The Best Scandal Ever
It was hot in the slate blue classroom, even for California. Sam shifted uncomfortably in his seat, adjusting the blue woollen poncho he habitually wore during his public events at his damp neck. Metal chairs ground against the linoleum floor as his audience prepared to leave, clutching folders and now lukewarm water bottles.
He used a finger to lift a blonde tendril of his long hair over the neckline from where it was sticking to his skin, rubbed his chin, carefully avoiding smearing the coconut oil that concealed the worst of the sun damage and scoped the room. Four, maybe five possibles?
People often commented on his youtube channel that he was clearly feeling the cold because of his vegan diet, but the reality was that Sam the diet expert was fat. He had been even fatter before he had given up food but even on a liquid diet – the fact could not be escaped. Sam, the leonine and now rather eccentric last baby of a plump late mother, was born to be deliciously cuddly.
At school as a teenager, he had been teased mercilessly about his weight and manic inability to stop talking. His short neck made this look worse than it really was. He hid his pain by out-talking and at least trying to out-perform his classmates, and apart from the occasional spiteful exchange with the more popular blue eyed Aryan jock loving girls, managed to escape the worst effects on his self-confidence, enjoying his college years as a musician before the plane crash stymied his post-college career in the uber-masculine world of railway construction. As such, a formerly corpulent and over talkative hippy geek became the internationally famous yippy health guru and motivational expert – Sam Redwood.
“Thank you so much, Sam, you’ve changed our lives forever.” Sam heard this every day.
The elderly couple were quivering slightly as they looked at him, damp eyed as the diminutive wife described how her frail looking, quiet husband had suffered colon cancer and recovered from a terminal diagnosis thanks to Sam’s work. Sam nodded and smiled and noted the thirty five year old blonde behind them.
“I’m so happy to hear that. It’s so nice to meet you both. I’m so glad I helped.” The usual response whilst he waited until today’s prize reached the front of the queue waiting to shake his over-warm hand. He quickly reached for his cold glass of water before the slightly overweight, sweating blonde got to him, beaming and battering eyelashes with unfortunately clogged mascara.
“I’m such a huge fan of yours, Sam.”
“Really? That’s good to hear! Are you rushing off anywhere, or do you have time to wait while I pack up?”
Sam liked girls. Sam liked lots of girls. Girls in every town he spoke in welcomed Sam on the same one night only basis every time he visited. Indeed, Sam would sometimes have to make excuses to avoid some of them, they were so keen. Never in his life previously had he dreamed that one day he would have the pick of quite so many women, and many of his former school mates looked on with envy at his legendary lifestyle and success with women. This one wasn’t on his ‘ten’ list, but she was a little imperfect, which he liked, and extremely keen to get to know him, which he liked even more.
“Is that true, that you’re the richest hippy in the world?”
“How about I tell you about it over some food?” Sam donned his particularly foxy mirrored sunglasses.
Another meal. Poor Sam worried a little, but if he was going to get today’s prize, a meal was necessary to provide the time necessary to close the deal. This one hadn’t been taking his advice for very long – she still had the skin of a conventional eater. A little encouragement, he thought, and soon she would have the glowing skin and bright eyes of the raw vegan.
Two hours later and Sam was dressing after a lengthy shower during which the offending mascara had mercifully been removed.
“Well, thank you, maam.” He smiled at her. She, not believing her luck, smiled back. What a story for her hard drinking ‘normal’ friends when she saw them later for a not-at-all-raw beer and Corn chips. Sam Redwood, who would believe it!
“When will you finish?” Una looked at the heap of bedclothes concealing her daughter, who was trying to hide under her handstitched patchwork quilt in an effort not to be seen slacking.
“I don’t know, mum. Please just go to bed. It will be done in the morning.”
Kira had been painting the narrow tall bathroom for five hours, fifteen minutes at a time, and was having another lie down to regain the strength to continue. A combination of liver disease, exhaustion and grief was making a normally simple job very, very hard.
“I tried to put the ladder up in the bath to get to the corner, but I thought the bath would probably crack under my weight.”
Kira was four hundred pounds. She hadn’t always been this weight, it had gone up and down constantly for fifteen years, between cancer, attempts to give up smoking and continuous bereavement, she had ‘given up, giving up’ and was hoping for a swift death. Painting the bathroom was essential however. Kira was not a girl for giving up on work, even if she had given up on her misbehaving body.
