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Chapter 15.
Road to nowhere

15.1

Call

After the visit of the Marquis and Lulu, there were even more mysteries.

I found myself in a desperate situation.

Finally, after much thought, I made up my mind.

In the morning, I went straight to Lulu with the Marquis.

The mystery of the disappearance of our world cannot be solved by our own efforts.

Our whole world rests on a bunch of the Observed and the Observer, which are interconnected by numerous threads in the form of restrictions.

I need to know, what happens with them, when the restrictions are lifted !!

- I know, only one thing will help me in this case.

-What ? could not stand Lulu.

- Directly ask someone, who knows the answer.

- At the only witness.

At our council, it was decided, that Lulu and I would be leaving soon.

The Marquis was instructed to stay at home, wait for us, and prepare to sail with our friend, an ingenious inventor, to the shimmering ship.

Autumn has come.

This time our path lay far to the East.

So, after a long collection, mainly because of Lulu, we hit the road.

She certainly didn’t want to forget anything, and her luggage was about twice as large as mine.

I had no idea, how to carry it all now, and our journey was in jeopardy.

At some time, we wanted to give up everything, and go to the ocean, swimming to look at the fish, but thought better of it in time.

Business is first.

I was connected with the East extremely much.

I spent almost all my teenage years there.

Arriving by ship at the port of destination, we disembarked with our simple luggage ashore.

As strange as it sounds, I didn't know exactly, where I was going.

But I knew exactly, what I was looking for.

I only knew roughly the area  I needed. Already there, on the spot, I hoped to get my bearings.

As usual, the heat was incredible. The air was dry and hot.

The ancient eastern cities themselves are unique, centuries-old monuments of wisdom in the open air.

And what kind of architecture is there! Minarets and mosques.

Eastern fairy tales are a storehouse of wisdom.

Nowhere else have I seen anything like the Oriental Bazaar!

After wandering around the ancient city, we nailed to one caravan, going to the area we need.

The path was not short, so we prepared carefully as never before.

So, by the evening everything was ready, equipment and supplies were packed.

Lulu and I each had a camel, a ship of the desert.

It was getting dark, and the caravan finally set off into the night.

Swaying peacefully, I kept thinking about one extraordinary thing, without which, in my opinion, nothing important happens.

For a long time, I noticed one strange thing.

Sometimes, some soft, but so powerful force interferes in our life ... it is impossible to stop it.

It seems to gently and unobtrusively push us forward, as if feel, when we are ready for it.

It manifests itself in different ways.

The scientist made some accidental discovery he had never expected.

A master, carving an ordinary violin, accidentally created a masterpiece for centuries, as if something was standing nearby, watching, unable to bear it pushed him by the hand.

An artist, who painted a picture, that is more alive than reality.

Once, I went to visit Lulu. She and the cat Marquis, as usual, lounging on the couch, watched TV. For years, another series of 250 soap opera has been shown. At that time I was in the next room.

There was a scene in some kind of cafe, where two people were talking about nothing.

Very softly, suddenly, amid the endless nonsense, a phrase sounded, that made me listen.

Then, during the next two minutes, something was said, concerning the very essence of the Universe, which was simply impossible to know !!!

But what  said that, through the actor, knew exactly, what it was talking about.

I couldn't believe my ears!

There was such a deafening silence, that you could hear the dust falling around.

How could this happen?

Why??

Who is this invisible helper?

So, swinging on a camel, I plunged into a restless sleep.

It shook me closer to the morning.

We were already far in the desert. All around were endless dunes.

It was the first time Lulu was so far from home, and of course, everything seemed unusual to her.

But despite the difficulties, it seemed she was interested.

How did she ever agree to go.

I myself have already regretted, that I took her with me.

This was not just a walk or an attempt to rest, change the scenery or unwind.

It was only now  I realized the danger, I was putting her in.

I have visited many of the most desolate corners.

Over the years of traveling, I have developed certain skills.

I have always carefully prepared for each trip, anticipating the smallest situations that I will face.

I always had a thorough plan ready.

