"One must never forget," said George solemnly, "that rank has its duties as well as its privileges." I helped myself to another glass of champagne.
"What is it you want me to do?" I asked.
"I have no wish to dictate to you in any way," he answered. "I am merely offering you my advice. As your elder brother and the head of the family, I naturally take an interest in your career."
"Fire ahead," I replied gratefully. "I'm always ready to listen to wisdom, especially from a Cabinet Minister."
There was a short pause.
"Well, then," said George, taking a thoughtful pull at his cigar, "my advice is that you should accept this invitation from Lady Bulstrode, and make up your mind to settle down."
"To do what?" I asked in dismay.
"To settle down," repeated George, with some firmness. "If you are ever going to do anything with your life, it's quite time you started. You can't go wandering about the world in this aimless fashion for ever."
"But it isn't aimless, George," I protested. "I always have an excellent reason for going anywhere."
"And may I ask what your 'excellent reason' was for spending the whole of last year in the wilds of Kashmir?"
"I wanted to shoot a snow leopard," I said.
George shrugged his shoulders.
"Exactly what I mean. A year of your life thrown away on a frivolous piece of sport."
"Frivolous!" I echoed. "There's devilish little frivolity about shooting a snow leopard. You try it."
"Thank you," said George coldly. "I have something better to do with my time."
It was plain that he was getting a little huffy, and my conscience pricked me. With all his seriousness George is an excellent fellow.
"Look here, old son," I said. "Politics are all very well for you—you've got a turn for that sort of thing—but what on earth use should I be? I can't talk for nuts, and know rather less about the game than this cigar."
George frowned slightly.
"Politics," he observed, "are not a game, and with regard to your knowing nothing about them—I suppose you can learn. You have plenty of ability if you care to use it. Sir Henry Martin was telling me only yesterday that your paper about New Guinea in the Fortnightly was quoted by practically every witness at the Royal Commission.
"Good!" said I. "That must be why the editor wants me to write him something about Kashmir."
George nodded his head approvingly.
"I hope you will do so. Nowadays serious journalism is as good an introduction to a political career as you could possibly have. Besides, one would like to feel that all these years of wandering about have not been entirely wasted."
"Oh, they've not been wasted, George," I said. "I've enjoyed 'em enormously. The only thing is they've rather put me off what people call civilization. I can stand a couple of months of London, but I'm afraid I should get frightfully fed up if I stopped here much longer."
George leaned back in his chair and drummed lightly on the table with his fingers.
"That," he said, "is due to the fact that you have no steadying influence in your life. When you have once settled down to regular work, you will find that this unfortunate restlessness will disappear." Then he paused: "It would be a good thing if you were to get married," he added.
"What, on my income?" I exclaimed; for I knew George had rather spacious notions about the family dignity.
George nodded.
"There is no greater help for a rising politician than the right sort of wife," he remarked oracularly.
"My dear George," I said, "I don't want to grumble about the size of my income—it has always been ample for my simple tastes—but when it comes to marriage and living in London and being in Parliament, what the devil's the good of nine hundred pounds a year? Why, it wouldn't keep some women in frocks!"
"There are some women," replied George, "who can very well afford to pay for their own frocks."
I looked at him with surprise and pain.
"You are not doing anything so immoral as to suggest that I should marry for money?" I asked.
George carefully removed the ash from his cigar.
"To contract an alliance with a wealthy woman," he observed, "is not necessarily the same as what you are pleased to call marrying for money."
"No, George," I said. "I hope I'm sufficiently English to appreciate the difference."
"Besides," he went on, disregarding my interruption, "marriage must always be a matter of give and take. If a woman brings you a reasonable dowry, you, on the other hand, are able to offer her one of the oldest names in the country, an unimpeachable social position, and—er—a certain measure of youth and good looks."
I picked up one of the Savoy tablespoons, and contemplated my reflection in its highly polished surface. I can only conclude that it did not do me justice.
"That's all very well," I said; "but where does one find these gilded and easily pleased females?"
