Sales attendant: Ego.
Store manager: Id.
Store owner: Higher Self.
Jewelry store: Represents wealth to me. A place where beautiful things can be bought only if you are very rich. I used to spend my lunch hour browsing through jewelry stores enjoying the beautiful objects. Not gloating, just enjoying the beauty of things you can possess only when you have wealth.
Other three men: Shadows of things to come?
Lecture: Asserting myself? Talking to myself. Telling me things.
Green scarf: I associate the green with healing and with wealth. I love wearing long silky scarves and wrapping them around my neck.
July 2, 1999 (NSA Journal entry after adjustment) Today, I felt as if electric shocks were shooting into my head. I may have found the place again where everything is black, a velvety black, but not threatening. Oh, yes, my right arm and wrist bother me.
July 6, 1999 (Dream)