Everything was scheduled literally by day.

First of all, I knew exactly the goal, what I was going for, the place, then, what efforts it would cost me.

Knowing exactly, what I am going for, I can handle it. I can do it.

I knew to the smallest detail, how to start this or that journey, and how to end it.

The end result was already predetermined !!

This time it was different.

Either I was tired, or feeling that I was on the verge of the last step, I didn't care anymore.

My caution was dulled, and I did not notice one fatal error.

I felt, that something was missing in my current plan.

An important point is missing.

Sitting on a camel, I suddenly realized, what was missing in my current plan.

And from this I broke out sweat, my clothes became all wet, my stomach cramped.

I looked all green at Lulu.

The look on my face was such, that Lulu just staggered back.

She had never seen me like that, even in the most difficult moments.

There was no ... completion in my plan.

It had everything - the goal, the order of actions, and so on. But it lacked the most important thing - the end ...

How and when to go out - this was not in the plan !!!

When you go on a trip, vacation or picnic, of course, you can and even need to act spontaneously, according to the situation.

But we didn’t go on a picnic!

The price of mistakes in such travel is life itself !!

The first time, at full speed, forgetting about all the precautions, I moved, to ... nowhere.

It was too late to turn back in the middle of the desert.

First of all, at the next halt, I decided to tell her everything.

She could continue to move on with the caravan, but I would have gone alone.

So, having cooked food on the fire, sitting comfortably, I started a conversation on abstract topics.

Then, smoothly bringing her to the idea of the difficulty of the path, I invited her to proceed with the caravan further without me.

She took this offer as a joke.

Immediately I wanted to rush forward, but stopped.

If I tell her, where we are going, what we are going to meet, she most likely will not understand.

My incoherent explanation can only hurt, and she will panic.

And it is categorically impossible to admit panic.

Therefore, looking at her, sitting in front of me and chewing some kind of bun and washing it down with tea, I stopped.

All that remained was, as always, to hope for luck.

And if it was fated not to return, then let the last days pass in ignorance, rather than fear.

For some reason, a thought came to me, as old as the world.

All living beings are moved by only one force in this world.

These are not feelings, not love, not a desire to survive, not a desire for fame and fortune or leave behind offspring, or a million other reasons, painted in millions of books.

The power that drives us is inherent in us at birth and is very simple ...

It's called …curiosity.

Yes, oddly enough, natural curiosity and interest move everything in this world.

Fear cannot stop it.

Our journey continued for four more days.

The landscape around was monotonous - solid sand dunes.

It is not clear how the caravan men found the right way amid this monotony.

During the day it was unbearably hot, the sky was so blue and dense, that looking at it, seemed, that it could be touched with our hands.

By the end of the day, we drove onto a flat plateau.

There was less sand and there were no dunes either. Small mountains could be seen in the distance.

I realized, that we are almost there.

The caravan had to follow its own path to the left. Our path led to the center of the plateau.

In the evening, we settled down at the last parking lot.

This time, almost everyone, who was with us on the way, gathered around the fire.

It got dark, and, as always, the magical eastern night came.

As always, a generous dinner was prepared. One pilaf was only worth what! We all washed it down with delicious oriental tea.

As always, everyone told numerous stories, which at times seem incredible.

It was one of the most unforgettable evenings in recent years!

But at the end of the supper, the conversations began to gradually cease, and everyone began to look at the fire, just as, probably, the first inhabitants who appeared who lit the first fire.

One of the caravan men, sitting by the fire spoke in his own language, which I understood, unlike Lulu.

- Tomorrow morning you will go there, to the plateau.

- It's one thing to just drive by there quickly.

- It's completely different, when you go, knowing why.

- Can you change your mind?

- I thought and shook my head.

- If I do not go, then, I will regret the rest of my life, I answered.

15.2

Eternal questions.

In the desert, at night, the temperature drops sharply.

In the daytime there is a scorching heat, and at night it is freezing cold.

Sitting warm by the fire, Lulu and I, after a delicious dinner, dozed off a little to the crisp sounds of branches crackling in the fire.