Again George's brow contracted.
"There are plenty of charming girls in society, who at the same time are by no means paupers. You are sure to find one or two at Grendon, for instance."
I put down the spoon slowly.
"Oh, ho!" said I. "Now I begin to understand. We are expected to combine business and pleasure this trip—eh?"
"If you mean to suggest that I have been talking the matter over with Lady Bulstrode," said George coldly, "you are quite mistaken. At the same time, I know she would be only too pleased to see you make a sensible marriage. She has often asked after you when you've been away, and when she heard you were in London she insisted on my sending her your address at once."
"Lady Bulstrode," I said, "is a dear old soul. I've always been in love with her ever since I was a kid at Strathmore and she used to ask me over to Grendon to shoot rabbits. By the way, who's living at Strathmore now?"
George looked at me a little suspiciously. I think he believed me guilty of trying to change the conversation.
"There's no one there at present," he replied, "except old Donald Ross and his wife. I want to sell the place if I can; it's no good to us."
"Oh, don't sell it," I protested. "It's the only one of our numerous family mansions I could ever stand." Then I paused. "I left a boat there last time I was in England," I added. "I wonder what's happened to it?"
"I should imagine it was there still," replied George.
I laughed, and finished my champagne.
"I wasn't suggesting you'd pawned it, George," I said.
A sense of humour not being my brother's strong point, this little pleasantry fell on stony ground.
"Aren't we wandering rather from the point?" he asked.
"Not a bit," I said, with some cheerfulness. "I was just thinking that if I'm booked to go to Grendon in ten days' time it's highly necessary that I should have a short holiday first. A smart country house-party bang on top of two months of London would just about finish me."
"Well?" said George, raising his eyebrows.
"Well, that's why I inquired about the boat," I finished. "I could just put in a week's sailing nicely, and write my paper for the Fortnightly at the same time."
George looked at me with a kind of pitying interest.
"Am I to understand that you intend sailing about the coast of Scotland for a week by yourself?"
I nodded.
"A certain amount of solitude," I observed, "is necessary for the production of great literature."
George shrugged his shoulders.
"I suppose you are serious. Personally I should find it difficult to imagine anything less enjoyable, or anything less conducive to work."
"I shan't be sailing all the time," I explained. "I shall make a snug little base on Kerrin Island, and do my scribbling there."
"Kerrin Island!" repeated George incredulously. "Why, the place is deserted. No one has been there for years."
"Yes, they have, George," I said. "I spent a fortnight there last time I was home, and, what's more, I built myself a most superior hut. Unless some of the fisher-boys have been monkeying around, it ought to be as sound as ever. I took a lot of trouble over that hut."
At this point George, who had been consulting his watch, apparently decided that I had wasted quite enough of his time for the present.
"Well, please yourself," he said, beckoning the waiter with a peremptory wave of his hand. "So long as you go to Grendon I suppose that's all we can expect. I shall hope to hear soon, however, that you are adopting some really serious and permanent interest in life."
"If it should take the form of an heiress, George," I said, "I will wire you at once without fail."
* * * * * * *
Exactly two days after this sporting promise I found myself in the excellent company of the sea and the sky about three miles off the land, near Inverness. I was not alone. Sitting in the bows of the boat, and looking out with interest towards the approaching coast of Kerrin Island, was the most disreputable rough-haired terrier puppy that ever forced his society upon his betters. His name was Rufus, and he had been presented to me by Donald Ross. Perhaps it would be more accurate to say he had presented himself, and that Donald, with the simple philosophy of his race, had merely acquiesced in the arrangement. For from the moment that I had arrived at Strathmore, Rufus had joyously but firmly adopted me as his new owner, and nothing short of prussic acid would, I think have terminated the engagement.
I must admit that I was glad of his society. Not that solitude had any terrors for me, but still a dog undoubtedly lends it a certain harmony that it otherwise lacks. One feels this more especially at meal-times.