The doorbell rang and Una went to answer it, shaking her head slightly. She knew Kira would finish the job, but the tiredness was worrying. She wasn’t going to let Kira know that, however. It was not the Scottish Presbyterian way to show compassion on a day-to-day basis. Compassion was for very special occasions.
It was ex number four.
“Kira?” The tall aging punk smiled apologetically.
“She won’t see you if you’ve been drinking, you know that.”
“OK” Harry turned to go. He had never grown out of his fear of Una in the twenty five years since he had started seeing Kira. He knew he was one of a crowd of men who had never got over her, but he still felt the need to try and get her back after a few beers for courage. Kira was special, it didn’t matter what size she was she was still special to him. So special, in fact that took some personal pride in the fact he had bonked one hundred and twenty pounds off her weight a few years before.
Unfortunately, he was well aware that four other exs felt exactly the same way…..
Kira heard the front door close two floors below and sighed. ‘At least I can get the bathroom finished,’ she thought. ‘I promised dad to get the house done, and I’ll be damned if I won’t before I die.’
Kira, a notoriously foul-tempered Scottish academic, had had a hard five years. Losing two relatives and a couple of friends one after another had left her feeling miserable enough, but the lack of work after graduating from two degrees and corruption in the temporary jobs she was able to secure had left her with no confidence in any of the beliefs she had held so dearly before studying. Hard work did not have a reward, and you cannot trust people you stupidly trusted at sixteen when pushing forty. There are no prizes for holding off on having a family or waiting for the right person, and family are not necessarily on your side. Kira’s faith in everything had gone, apart from finishing the house life seemed entirely devoid of a happy horizon.
Over the years, Kira had learned to use art to delay bouts of despair, and two pieces of work were waiting to be finished even after the house had been repaired. The endless stream of exs requiring her attention had long ceased to be a solace and become a major pain, although it was gratifying to still pull at four hundred pounds. How many women would have multiple boyfriends at this size? She allowed herself a portly smirk in the mirror at the folly of her exs. They were all still liars, and all she really wanted was someone honest. The relationship with Harry had failed when he still couldn’t tell her the truth when she asked him to try seeing other people in order to tell her honestly about it. She had thought this would either provide the reassurance to make it work, or break them, and break them it certainly did. Apparently men prefer to lie and pretend monogamy even when totally incapable of it.
Kira struggled to her feet and shuffled back to the bathroom to tape a paintbrush to a broom handle. At least she could avoid breaking the bath.
“So what was this one like, Sam?” Don, Sam’s best friend was on the phone for a chick update. Sam was standing in yet another horrible hotel room with a bottle of water in his other hand.
“Oh ya know, blonde, nice tits – not so hot in the sack, better in the shower, but it wasn’t a busy day.”
Don laughed. Sam’s path to the stars was paved with women just like this. Sam’s life was a lengthy porn movie, punctuated by financial ups and downs and the occasional collapse from tiredness. Sam never seemed to stop – Don admired the energy but was glad he had decided to settle down. He looked at the unsuspecting bison, grazing half a mile away from the ranch house, and thought about his delightfully cuddly and happy girlfriend, asleep in his bed. He could chop some wood and think about dinner later.
“Gotta go, Don, meeting with the new execs.”
“Haha, enjoy that, Sam.”
Sam was off to meet the new investors in his baby, Ragha Health Foods.
Dr Malcolm Swartz shook his head.
“I just don’t understand how they can take it all away?”
Malcolm had just been struck off for over-prescribing medication. All the years he had been an MD, all the lunches, all the holidays, all the meetings. He had always thought giving people what they wanted was all he had to do. What people wanted, sick patients and pharmaceutical salesmen alike, appeared to be as many medications as possible.
“What am I going to do, Celia?”
“Before or after the divorce?” Celia, a well-groomed, well-kept, bejewelled goddess, was not the most sympathetic of women at the best of times. Now she was furious to discover that instead of the spoilt Jewish wife of a major earner, she was the wife of a disgraced MD and would not be attending any more country club lunches. “I’m not kidding, Malcolm.” She dropped her tone to indicate seriousness.
Malcolm briefly visualised his own suicide before retreating to the white yoga room overlooking the ocean. He would have to sell his beloved condo, he knew that. It would all have to go, pretty quickly too. Life based on credit was considered good citizenship in Malibu, he had never been a saver.
