Spirit of Life
I am a free Spirit of Life
I am a spirit of life. I love life, because life loves me. Life wants me and needs me is waiting for me. I am the gift of life from God. I am God’s special gift in this world.
I am WWW: warm, wise, wonderful.
God loves me so much, that why I am alive, even if I am alone, with poor health. Blind as I am. God does not want me to suffer. No matter who, why or where, when things or people try make me suffer, no matter what is happening, what is going on, how bad it is, God is with me.
I have suffered and struggled many years of life in the hands of crooked people and evil. But they couldn’t kill me or destroy me. I am alive. I am a living, thinking, walking, talking miracle from God. I am a survivor, fighter, winner, champion of life.
The truth is, they thought I wasn’t good enough, but its hurts them to know that they were the ones that weren’t good enough, not me. I am actually too good for them. That’s why they wanted me out of the picture.
In God’s ways: karma, “What goes around comes around". This means that they will suffer and pay for it. The best part is it truly live by it. I never had, even with force, revenge.
In fifty years of my victimisation, I never lifted a finger or a weapon. Many people that harmed me or tried, have suffered, are dead or are on the way. Will God’s way have self-punishment? They will be asking God what happened. They will remember me and cry for mercy. When I did nothing wrong, only good. Never harmed or hurt anybody. Yet they couldn’t kill me.
I am still here. Alive to tell my story of my life. God protected me from getting into drugs, alcohol, homelessness, begging, criminality. I was tempted, was close. I even could have long ago killed myself many times, but God didn’t let me. Because he loved me too much. Even now whenever I am alone, whatever I am doing, God is protecting me from any danger, crisis, pain and suffering. Though I suffer in my body, it could be worse, as God says. That is why I am so grateful to be alive. I live every minute in gratitude, peace and happiness.