Anyhow, there we were, Rufus and I, quite contented with each other's company, and thrusting our way merrily through the small white-capped waves that rose and sank in the brisk off-shore breeze. Although only a four-tonner, my little boat, the Scandal, was a rare sea-going craft, and the faithful Donald had looked after her with such honest care that the sails and rigging were as sound as on the day when I laid her up.
Dressed in an old pair of grey flannel trousers and a still older shirt, I must have cut almost as disreputable a figure as Rufus. George would have had a fit on the spot if he could have seen me, but I can't say that even this sombre reflection depressed me very much. Stowed away in the locker I had a large hamper from Harrods', a change of kit, a "Primus" stove, and a generous supply of baccy and books; and if a man can't be happy for a week on an outfit like that, all I can say is that I'm devilish sorry for him.
There are two places on the island where you can get a safe anchorage, one a small sheltered bay on the further side, and the other a kind of shallow estuary looking out towards Strathmore. I decided on the latter as being the nearer, and steered the Scandal towards the struggling growth of trees that half hid the entrance. I struck the channel all right first shot, and, running up the cove, came round head to wind and let down my anchor.
Rufus watched the proceedings with considerable interest. He evidently realized we were going ashore; for the moment I hauled alongside the tiny collapsible Berthon boat which we had been towing behind us, he jumped in hurriedly with a little yelp of approval, and sat down in the stern-sheets. Then he looked up at me and grinned.
I hesitated for a minute as to whether I should cart any of my stores ashore at once; then I decided that it would be better to land first and make certain that my hut was still in existence. Quite possibly it had been spirited away in the interval by some enterprising fisherman, and in that case I intended to make the tiny cabin of the Scandal my headquarters. I am not lazy, but there is a limit to one's enthusiasm for single-handed house-building.
A very few strokes brought us to the shore, which at this point consisted of a marshy stretch of saltings about twenty yards broad. I tugged the boat up out of the water, and, preceded by Rufus, who kept on looking round to see that there was not some dark plot to maroon him, I picked my way from tuft to tuft towards the edge of the wild, heather-covered down of which Kerrin Island is chiefly composed.
The whole place is only about half a mile wide, but one cannot see the hut until one is almost up to it, as it stands on the further side of the island under the shelter of some rising ground. I had built it there purposely, so that it should be invisible from the mainland.
Rufus reached it before I did. Rounding the base of the little hill, and coming suddenly into full view of it, I found him lying on the grass, contemplating his discovery with every symptom of surprised approval.
"Yes, my son," I said, "you may well look awe-struck. That superb edifice—" Then I stopped.
"Well, I'm hanged!" I added incredulously.
There, just to the right of the hut door, I had suddenly caught sight of a wood fire, crackling and blazing away in the most cheerful and unabashed fashion. I stared at it for a moment in amazement. Yes, it was a wood fire all right. There could be no doubt about that. And furthermore, sitting complacently amongst the flames, I perceived a large black kettle, from the spout of which little jets of steam were shooting up into the air.
"Rufus," I observed, "there is some cursed intruder here!"
Rufus looked thoughtfully at the kettle, and put his tongue out.
"Yes," I said sternly, "I've seen that, but if you imagine I am going to sell my birthright for a mess of pottage you're mistaken. Tea or no tea, out he comes!"
I strode across the intervening grass to the door of the hut, and rapped loudly with my knuckles. The result was unexpected. I heard a slight exclamation, accompanied almost simultaneously by the crash of falling china. Then, very clearly and earnestly, a rather sweet voice remarked "Damn!"
I turned to fly, but it was too late. There was a sound of quick footsteps, the door opened abruptly, and I found myself confronted by the prettiest girl I have ever seen in my life.
She was dressed in a short blue skirt, with a soft cream-coloured shirt, open at the neck. From under a red tam-o'-shanter her dark brown hair hung down her back in two long plaits, reaching just below her waist. As for her face—well, I always think a beautiful face is the most difficult thing to describe in the world, but if you can picture a Madonna turned wood nymph, and delightfully sunburned at that, you'll be somewhere around the mark.
