Note 7
I have weaknesses my love. Weaknesses that I am trying to overcome. They are like demons within me, fighting to let darkness take over me. I get angry too. When I am angry, I rarely talk. I keep quiet. I find it peaceful when I do so. It also keeps me from saying things I would regret in the future. I also cry at a times. When things don’t go my way, I cry, but not in public. Please don’t laugh, it is not a weakness, it’s how I find comfort sometimes. I am human, and pain can sometimes be very great that I can’t adhere to what society expects men to react in such situations, “man up.” As men, we feel the same way women do. We have flesh and blood within us. There is no difference. Fuck masculinity bullshit being promoted out there.
Despite my weaknesses, I still love you. One time I may fail you. Some days I will make you angry or disappoint you. I will delay to fulfill my promises. But that should not vex your heart my Love. No one knows what turns out in the future. As long God is still there, though, I will be always here for you. I will stay with you. I will adore you with all my heart. I will fight for you even in my weakness. I will be the pillar you can lean on, when you can’t on your own.
I will uphold my vows. I won’t let anyone harm you, neither will allow anyone to cripple your heart. My love will be for you. What is mine will be yours. Wherever you, I will go with you. Your dreams, I will be there to help you achieve them.
I request you, that as I am ready to be with you as you are, accept me as I am.