Life Will Continue The Same. If You Don’t!
I had fear of dying; I had fear of not doing anything with my life as I am here. I was not broke but if I were to make an investment in myself was hoping to make the right decision and most likely was going to use debt as the driving tool to get me there.
What I did instead was procrastinate. What changed that is another true story. One Saturday night I was at a friend’s house having a few beers getting ready to watch this football game. The prior Friday I went to a job interview the job was set for me to go take the drug test on Monday.
As the night went on my buddy gave me a cookie it was a THC cookie so I ate it. He came back and asked me where the rest of that cookie I responded to I eat the whole thing why? He said that he never experienced eating a whole cookie. Me being me I told him I would be ok its just weed.
About twenty minutes later I am outside looking into space. I am only one there high like this; I entered a whole different dimension. Telling myself forget the job, what's the point of even going, why waste their time and mine. I can’t blame anyone else but me.
I remember the night was cold outside everyone was checking on me and asking if I was ok. Out of all the weed I have experienced in my pass this cookie must have kicked open some doors in my brain that forced me on a journey to discover my full potential. I started to attend seminars and webinars; I attended some in the past but never took any of them seriously. The fear of losing without not even trying was getting to me.
There was this company I always drove by and still didn’t care to have a job. One day I decided to put in an application to see what happens. Then I got a call for an interview. Things went good then I received another call to talk to the oor manager as he was interviewing me. I cut him off with an apology to just ask what does this company need? He gave me an odd look but was grateful, I asked
I got the job; with the small knowledge I was picking up I told myself this job is going to be a stepping stone job. I am