For a moment her grey eyes contemplated me with calm surprise; then her gaze travelled to Rufus, who promptly sat up and wagged his tail.
"That," I explained, "is his manner of apologizing."
She turned back to me, and her lips parted in a frank smile.
"I expect," she said, "that I ought to be apologizing instead. This is not my island, as—as you probably know."
"It certainly isn't mine," I returned, "and you were here first."
"Very well," she said. "I'll accept the apology. After all, you've made me break a plate."
"Your nerves must be splendid," I said. "I should have broken a whole dinner-service."
She laughed cheerfully.
"It was silly of me to be startled, but somehow or other one doesn't expect afternoon visitors here." Then she paused. "I don't know whether you are a friend of the owner of the island," she added. "Indeed, I'm afraid I don't even know who he is."
"His name," I said, "is George. We are slightly acquainted."
"And did he build this hut?"
"No," I said proudly; "I did that."
She looked a little embarrassed.
"I really must apologize then," she said. "I'm afraid I've been making free with your property in the most unpardonable manner. I thought it was a kind of desert island."
"So it was," I said, "before you came—a most hopeless desert." Then I hesitated. "If you won't think me inquisitive," I went on, "may I ask how you managed to get here?"
She smiled.
"The same way that you did, I expect. My boat's round the bend there behind the trees." She pointed away to the left towards the small bay which formed the island's other anchorage. "It's only a three-tonner though," she added regretfully.
I looked at her with some interest.
"Are you accustomed to roam about the high sea single-handed in a three-ton boat?" I inquired.
"Oh, yes," she said. "Why not? After all, they are the easiest to handle."
"They are certainly the easiest to get drowned in," I replied.
She shrugged her shoulders. "One must take what one can get in this world. It's not my boat, you see. I only——"
She was interrupted by a violent hissing from the fire, which temporarily disappeared in a cloud of steam.
"Oh, dear!" she cried, in dismay. "There's the kettle boiled over. You'll excuse me a minute while I make tea, won't you?"
She dived into the hut, reappearing almost immediately with a brown earthenware teapot in her hand.
"You'll have a cup?" she asked, pausing for a moment on her way to the fire. "There ought to be enough for two, unless it's all boiled away."
"You're very forgiving," I said. "It's more than I deserve after making you break a plate."
"It's the least I can do," she retorted, "after jumping your hut like this."
She filled up the pot, and, coming back, placed it carefully on the stump of one of the trees which I had cut down when I built the place.
"This is the table," she said. "If you'll sit down on the grass and wait one minute, I'll bring the tea out."
The suggestion seemed a sound one, so I accepted it without protest. Whoever my hostess might be, she was certainly not lacking in self-possession, and I felt sure that if she had wanted any help she would have asked for it.
Selecting a comfortable place, I spread myself out on the grass, and Rufus, who had apparently been on a short tour of inspection, came up sideways and licked my boot.
"Rufus," I said, "we have struck a remarkable adventure."
He lay down and looked at me out of the corner of his eye.
"We have discovered a mermaid, a sea-dryad, an island goddess," I went on. "In fact, I'm not at all sure that we haven't found Astarte herself."
He rolled slowly over on his back and pointed all four feet towards the sky.
"I'm glad to see," said I, "that you have a sense of reverence."
It was at this point that, heavily burdened with accessories, the goddess emerged from her retreat.
"I'm afraid it's a poor sort of tea," she said, as I jumped up to help her unload. "Do you mind a mug and condensed milk? They're all I've got to offer you."
"On a desert island," I said, "both a cup and a cow would be painfully out of place."
"Still," she laughed, "I think if I were going to be here long I'd give them a trial. They might get acclimatized."
"It's an interesting question," I said, "as to which of them would be broken first."
Taking her various burdens from her, I began to set them out in a half-circle round the teapot.
