MY TALKING HEAD
O darling, just keep sitting in front of me
This will give me the greatest joy you see
The more I see you the more I admire you
My thoughts will transmit my love to you
Lovely face of my pretty lotus would shine
She’ll dwell in my heart and I will feel fine
I long to hold you tight and steal your kiss
That will be all I need so that I get my bliss
If I do not feel at ease without you, what shall I do?
If your pretty face shines before me what shall I do?
You insist that I should forget you but this I can’t
do.
If your fond memories keep haunting what shall I
do?
My whole life feels empty without you what shall I
do?
I’ve forgotten myself searching for you what shall I
do?
If your eyes keep giving me your love, what shall I
do?
If I see your image in every mirror here what shall I
do?
I pretend to live my life without your presence here
This is like living my life that is full of guilt my
dear
You are my inspiration how can I live with you
here
My heart dies many times in search of you, my
dear
People say I’m alive but I’m living with guilt my
dear
The loneliness is my only curse, I don’t like it my
dear
My soul cries for peace and my eyes shed tears my
dear
As if, I’m carrying my corpse on my shoulders my
dear
I’m afraid to give you any blame cos I love you my
dear
The fear has kept my lips all tight, I keep quiet my
dear
Eventually I had to change many of my thinking
With the masses of the world, I started walking
Real enlightenment came after my heavy heartburn
No one that leaves this sinful world will ever return
It was my duty and responsibility to look after her
The life she lost I had to sustain all the pain of her
It seems I have created thorny route for my future
I had to crush all my feelings so wanted the nature.
All that the broken heart said my teary eyes saw it
all
Once again, the sorrow and the pain came out to
stroll
Whenever she returned in my dreams, I created a
call
Every night of my dreadful life seemed dull and
small
All her fond memories kept coming with many
questions
A sight of my pretty lotus tore open all my great
emotions
In the hope of winning her heart back, I forgot to
resolve
That I was lonely and the pain was too much to
dissolve.
Come darling, I want to decorate your song on my
lips
It’s my real wish to bring your loving words on my
lips
I long to drop a few of my tears to convert them to
pearl
I’m now tired of waiting for your return, my lovely
pearl
You are thinking of me I know this from my hard
hiccups
I’m all ready and willing to enjoy your love in my
teacups.