I LOVE HER STILL
My life was a bed of roses when my pretty
lotus was around
That family life was unique when there was
her melodious sound
Life has completely changed after the demise
of my pretty lotus
My entire world of love and lustre has fallen
apart prick like cactus
How do I mend my broken heart and find hope
in this wilderness
When the one I adored so much has gone
away leaving behind bitterness
The mind and body are saturated with pain
but living on fond memories
All that we shared all that we loved I now long
to put in my documentaries
The bright and spicy look in those gorgeous
eyes are no more in sight
The mystic smile on the charming face is no
longer giving me the light
Our moments together were precious and
many that can’t be forgotten
My resolve is to cherish them all forever and
don’t let them go rotten
Your Lakhan has always loved you my angel
and always will
I loved my Saroj more than self then, now and
I love her still.
THE PAIN WILL SOFTEN
Nowadays I like this game of life that I play
Sometimes I close my eyes and then fade away
My body mind and soul float to a special place
It is beyond the stars the moon and the space
In this sacred place when I open my eyes to
see
There are only two people there, my Saroj and
me
All is beautiful here and feeling of love is right
There’s no pain, no sorrow everything is bright
There’s compassion, understanding no
sadness
There’s no interference and no such madness
We’ve our own rules of love and our own ways
There’s no wall to separate us we like our days
There’s no one to disturb us, we do what we
want
We don’t only love but we show how we chant
Chanting stops and the game comes to an end
My eyes open and reality sets in and I descend
Those few moments were very soothing and
lovely
I’ve liked the game and want to play again
surely
If Lakhan loves this game he should play it
often
Saroj will give him company, and the pain will
soften.