I/Tulpa and the Worlds of Crossover by Ion Light - HTML preview

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Did you ever see the movie ‘Being John Malkovich ‘ and it starts off with a certain feel, and then starts to become peculiar, and then just makes a right hand turn and speeds directly into the ‘twilight zone?’ That seems to be exactly what happened here. My goal was definitely to explore my journeys into “tulpamancy,’ utilizing the ‘invisible counselor technique’ and Jung’s ‘active imagination,’ but I didn’t expect any of this. I suppose that it will be impossible to share any of the Loxy-isms I have discovered without exploring some of the worlds I have touch, that are beyond the home-base of ‘wonderland.’ Anyone who has ever lucid dreamed will tell you, lucid dreams feel real, even though you know they are a type of fiction. Most folks who LD and astral project, will tell you astral projection feels more real than LD, and it does not feel like a fiction. I have done both, and I can certainly discern the difference between LD and AP, though I can’t communicate how I know, other than to state, it feels different. And so, this adventure I have embarked on, feels even more real than LD and AP. Being on the starship, well, that’s a real place and it’s just as tangible as say, visiting Safe Haven, or Initial Insertion point, or any room in my ‘mundane’ life. The people are real. Hell, the people are more real than 90 percent of the people in the mundane world. I walk through stores and parks and malls and feel practically invisible! It takes herculean efforts to engage people. Most the time I feel lucky if someone glances up from their cell phone long enough to meet eyes. Most people don’t make eye contact. What a bizarre dream world we live in! I can’t tell you how many times I have genuinely opened the hailing frequencies to others only to find there isn’t anyone home. I’m certainly not going as far as to say people in the mundane world are zombies, I am sure if I searched hard enough, fired a few photon torpedoes, I’d eventually get a response, but most the time, it’s an automated response, and not necessarily the true person who has abdicated their command chair for whatever substitutes for a real life on the inside. And, it is definitely bigger on the inside.

I have made an effort in this text to utilize language sets that would allow a person to do their own esoteric research, should any concept interest you, while allowing those who just want to be entertained can just stick to the basic story. As far as stories go, it’s probably pretty lame. Few people die, for example. Will people die in the future stories? I don’t know. None of this is unfolding in a deliberately controlled fashion. I am experiencing this as if I were an agent in the story, and the other agents are co-authors. It was originally just documenting my own personal growth and interest towards self-therapeutic outcomes, and I wasn’t really committed to sharing it, but, now that’s it’s done, the other agents not only endorse my sharing it, but encourage its release. The use of an alias is simply to reduce noise in everyday life and minimize disruption, cause, quite frankly, what I am dabbling in is not mainstream and acceptable. If you know anything about carl Jung’s ‘Red Book,’ you will know even he was afraid of publishing that book for fear of social consequences, which is almost unimaginable to me because I hold him in such high esteem that I could see him saying he walked on water and I would be like, yay! Jung was human and he had personal fears. That, too, has endeared himself to me, and added flavor to our interactions.

And, apparently, I am not the only one space ships during Astral Projections. I have encountered several people, since beginning this homegrown experiment that have been part of a ‘crew’ for years. I met one at Monroe Institute workshop, and another in an AP group that I participate in. But apparently, you can also google this and find loads of folks claiming the same. Arcturians and Pleaidian ships abound. It doesn’t mean that my inner journeys validate this as being a real phenomenon. There have been reports of astral temples going back centuries, before we even had concepts for spaceships, but I wonder how many ancient interstellar temple were really just spaceships.

If you didn’t get this from the text, get it now. I am not a teacher or a guru and I am neither advocating for or against the creation of tulpas nor astral projection. I personally encourage anyone interested in pursuing ventures beyond the reality to push the boundaries, armed with knowledge, but I am not teaching. I am open to questions, I guess, but don’t be surprise if I refer you to other sources. For example, if you google “private home bar” you will actually find an example of Jung’s quarters. Even the shuttle concept can be found simply googling “modern star trek shuttle deviant art.” That one there is so close to my experience that I can easily say there is definitely a field of energy we are all tapping into. I am hoping future books will include artwork designed by fans, but for now, I do my best to connect my visions with what’s available, what most resembles the dream.

I dare say, what is about to follow will be a cross over like nothing ever imagined. I hope you join me.

Sincerely

Ion Light