A light breeze blew from somewhere.

Suddenly, the guides sitting nearby stood up and surrounded Lulu and me from all sides.

I jumped up, and in perplexity, began to turn around, trying to understand, what was happening.

Lulu and I were grabbed by the arms and kicked from behind on our legs, bent to the ground so, that we could sit on our knees. Our heads are bent to the ground.

Suddenly, everything stopped as suddenly, as it started.

All the guides bowed their heads in the same way, not daring to look around.

We were ordered not to take our eyes off the ground and in no case try to turn around.

Knowing, what happens to those, who went beyond the line, I began to prepare for the worst.

Time passed, as if what was behind us, decided and waited for something.

Then, along with the rustle of sand and wind, we heard a subtle whisper.

After a while, the whisper repeated more distinctly, asking, why we were here.

Trying in vain to remember, why we were here, I began to mutter all kinds of unrelated nonsense.

There was a long pause.

Then we heard a strange whisper or rustle:

- Are you so naive, that you decided if you have a question, and if you know, who can answer it, you can get to it so easily?

- And even more, then return from him ???

- Nobody can come close to where you are going.

- No creature in the world can withstand a direct meeting with the Ruler.

- You no longer have a way back.

“But, since you're here, and you've come this far, I need to clarify something.

- Who are you and how do you know about us? I asked with difficulty.

- It does not matter.

- I know much more about you, than you about yourself, answered the Darkness.

- Since, no one can approach the Lord, all the most important matters in this world are decided through his messengers.

“It doesn't matter who I am, it’s important why I’m here.

Lulu and I exhaled in amazement.

I tried to focus, but I couldn't.

From somewhere in the distance, I heard something talking at the same time to us and to itself.

- As you have already noticed, the world around us is changing.

- In any case, the material world that we see.

- Only invisible ones remain unchanged, but constituting the basis of the existence of this world - the laws on which all matter is wound.

- Laws are primary in our case.

- A tree cannot grow if there are no conditions for this.

- Laws are the conditions for the existence of matter.

- Laws can exist without matter, but matter cannot exist without laws.

- The whole world  you see around is a strictly defined and limited set of Laws, which give it a form.

- But how so?!? Lulu and I exclaimed.

- This is not enough!!

- The question of the primacy of Matter on the one hand and Non-Matter, Spirit or the reasons for its existence, call it what you want, on the other, is fundamental in all philosophical sciences, which has not made any progress in solving one iota over all these millennia !!!

- There are thousands of treatises, one more confusing than the other, which seem to compete in powerlessness in front of this secret !!!

- Our generation has long left this question as insoluble !!

A strong, piercing wind blew from somewhere in the very center of the desert.

Something soft, chilling, piercing to the very bones went through my body.

- Tell me, what did you notice strange in the question of the primacy of Matter or Spirit ???

Lulu thought for a while, shrugged her shoulders, replied, that she did not know.

Then, she screamed

- Wait !!! Is it even possible to answer it at all ???

Then, something in the darkness burst out laughing so, that madness appeared in this laughter and some shadows danced around.

The guides squeezed our hands so, that it was clear, that we were in an instant from the edge of the abyss.

The laughter stopped as suddenly, as it had appeared.

-Thousands of philosophers, billions of inhabitants could not solve this issue, the Darkness wheezed.

- So, why do you insignificant worms, think, that you can do it ?!?

- Of course it will not be resolved !!!

- Who will let you ?!? in furious madness, the question from the darkness was repeated.

- As you noticed, there are not one or two such unsolvable questions.

- Such as the question of time, all questions related to the border - infinity, the primacy of Matter or Spirit, and so on.

- These questions are the Basis, on which our whole world is supported.

“They rise above us, like fortress towers, giving shape to our world.

“Those true ancient priests and alchemists, keep this fortress under constant siege, spreading their flags widely.

- And give their lives at the fortress wall.

Lulu and I pulled our heads into our shoulders and listened with chilling horror.

