous as a centre of finance and known for its fairness, prudence and probity. The Scottish Banks were institutions that people all over the world could respect. Then in 2008 our two major Banks were bankrupt (in reality) and a laughing stock on the world stage. This is certainly not the fault of the church, but it does seem to get caught up in the knock-on effect.

 

No religion can function if it does not enjoy trust. The institutional church model to which we are accustomed may well not survive the end of this century, apart from in small pockets.

 

Presbyterianism has been a faithful servant to the people of Scotland. It has influenced many other bodies and probably contributed, at least indirectly, to the setting up of the American Constitution. Whilst we have never really enjoyed a fully egalitarian society in Scotland (although we like to perpetuate that myth), there is something about the relatively classless Presbyterian system that has appealed to the mind of many Scots. We are all “Jock Tamson’s bairns”. We would rather be governed and directed in our church life by a number of people, than by a bishop.

 

Of course, not all has been sweetness and light. Like it or not, the Presbyterian system, which has served us very well in the past, may itself be moving towards its sell-by date. Congregations do not always like to be told by the eldership what they should do; the eldership does not like being told by Presbytery what to do; Presbytery does not always appreciate being told by the General Assembly what to do.

 

Congregations of the Church of Scotland over recent decades have been gradually moving towards a rather more congregationally-based model. Many congregations complain loudly about the amount of money they have to send to “Edinburgh” or (worse!) “121”. In general, they tend to be much less deferential towards Presbytery which is often commonly perceived as being an interfering “outside” body. The cracks are certainly beginning to show. I suspect that they have been showing for a long time but people have been unwilling to acknowledge them. 31

 

Society as a whole is also less willing to be told what to think or believe. People are not content to form part of a passive docile flock who will accept without question what some black-robed minister in a high pulpit tells them on Sunday. There is much that they want to question. There is much that they want to discuss. Yet, in most cases, church is the last place they would go to do so. Fortunately, there are exceptions.

 

Attention has already been drawn to the problem of an ageing ministry. There has been a huge drop-off in numbers offering themselves for full-time service although at the time of the third edition, there were some more encouraging signs of interest. If there was not a fairly large pool of retired ministers, ordained local ministers, parish assistants, deacons and readers on which to draw and who are willing to fill gaps caused by vacancies and other ministerial absences, there would be an insufficient supply of ministry even as things stand now. In the not too distant future, that pool is bound to reduce as retired ministers inevitably get older and are less able to take on preaching and pastoral duties. Whilst there are people coming forward to train for diaconate and readership as well as ministry, there are not enough to go round, assuming a status quo model.

The honourable and cherished vision of the Church of Scotland, as the national (but not the state) church, serving every square inch of the mainland and islands of Scotland through a settled parochial ministry, is growing dimmer by the year.

 

Because so many congregations are uniting out of sheer necessity, Scotland is now littered with closed church buildings. Many of these act as negative advertisements for the Gospel when they fall into disrepair or are converted into public houses and night clubs. These abandoned Victorian buildings give off a strong message that the church is something of the dead past and not of the living present or of the future. And every time a church building is closed, there is undoubtedly a loss of church membership.

 

Within my living memory, the term “Christian” was synonymous with being hard working and upright, moral and generous. Nowadays, the word tends to be a stereotype of a religious fanatic or bore. Fewer people will readily admit to being Christian at social gatherings or in work-place chat. If they do, it will often be fenced with excuses. Conversely, there will always be some people who will readily admit to being Christian and then weary their listeners with a gratuitous lecture on salvation and damnation (especially the latter).

 

Many people have come to realise that actually they can get by well enough without the church. Maybe they have never got round to having their children “christened” but these same children have still turned out well enough. God (if he exists) does not seem to have withheld his blessing, does he? Work, shopping, social media, family life and the growth of sporting activities seem to absorb even more of people’s time: and who wants to go and sit in a stuffy old fashioned church on a pleasant – or even an unpleasant – Sunday morning?

 

If a wedding is needed, there are plenty of hotels who offer no-strings-attached secular or humanist weddings (for a fee, of course). Even modern Registry Offices have become comfortable and user-friendly with special rooms and halls dedicated to wedding and other ceremonies. At Mansfield Traquair in Edinburgh, the former Catholic Apostolic Church, famous for its wonderful religious murals by the Scottish artists, Phoebe Traquair, it is possible to have a secular wedding in what still looks remarkably like a church. In fact, their website calls the building “Edinburgh’s Sistine Chapel”. The words “cake” and “eat” come to mind. And who really needs a religious funeral, when the deceased had absolutely no church connection?

Social work functions which had often been pioneered by the church have largely been taken over by the state or by voluntary bodies. There are also many excellent counselling and similar support facilities available from secular agencies and which come without the moralistic baggage that people (usually mistakenly) expect from the church.