Celia had big expectations. How could you just lose everything in one day? He adopted the crocodile pose and as he stretched towards the ceiling, calculated he could possibly hide a few hundred grand. Enough to scratch a living without working, he supposed, but he would have to find another way to really live. As for losing her, she was a good hostess and had been a good mother, but good company she was not. The money was more of a concern, and sleeping in the overwarm minimalist white guestroom in his own house wasn’t Malcolm’s idea of fun at all.
He had always liked out west, property was cheaper there. He could sit and think for a while, plan his next move. For years, contemplating a bleak future with Celia, he had been concealing small works of Art from promising artists in his fishing lodge. He also had a rather extensive bonsai collection he could dispose of – she would probably sneer at that too. Celia wouldn’t be seen dead in a fishing lodge, and so at least that was safe. Yes, he figured, she could take her (several) million dollarsworth of flesh and leave him with enough to start over. It wouldn’t be a rich living, but he was sure something would come up. He concentrated on his breathing as he stretched his spine towards the heavens.
Joseph was hungover. He had been out partying all night with his friends from his college football team, and had just cancelled his usual Saturday workout with the guys. He put his stinking football gear into the washing machine and sprayed the bag with some horrible smelling fabric freshener before opening his narrow apartment window and sticking it as close to the draught as possible.
He wasn’t sure what was making him feel quite so bad, but whatever it was he thought he had better stay exactly where he was until work started on Monday. Large shrieking women in an enclosed space doing dull, dull office work. He groaned at the mere thought. His mother may be very proud but city living since college didn’t suit Joseph at all, and he was tired of pretending he was something he wasn’t. He flicked on the computer on the small desk. There must be something else he could do. He randomly searched, eyes still hurting from the smoke and flashing lights from the night before. Might as well get wasted, he thought, and rolled a small fat joint.
By evening, Joseph, by now rather unkempt and smelly, was lying on the floor staring at the ceiling. He had found the answer, not only to his hangover, but to his feelings of impending doom in regard to post-college city life. Tomorrow he would empty the cupboards into the garbage and start his new life. His mother wouldn’t be happy, he knew that, but in a few months he would be his own boss!
He got up, ran a bath and deftly rolled another fat one.
Peter the fruitarian got off his bike with some relief.
“Fuck that, for a game of soldiers.” Lovely, his ravishing but noticeably thin girlfriend, took the bike from him and handed him a towel. She sat down and watched him rub the mud and sweat from his legs.
“No money though, what are we going to do?”
“It’s Ok, we can sleep at Toni’s and I’m sure she’ll have a few bananas in, eh? We can use some of the youtube money until next month. The website is paying for itself now.”
Peter had just quit the race before the end. Lovely knew that this was a considerably better option for his temper than losing, but sponsorship wasn’t going to appear at this rate and they had nowhere to live. Not that this was too serious in Western Australia, there seemed to be an endless procession of friends with fruit and beds to stay with, but something had to change. Lovely was well used to uncertainty, but sometimes it would be nice if he would just finish a race so they could have some sort of actual living.
“I feel like making a video, what do you reckon?” Peter grinned at Lovely. “A real nice one, too. Got your bikini, love? We can take down Sam Redwood again, that’s always fun.”
“Redwood will do as he’s told, you can see that just by looking at him.” Richard White, a tall distinguished east coaster, cast a gimlet eye across the breakfast table at his errant nephew. A younger member of the most evil family business in North America, he had just invested heavily in health food in the form of buying most of Ragha Health. He still needed guidance in the family ways, nevertheless.
“I wouldn’t count on it, he’s a stupid hippy. Stupid hippies have principles.” His neatly attired nephew pursed his lips.
“Haven’t you seen his background? He’s a very rich stupid hippy, and you don’t become a very rich stupid hippy without being corruptible. Go ahead with Ragha, and make sure he knows exactly what he has to do or get rid of him.”
“OK, Uncle Richard, but I’m pretty sure we’re gonna have to lose him. We can’t risk it.”
“Don’t worry about it, as long as his face is on the labels he can’t do or say much about it.”
Kira looked at the consultant in some disbelief.
“Sorry?”
“You’re deaf because you’re fat. I’m very surprised at your blood pressure, you obviously weren’t always so fat.”