- There are always gifted beings, who are ahead of their time.

- They then become the first victims, because they cannot live without battles.

- You will ask me the right question, why everything is so serious and dramatic.

- The point is, that when these riddles cease to exist, our world will cease to exist.

- Inhabitants, who are ahead of their time become victims, entering into confrontation with the System, instead of waiting.

- Thousands of the greatest minds could not solve them.

- Who are you to think, that they will reveal their secrets to you ?!?

- But nevertheless, they are all here, lined up in one row and waiting for you, all these thousands of years !!!

- Why?!?

- I thought.

The darkness did not rush us to answer.

Having calmed down, I began to answer.

- I didn’t think to deal with them.

- They themselves began to deal with me !!

- How ?? the Darkness whispered.

Uncertainly, still not understanding, what was happening, as if in a dream I began to remember those important moments of my life, that brought me here, to this desert. And I began my story:

- In the process of my research, wandering through endless labyrinths, I constantly bumped into them, like an invisible wall, that no force in the world can move.

“But there was …something elusive about them that constantly eluded me.

- I understood long ago, why these riddles have not been solved until now.

- All these unsolved riddles and questions are not really those!

- They, confusing, sidetracking all these centuries, all these great minds, are not meant to be solved !!!

- I began to work closely with each of them, and noticed, that they all have a common nature as a class, a general purpose.

- All these riddles, while remaining unsolved, constantly pointed me to something !!

“They always pointed and guided me like invisible guides !!

- They are guides !!

- Following them, I ended up here!

- They brought me here, at this very time !!

All this I blurted out in one breath, without raising my head, waiting for my fate.

15.3

Fate.

An ominous silence reigned for a long time.

The guides around us, as if waiting for a signal, were ready to instantly execute any slightest instruction from the darkness.

They were ready to chop us to pieces, without hesitation for a moment, as they had already done this countless times, since they themselves no longer belonged to themselves. And leave our bones here, among the sands, under the starry sky, forever.

Poor Lulu sobbed softly and repeated something to herself, barely moving her lips.

Around all of us whirled as in a light whirlpool.

- What do you think about fate and the possibility of its choice? the question rang out.

“I know, this is too difficult. Let's start from the very beginning.

- Tell me about your childhood, finally asked the Darkness.

Lulu and I, looking at each other anxiously, began to remember and talk about some moments.

But the Darkness cut us off abruptly.

- It is not acident, that I asked you about childhood, about your first teachers, about your parents.

- As a child, they lay in you the answers to all questions.

- For you, there can be no obstacles in this life.

- They laid the answers to all unsolvable questions of our world.

Lulu and I looked at each other in bewilderment.

- You. Of course loved on cold and chilly evenings, climbing into a warm and soft bed, listening to some kind of bedtime story ?? a question whispered from the icy blackness of the desert.

- Of course! shivering with cold and fear, Lulu and I spoke, not understanding the question.

- Remember, in many fairy tales there is a moment, when a brave knight, wandering the world in search of truth, comes to some place, indicating the direction ?

- Of course! Lulu and I exclaimed with even greater bewilderment, wondering, why the Darkness hesitated with our death.

- Usually, in fairy tales, this is something similar to a stone or a pillar, where directions are indicated and a description of what will happen, when choosing this or that path, I answered with enthusiasm.

There was another ominous pause.

Somewhere from the chilling heart of the desert with a growing grinding and howling, so that it squirmed in our ears, barely understanding, we heard:

- It ….was not ….a fairy tale !!

I have long time, since lost my sense of the reality of what is happening. I didn't care anymore. The strength remained only to barely maintain myself in consciousness.

As if from somewhere far away, I heard from the darkness:

- The Universe, every time, as if in a circle, periodically comes to this place. Call it whatever you want.

15.4

Task.

Suddenly, I felt, that something came close to us, in such a way, that Lulu and I began to literally turn outward.

- Probably you think, that you are here to listen to the next fairy tales ??

- There is a Law, the Darkness rang out.

- Law of the Task.

Our guards bent our heads to the very ground, not allowing even to move.