 

There is also the popular perception – which is not entirely ill-founded – that the church is generally obsessed with sex; and if not obsessed, then highly dysfunctional in that area. Certainly, if you look through the Kirk Session minutes of any parish church in the nineteenth century you will find plenty of evidence of what I can only describe as a form of sanctimonious voyeurism. There are sometimes surprisingly vivid accounts of acts of ante nuptial fornication and even of adultery. The ministers and elders seemed to have overlooked the highly inconvenient statement of Jesus 32 that the man who commits adultery in his heart is as guilty as the man who does it in deed. Of course, all of this sexual activity took place in the days before modern birth control methods which does now give people the opportunity sexually to have their cake and eat it.

 

Whilst I do believe that adultery is a very serious wrong because of its elements of betrayal, I would suggest that there are worse matters than the minor sexual sins with which the church often seems to have been obsessed. I remember hearing the late Lord MacLeod of Fuinary referring to them as “mere bagatelle.” Christians can get themselves very worked up about such matters and yet seem to turn a blind eye to some of the greatest affronts in society today. It is easy to fall into the trap of, metaphorically, tithing mint, dill and cumin and yet neglecting the most important aspects of God’s law.33

 

Why, for example, do the rich keep getting richer and the poor poorer? Why do certain bankers who misuse enormous sums of money which belong to others get off scot-free whilst lesser offenders are sent to prison? Why do we buy goods that originate under intolerable conditions abroad, just because they are cheaper? Why do poorer people have to pay extortionately high rates of interest? There are many issues on which the church in general and the evangelicals in particular are often strangely silent. Conversely many of the recent pronouncements from the Church of Scotland’s “Church and Society” sound depressingly like those from a humanist convention, virtually devoid of theological insight, far less appearing to be in any way prophetic. The announcement by the Archbishop of Canterbury in July 2013 that he intended to take on the pay-day loan companies was surely a welcome sign that the prophetic voice and the social conscience can still function together.

 

The reader of this little book already knows that I personally cannot get myself worked up into a high degree of moral outrage over the bedroom habits of a tiny minority of ministers. The knock-on effects of the Scott Rennie case seem, to me, to be a gross over-reaction. To those outside the church, we are really just making ourselves look out of touch and frankly rather ridiculous. And the so-called crisis has been talked up, often by people who are not even members of the Kirk or who have left it behind for pastures new.

 

The Emperor Constantine not only imposed a Roman model on the church; he also imposed a male dominated model. This in itself may have considerably contributed to the sexual dysfunction of much of the later church. There is little doubt that women played a much greater part in the ministry of Jesus and in the early church than might at first appear. It could justifiably be said that the Christian Gospel revolutionised the status of women. Looking at the later history of the church, one could be forgiven for thinking otherwise. The New Testament itself gives us examples of women playing a prominent part in the life of the new Christian church.

 

There have been some outstanding women throughout the later history of the church, including Saint Margaret in Scotland and Hilda, Etheldreda and Ethelburga in England. Other remarkable women include Teresa of Avila, Hildegard of Bingen, Joan of Arc and Theresa of Lisieux, to name only a very few. In recent years, the writings of Lady Julian of Norwich and Margery Kempe have come to the fore. Women have been prolific writers of hymns and devotional literature. Women, such as Gladys Aylward and Mary Slessor, have been pioneer missionaries and teachers, often enduring considerable hardship. In spite of the immense contribution of women, both past and present, their role has only too often been ignored or patronised by men.

 

So, the Christian church has been left with a male triune God, whose church has been ruled by men. And when men alone have control, too often they resort to aggression and violence. The roles of men and women should complement and balance one another. During my lifetime, equality of opportunities for the sexes has been a major issue. I welcome this warmly but I do think that some of the feminists of today have taken a wrong turning. Equal does not have to mean identical. Male and female should surely complement and balance one another. Both are needed and need one another in society, just as the left hand needs the right. The concept that a woman needs a man like a fish needs as bicycle 34 is as crassly stupid and insulting to men as many of the male chauvinist remarks that have, in the past, been aimed at women.

 

It was said at one time that when women achieved power in boardrooms and other places of authority, they would make great changes, being more emotionally intelligent that men. There would be a great transformation; or so we were told. I readily concede that, very often, women are more emotionally intelligent and insightful than men. But why is it that, when they do achieve positions of power and influence, so many women seem to lose confidence in their own gender? It is as though they feel that there is something wrong in admitting that they are women. Otherwise, why do so many powerful women speak like men, think like men, act like men and dress like men and even adopt male names or abbreviations? And I am a little sad to say that some (certainly not all) women ministers seem to think that they should bring an almost exclusively male image into their ministries. I confess to feeling slightly uncom