Angel
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As I wait in the waiting room in Mike’s office I can’t stop thinking about my father. What made him think of me in his last moments? My mother always told me he walked away from her when he found out she was pregnant with me and never looked back. So why would he think of me when he was dying? Maybe he didn’t want to die with a dirty conscience. “Misses. Faye,” the dark hair lady at the front desk says “Mike is ready to see you”. I give her a small smile and walk towards his office.
“You must be Angel” the man greets me. I must admit I thought Mike was going to be younger than what he is. He looks like he is in his 40’s. He is short and stumpy and I can’t tell if that is his real hair or not. He extends his arm for me to shake it. I rub my sweaty palm down my jeans and shake his hand. “Please take a seat” he points to the empty chair in front of his desk. I take the seat and wait for him to start. “I’m going to have to ask you for your ID,” he states. I nod my head and reach inside of my purse for my ID. I am so nervous I can’t even find my voice. I was so close to not coming but Hope made me. “I really don’t have to see your ID to know that you’re James daughter, you look just like him”
Somehow hearing that from him sounds like a compliment instead of an insult. “Okay Angel,” he hands me my ID “I’m really sorry for your lost. James was more than my client he was my friend and trusts me when I tell you he really wanted to meet you”.
Yeah right if he really wanted to meet me then why the hell did he walk out of my life and never tried to reach out? I cross my arms in front of my chest “Can we get this over with”. I know I sound like a bitch but the sooner the better. His smile drops “Of course I am sorry,” he opens up a folder in front of him and pulls out some papers “James left this letter for you to read whenever you were ready, he also left his house, business, and some cash under your name” he hands me the papers.
The first thing I go for is the envelope with the letter its funny because out of everything he left this is the most important thing to me. I wonder what he wrote. It probably says something like this: I am sorry for being a crappy dad but I left you some cash and a roof to make up for it. There isn’t enough money in the world to make up for him walking out of my life. I tuck the envelope inside my purse I’ll read it when I am alone. I reach for the other papers. Apparently he left 10 thousand dollars under my name. “Is this for real?” I look up to Mike.
“Yeah you have the name and the account number written down there it’s available for you to use as of right now”. This is crazy I just went from having not even a penny to my name to having 10 thousand dollars. “And here is the title of the house it’s under your name and it’s all payed off”. Holly shit now I have my own house. I am fucking 23 years old and own a house. This is so surreal.
“And this is the paper that states you as the owner of his business” he gives me yet another paper. What kind of business is name “Blue Balls”. I got to admit my father had a sense of humor. “As you can tell by the name it’s not your average family business it’s actually it’s a stripped club”. Of course it is. I look at him and bust out in laughter “I have no idea how to manage a stripped club”. I’ve only been inside a strip club likes 3 times and all I saw was tits and vagina everywhere.
“Don’t worry you have a partner I am sure they can help you out with anything you need” he smiles. Great not only am I the new owner of a strip club but I have to work with some dirty old pig. This just gets better and better. “Please feel free to call me any time you need something and again I am sorry for your lost”. I wish he can stop saying that I haven’t lost anything because I never had it. I give him a small smile and shove everything inside my purse. Hope isn’t going to believe this.
2 years ago…..
I reach for his pants to rip them off him. My hands are shaking I have no idea what I am doing. All I know is that I want him. “Someone is impatience” he smiles down at me. I feel like I am going to melt away. After what he did to me with that mouth I can’t wait to see what he does with his cock. “Yeah” I run my index finger up his chest. With one quick move he takes off his pants and settles in between my legs. “This is going to hurt baby but I promise it’s going to be worth it” he states. I am so excited and scare at the same damn time. “What about a condom” I say nervously. I don’t want to catch anything and I sure as hell don’t want to get pregnant. “I’ll put one on when I am ready to enter you” he smirks.
I feel the head of his cock as he strokes me up, down and around my clit. To be honest I don’t even care about the condom right about now. “You like how my dick feels caressing your pussy?” he asks. I roll my eyes back out of pleasure. “Say it baby say you want my dick inside of you” he says as he draws small kisses all over my neck.
Hell yeah I want his cock inside of me. “Yes I want it” I whisper as he keeps rubbing me with his head. I feel his smile on my neck “Say you want my dick inside of you”. I have to admit I like it when he talks dirty it turns me on. I’ve never been the kind of girl that likes sweet talking. That’s all just bull shit to get into your pants. “I want your dick inside of me” I say out loud. “Good girl” he pecks my lips as he reach for a condom on his night stand.
My eyes automatically go to his round ass. Damn even his ass has muscle. His back is ripped and firm. The sound of the condom being rip brings me back. “Ready?” he asks as he gets comfortable in between my legs again. I can’t believe I am really about to do this. I inhale a big breath and exhale. I am ready for this. “Yes” I nod. “Okay baby feel free to bite or scratch me” he says.