- The Law of the Task is the law, by which the further fate of our tiny world, our tiny Universe, is determined.

- It sounds as follows:

- “Any Task has an infinite number of different solutions, and they are all correct. Any solution can be expressed in an infinite number of Tasks”.

- Each time, the Universe, approaching the place of determining its further fate, reveals a problem, that has an infinite number of different, but correct solutions.

- Each decision marks a separate epoch in the life of the Universe.

Lulu and I could only exchange perplexed glances.

There was a long, painful silence.

Finally, I could not resist, and plucking up courage, I asked.

- How does the text of the Task sound?

- The text of this Task does not matter… It can be expressed in infinitely different ways. The essence is important.

- But for you, I, perhaps, will voice one of them, the Darkness whispered.

- There was absolute silence.

From somewhere far away I heard:

- A brave knight lived in a kingdom, lost among the dense forests. One evening he decided to go on a date. His beloved lived in a remote village, among distant meadows. The distance from his castle to that village was 24 miles. He decided to set off on his faithful steed. It is known, that the average speed at which a rider moved is 6 miles per hour. How long will it take for a brave knight to meet his beloved ???

There was a pause.

 Before the Darkness voiced the text, out of fear, I thought,  the task would be so difficult, that I would just have to pretend to be smart without even trying to solve it.

I ran through the text of this Riddle over and over again in my head.

The more I tried to understand, the more my bewilderment grew.

It's impossible !!

This was one of the first tasks, that children solve in schools !!

Completely confused, I couldn't believe my ears.

I heard Lulu's

- The answer could be ... 4 ???

- Does a valiant knight need 4 hours to see his beloved ??

No sound came iplaintive and stuttering voice:n response. Only the cold wind ruffled our hair.

Our guards froze as if in a daze.

- Everything is correct.

- 4

Finally the Darkness spoke.

- Everything is correct, and at the same time,…. not.

- What is wrong with this problem?!? Lulu and I exclaimed at the same time.

- Why, for thousands of years everything was in order with the answer, but now not?!?

- What's happened ?!?

The Darkness gathered for a long time with an answer:

- The Universe has once again come to the very point, where its fate is being decided.

Despite the gravity and danger of our situation, Lulu and I could not resist and exclaimed at once:

The fate of the Universe is being decided ?!?

- By whom ?!?

The darkness kept an ominous silence for a long time.

Then we heard a barely audible word.

- By Observer.

Lulu and I could barely breathe out in surprise.

The Darkness continued:

- He already knows in advance, that this moment will come soon and is ready for it.

- How ?!? Lulu and I exhaled at the same time.

In response, there was a deafening laugh:

- Fools !!

- Do you really think, that when one of the most solemn moments in the Universe comes, the Observer can miss it ?!?

- It's just impossible !!

- One fine warm evening, the Observer, as usual, goes for a walk to one of his favorite places.

- He goes on his road, leading nowhere.

- Only a light, spicy breeze sways the grass around.

- Suddenly, everything freezes.

- Myriads of familiar stars and constellations line up in greeting and begin to twinkle.

- The Observer knows, that the very moment has come.

- He knows the following answer, which will determine the further fate of the Universe in the coming epoch.

He stops, straightening his shoulders, looking at the starry sky, and waits.

- And at this moment, the Universe unfolds in front of him, among the stars, as in front of a brave knight from a fairy tale, its task, waiting for an answer, on which the direction depends.

- The Observer chooses the direction, and says the answer to the Riddle assigned to him.

- From this very moment, the Universe begins a new life, and it begins to move towards the next epochal decision.

Some sort of solemn, deafening silence reigned.

Here Lulu could not resist and timidly, stammering, asked:

- And when will the next meeting of the Universe and the Observer …take place?

- The one, on which the Universe will deploy this fateful task to solve?

There was another painful pause.

Finally we heard

- This meeting will not take place today or tomorrow.

- It …already happened… yesterday !!

- The Task was solved yesterday !!

- Look around !!

