(Carl Jorgenson)
Mary,
Everything's fine here, as always.
Since we worked so hard during the selection process, yesterday they gave us a free night.
The selection process was very tiring, you know that? Almost tough.
Anyway, everything's fine.
I passed it.
And don't worry about me: these are the finest guys in the world and as long as I will be here I will always be safe.
In the next few days I will have to sit back at the school-desk, can you imagine it?
They put us at studying again.
I have to get used to it again, because I have never really studied in my life before.
We have to learn to speak the Vietnamese outright, which is odd thinking that I cant barely speak English properly.
Everyone says that the worst has gone already, but I am a little scared of being rejected anyway.
We have already made friends to each other, and even if we haven't really done anything together yet.
It's quite strange in here, you know? Everything's different.
The Special Forces are a whole different world. Like a family.
I think that the reason for that is that we are going to work in small units, where everyone has each other's life at his hands in some ways.
And this is wonderful.
I am happy my darling, because I feel much more important here with regard to when I used to work with my dad.
That's the kind of place place where I do really am someone.
I miss you two very much...
I can't wait for the day our little secret will be born.
Sometimes it seems me I can see her already.
I am mad for you with love.
I don't give a shit about what your father will have to say about it, I am happy about this little girl. I couldn't be happier of both finding you and starting a family up with you.
Who cares about the wedding ceremony, it doesn't mean no shit to me.
I would kill for you if necessary.
I love you
I love you so much, my love
For ever yours,
Carl