He grabs his cock with one hand and slowly slides his head in. “Just relax baby” he says. Even though he is telling me to relax I can’t. He leans down and softy kisses me. His kiss is so gentle that I actually feel like crying. No one has ever treated me with so much gentleness. I feel him slide a little more inside of me it feels like he hit a wall that won’t let him pass. He slides his tongue inside of me and starts massaging mine. I moan into his mouth as I feel his thumb on my clit.
I am feeling so many different sensations I don’t know which one to focus on. I don’t know if I should focus on his tongue making love to me or if I should focus on his thumb as he moves it around my clit driving me crazy. I feel the pressure building up again inside of my belly. I am so close I run my fingernails down his back. I feel his moan in the back of my throat and that drives me over the edge.
I dig my nails into his back as my orgasm takes over my body. I am half way into my orgasm when I feel a sharp pain coming from down there. “Oh God” my eyes start to water as the pain continues. I feel like someone is stabbing me. “You want me to stop” he lifts himself up but I pin him to my body. “No” I want to get this over with. Even with the condom on I can feel every length of him. He is so big and thick. The pain slowly starts to vanish and being replace by pleasure. “Do you like how my dick feels inside of you?” he asks as he thrust in. I fucking love it!
“Yes” I moan. I can feel him holding back and I don’t know why. “What’s wrong?” I ask in between moans. “What do you mean?” he stops to look at me. “I don’t know I feel like you’re holding back” I slide my hands over his forehead to swipe his sweat off. “I don’t want to hurt you” he says as he kisses my palm. I tilt my head and stare at him. How did I get so lucky to end up with him in his bed? Even though at first he came off like a true asshole deep down he is a sweetheart.
I know that I walk around like I don’t have a heart but I do have one. I just have to work hard to protect my heart to make sure no one can hurt me. I’ve only known him for a night and he has treating me better than most of the people in my life. “You won’t hurt me” I reassure him. He smiles down at me like I just sign my soul over to him. “Hold on tight baby” he grabs my arms and wraps them around his neck. My legs automatically go around his hips. He starts pounding into me like a wild animal. Sweat starts rolling off our body making it easier for him to slide in and out of me.
I feel every muscle in my body start to tighten and my thighs start to quiver. “Oh god I think I need to pee” I say out of breath instead of stopping he pounds even faster poking me exactly where I feel like I am going to explode. “Stop, no don’t stop” I chant. I don’t know what the hell I want. I don’t want him to stop because it feels so good but at the same time I want him to stop because I don’t want to pee on him. “Let it go baby” he says panting. I stop moving and tighten my hold on his waist as he keeps moving. I clench my body into him and feel an explosion erupted throughout my whole body. He slides in me one last time as he reaches his point. He lands right next to me. All you can hear in the room is our heavy breathing. That was wow. I’ve never in a million of years thought sex would be so good. “How are you feeling?” he ask as he throws his condom in the trash. I turn my head to the side “Amazing”. He smiles back at me and swipes a piece of hair out of my face. “You look amazing the ‘I just got fucked look’ looks good on you”.
I bite down on my bottom lip trying not to blush. I try to come up with a smart comment but yawn instead. “Oh someone is tired” he says. Oh God he probably thinks I am trying to stay. “Yeah I should get going” I start to roll over. We both got what we wanted from each other. He wraps his arm around my waist to stop me “Or you can take a quick nap and I’ll drop you off later I’m feeling a little worn out myself” he adds.
I know I should leave and get this over with but to be honest I don’t want to leave just yet. “Okay” I snuggle into his side. “Just rest baby” he kisses me in the forehead. I didn’t realize how tired I was before I even know it I am sound asleep by his side.
The sound of someone snoring wakes me up in the middle of the night. I look over to my side and find him sound asleep. His features look so soft. He is very handsome. I trace his face with my finger I want to remember every last detail of him before I leave. I trace his thick eyebrows, slide down his nose, and trace his lips. Those soft lips that can do magic. His jawline is so strong that can stop a train if it needs to. As I stare at him I start thinking about how I could easily get use to sleeping with him by my side. How I can get used to having his lips all over my body bring me to the edge. How easily I can get use to the way he makes me feel
I feel my heart beating faster just at the thought of having him around. Oh god what am I thinking? This is the reason why I decided to lose my virginity to a stranger in the first place so I wouldn’t have to deal with those annoying feelings you get when you are attach to someone. I need to get away from him. I lean in and give him our last kiss “Thank you”.
I reach for his white shirt since he ripped my dress. I can’t believe I just lost my virginity to someone who’s name I don’t even know is better like this because if I knew his name I would be tempted to look for him. He rolls to his side giving me a good look at his round ass. I can’t believe how hard it is for me to walk away but I have to. Deep down in my heart I know he has the power to really destroy me and I can’t risk it. I clean the tear that I didn’t even know was rolling down my face as I walk through the door with a heavy heart.