- The Universe is already rapidly rushing with the speed with which your imagination can only imagine towards the new !!

15.5

Evolution.

Lulu and I listened in silence. The whole body became numb from the fact, that we were held all this time in one position.

Our fire was almost completely burned out, leaving only smoldering embers.

Even the guards, holding us, were no longer visible.

There was a feeling of some kind of doom. As if everyone has left us, leaving us alone.

But then, from the darkness, we heard the familiar voice.

- Admit it, seeing all the senselessness and frailty of your life, you have repeatedly fallen into despair.

- Surely you wondered, why this whole world exists?

- This is not the right question.

- More precisely, this is a question from the same series of questions, that are not questions.

- This is one of the most grandiose mysteries, that excites absolutely everyone, without exception.

- The path, along which the Universe goes.

- Let it be a path to nowhere, but it is subject to certain rules.

- Take a look at the world around again.

- Look differently than before.

- Stop and stand, as if in a shallow mountain stream.

- Look around. Look at the flow of water under your feet. Let go of the hustle and bustle, in which you are involved.

- Look at everything from the side, leaving the River of Time.

- How does your world as inhabitants work ?

- You live in your homes, use various objects in everyday life.

- You built and created all this yourself.

- You know, that nothing appears just like that, by itself.

- My next and incredibly important question will be this, continued the Darkness, addressing me and Lulu.

- And who created this desert, sky, stars, Universe ?!?

- Do you understand, that all this has a Creator and a Master?!?

- You don't think, that all this arose by chance and exists just like that, by itself?!?

Lulu and I looked at each other, not knowing, what to say.

- Of course, we have heard about the Creator. All world religions tell us about it, answered Lulu timidly, as the most enlightened in this topic.

- Who is this ? the Darkness asked with undisguised interest.

“No one has ever seen the Creator,” Lulu answered defensively, trying to sound convincing and firm.

- Since no one has ever seen him, naturally, no one knows anything about him.

- He remains the most mysterious and powerful part of our life.

“Therefore, the Creator moved exclusively to religious treatises, becoming a mythical character, the basis of the Faith,” Lulu proudly declared.

- Faith ?!?

- Do you believe everything, what they tell you?!? the Darkness hissed piercingly, addressing the unfortunate Lulu, who, out of fear, did not know what to do.

- Who else but me should know, that Faith disappears as fleetingly as it comes, the Darkness hissed sarcastically.

- And this is natural.

- Sometimes, there are inhabitants, who get stuck on one thing in their beliefs.

- And this is one of the saddest phenomena, associated with physiology.

- They seem to cease to perceive the world around them, becoming not alive, not plastic.

- This is called ignorance and stupidity.

“But they are often genuinely proud of it.

“Many inhabitants even admire their unshakable fortitude and Faith, not realizing that the objects of their admiration have long been dead.

- You know, and this is not so much sad, as funny.

There was a deafening laugh, that drove Lulu to the floor of a swoon.

After hysterical, on the verge of insanity, laughter, as if coming to its senses, the Darkness said:

- Looking at these living dead, you must learn one simple, but extremely important truth.

- Maintain your plasticity by all means available to you - Flexibility of Body and Mind.

- If you do not know what to do, stop, give your Bodies and Mind freedom. Let them rush about like wounded animals in a cage.

- Observe them from the side, and you yourself will be carried in the right direction.

Everything around seemed to freeze and even the embers in the fire stopped flickering.

It became obvious, that the Darkness has brought us to some kind of boundary, beyond which there is no way back. And after crossing which we will never be the same.

- Stop pretending to be stupid, innocent lambs !!

- Absolutely everyone understands the difference between Faith and Knowledge !!, the Darkness continued to ring.

- Faith is the basis of all religions and spiritual schools.

- Religion did not appear to make your life comfortable and not to make money on Faith.

- It is like a kind grandmother, raises and then brings her grandchildren to the line beyond which real, adult life begins.

- Religion has always stood at the edge of the unknown, and it ends where Knowledge begins.

- The majority, unfortunately, cannot understand this, being afraid to leave the fabulous and comfortable world.