“What exactly is the connection between being fat and going deaf? And I may well be fat, but I’m not stationary you know. I’ve been renovating a house for the last two years, and looking after 4 elderly people.”
“I’m advising antacids for indigestion. I think there must be fluid build-up behind your ears, you certainly aren’t conventionally deaf. But you are very fat.”
How very observant. Kira realised there was no point whatsoever in talking to this person. Kira was now gaining weight on orange juice and rice cakes, and could see no real reason for a 7lb gain per week, never mind the increasing skin problems or deafness. Her doctor had simply said “Stop eating.” As this evidently meant completely, Kira could see no way of avoiding eating herself to death.
Back at the GP, still shuffling in her late father’s slippers, Kira finally got an appointment for the new Obesity Specialist centre. She couldn’t quite understand the logic of her doctor, she had lost a hundred and twenty pounds in the previous few years low carbing at his suggestion, so her doctor evidently knew she had some degree of willpower, but she assumed that it was because of her desperate request for surgery and this was some new procedure of the NHS. He appeared to think her tiredness was simply grief and she would require some sort of support system to lose it all again. Kira had once been a hundred and forty pounds, and now she was four hundred. It didn’t actually change her life at all, same faces, same demands, a few more inadequate suitors actually when she was big. The only difference was that now her hair was falling out, she was conscious of the dying process. All she had to do was outlive her mother, that was all that was required and then nothing would matter anymore. The prospect of dying wasn’t nearly as worrying as the mystery illness that was getting worse every day. She worried about not outliving her mother, and about not fulfilling her promise to her late father of making sure everything was OK with the house. The dying bit, however, was not much of a concern. Kira had had enough.
Hilary measured her waist again.
“I’m tiny!”
“Yep, I told you. Just keep doing it and you will stay that way too.” Nina smiled as she swiped the apple out of her son’s hand. “Apples are for Saturdays, Colin. It isn’t Saturday. What else would you like to eat?”
Colin, a small blonde boy, decided to try the salt option instead. “Liquid aminos and lamb’s lettuce?” He hoped that this would be the correct answer. He knew from experience that this varied.
“Better, yes you can have that.” Nina reached for the bottle and handed it to Colin. “How is the book going?”
“Nearly done and the TV company said next week for filming.” Hilary leaned against the cluttered kitchen counter.
“Good, you’ll be a great asset. You look even more sensible with those glasses, wear them. And make sure you have that really huge picture of you handy.” She picked up some shallots. “No, you can’t have Liquid Aminos and Celtic Salt together, Colin, pick one.”
Johan plunged the nettles into the cold stream and shook them. If anything had been on them, it had no chance in the fast moving stream water. His elderly father shook his head. A small, thick set man in his late 70s, he was at a loss to understand the cycle of knowledge that had led his family to stake a claim on the land and conquer it only to have this son of his fall head over heels with the weeds they had tried so hard to eradicate.
“We grow all this great stuff, and you won’t touch any of it, and you don’t want to be a farmer. What’s going to happen to the land?” His father looked at him witheringly.
“I’ve told you dad, this is the real food. Look how well I am now.” Johan had been a skinny and frequently ill child, teenager and then young man before taking up a ‘clean’ natural diet in his late twenties.
“That stupid film on the roller skates just makes you look like an overgrown teenager. Why don’t you see the light, son and earn a real living with me?”
“I am earning a real living, and it helps people, dad.”
“I don’t know who you think you’re helping telling them to eat weeds. This is the stuff your grandmother was trying to get away from. This great country, all these doctors and all that training and you want to eat weeds we tried to forget about.” Johan’s father shook his head again. “I’m always proud of you son, you know that, but all that money we spent on your filmmaking training and you keep making films about weeds.” Life had been hard on the small ranch for decades. They were now supposed to be reaping the rewards, but life had apparently come full circle.
Anastasia woke up and scowled at herself in the mirror. She looked perfect, as always, but the thought of another day at the gym, fanning her face to protect her botox, followed by experimentation with makeup rather than dinner, did not please her today. What she needed was a day off from being the most famous human doll in the world. Choosing to make your living by achieving impossible perfection had not been an easy choice.
“What you need is a proper job.” Her mother worried.
“There are no proper jobs, and besides, I am creative, I cannot live like that. I’m doing fine.”