- You were not born here for fabulous fantasies, but for battle. This battle is not interrupted for an instant. It only calms down occasionally, to burst out again with even greater fury.

- The Creator is indeed a key figure in the Evolution.

- As always, the mind took its inhabitants into the world of Dreams.

- Thanks to their natural fear and subservience to everything unknown and powerful, the inhabitants rushed in search of someone before whom to kneel and pray.

-There are thousands of religious teachings with thousands of gods and their intermediaries.

- The inhabitants have lost the main thing.

- They have lost their reference point. What really matters.

An icy breeze blew from behind, softly but inevitably penetrating everywhere.

I started to lose consciousness.

Through some kind of veil I heard:

- Leave the search for the Creator.

- It will not lead to anything, but will only confuse you more.

- It really has an infinite number of images, like any solution of Riddle.

- Observed and Observer are constantly changing.

- The Universe is constantly transforming, as well as the one who Observes it.

- Matter itself is changing.

- What modern alchemists call fundamental particles is nothing more, than a fleeting dream in the life of the Universe.

- But what about the billions of years that the Universe has existed ?!?

- All these billions of years of these most fundamental particles ?!? I could not stand it, I cried out with the last of my strength.

- Fool ! the Darkness rumbled violently in response.

- The Universe is born at the moment of your birth, and dies with you !!!

- There is nothing before your appearance and after your disappearance !!

- Just as there is nothing outside the boundaries of your perception of space, so with time, there is nothing outside the boundaries of your life.

- No infinity of space and time exists for you!

- And you can't argue with me !!!

- There is nothing intangible in you!

-There is no eternal Soul in you!

- The concept of the Eternal Soul was introduced into religion to keep the inhabitants in constant fear and submission.

Lulu and I looked at each other, not knowing, what to say with excitement.

Finally, I asked:

- Why are you telling us all this?

- What we have just heard is hardly, what we need to know.

- Now, it does not matter anymore, said the Darkness and sharply continued:

- Everything beyond the boundaries of your life is the world of Dreams, the world of Fantasy, which modern scientists love to describe so much !!

- It is almost impossible for an ordinary inhabitant to know. Yes, this knowledge is not for everyone.

- You have to make one of the most important choices in life.

- Choice between the world of Reality and the world of Dreams.

- If you choose the first path of Reality, you and me will follow the path.

- Hold fast to it, and you can achieve a lot.

- Actually, it's not that difficult.

- The Laws themselves, which you are used to seeing as the basis of the surrounding world, are changing !!!

- The Universe can be expressed in an infinite number of variations. There are no restrictions on this.

- But !!

- There is only one unshakable way, how the Creator builds this world !!

My hands were shaking.

- How ?!? I gritted through my teeth, losing consciousness.

After a short pause, I heard the response of the Darkness.

- If I answer you, how the Creator builds this world, a new, endless, another religion based on Faith, will arise.

- And we don't need it, isn't it ?!? the Darkness rustled mockingly,

- You have to find out for yourself !

“I can only give you one hint.

- This is directly related …..to the Observer.

I began to plunge into some abyss, completely losing the sense of reality.

- And yet, said the Darkness after a while.

- You asked, ….why I am here.

“I am here to prepare you for the meeting.

“I don’t know, how your destiny will turn out. I hope, you will be given the opportunity to learn, what you have heard, and test everything in practice. Your future life will largely depend on this.

- Tomorrow, you will move to meet with the Ruler.

- To meet ….your death.

- He is ready to receive you.

- You have come very far, and only a miracle can save you.

- After he accepts you and gives you, what you are going for, you will have to leave him.

- Leave at the very moment of the transfer.

“Not a moment earlier, not a moment later.

-This will be your test.

- The test ?!? begged, crying Lulu.

- Yes, the test.

- Among an infinite number of moments, you need to choose the right one.

- I will say right away, that this is impossible.

- You will never return from there.

- Only in one case will you pass this test.

- If the System itself, takes you there by the hand, and brings you back….