"If I'd known I was going to have a visitor," she said, "I'd have made some hot cakes. As it is, you'll have to be content with gingerbread and biscuits."
Then she sat down opposite me, and began to pour out tea. I watched her with a most pleasant curiosity. I have been in a good many parts of the world, and met some distinctly quaint people, but this beautiful girl, with her perfect self-possession and astounding absence of convention, baffled me completely. Who on earth could she be, and what was she doing on the island—my island—or, to be strictly accurate, George's island? That she was well educated—what I believe is known in refined circles as "a lady"—was of course obvious, but this only made the situation more puzzling than ever. I simply gave it up, and, accepting the cup of tea which she handed across, waited calmly for any further enlightenment that Fate might vouchsafe.
"You shall have your hut by six o'clock," she said, breaking a biscuit and offering half of it to Rufus. "I'll get my belongings on board directly after tea."
"I hope you won't do anything of the kind," I answered promptly. Then, feeling that my remark, though true and distinctly well intended, was perhaps a trifle obscure, I hastened to add: "I never use the hut when I come here. I always sleep on the Scandal."
"On the what?" she asked, opening her nice grey eyes.
"On my boat," I explained. "I call her the Scandal because she travels faster than anything else in Scotland."
Her eyes sparkled. "I wonder if she could beat the Penguin? That's my boat. I've only hired her, but she goes like a bird."
"Well, if you'll stay till tomorrow, we'll have a race," I said.
She clasped her hands. "It would be fun, wouldn't it?" Then she paused. "But I don't think I ought to," she added regretfully.
"Why not?" I asked. "Are you too proud to share an island?"
She shrugged her shoulders, smiling. "No, I'm not proud; but it would put me in rather an awkward position if somebody found out."
"Nobody will find out," I said reassuringly. "The only person who will ever know anything about it is Rufus, and he's a tactful dog—aren't you, my son?"
Rufus, who was sitting up in expectation of some more biscuits, gave a corroborative wag of his tail.
"Besides," I went on, "you ought to give me a chance of returning your hospitality. I was hoping you'd come and have breakfast with me on the Scandal to-morrow."
"Oh!" she said frankly, "I'd love to. Please don't think I'm being silly about it, but I really have to be careful what I'm doing. You see, I'm not supposed to be here at all."
"Of course not," I said. "In fact, I don't believe you are here. Things like this don't happen in real life. I shall wake up in a minute and find you were just a delightful dream."
She laughed merrily. "Well, have some more tea first," she suggested, holding out the pot.
I waited until she had filled the cup, and then I asked her a question.
"Now, I want you to tell me the truth," I said. "If I hadn't come blundering in here, how long were you going to stay on the island?"
She hesitated for a moment.
"The truth!" I repeated firmly.
"Another three days," she admitted. "I have to be back on Friday."
"Well," I said, "if you don't stay those three days, I shall never forgive myself. I really don't want to use either the hut or the island, on my honour. I've got my anchorage, and we shan't be in each other's way. In fact, you needn't see me at all if you don't want to."
"But you've just asked me to breakfast," she objected. "You're not trying to back out of it now, are you?"
"Then you'll stay!" I cried joyfully.
Her eyes twinkled.
"I might," she said, "if you can really guarantee the discretion of Rufus."
I drank up three-quarters of my tea, and poured out the rest as a libation.
"It just occurs to me," I said, "that I haven't introduced myself."
She made a quick, protesting gesture with her hand.
"Don't then," she said, smiling. "Let's stop just as we are. It will be much jollier if we know nothing about each other, and Rufus can't betray us then, even if he wants to."
"But we've christened you already," I objected. "We've decided that you must be Astarte. I think she was the lady who came out of the sea foam, wasn't she?"
Astarte made me a little mocking bow.
"You pay compliments very prettily," she said. "I shall call you Stephen."
"Why Stephen?" I inquired.
She jumped up smiling, and brushed some crumbs from her skirt.
"You're shockingly ignorant of English history. Don't you remember that Stephen followed Rufus?"
I shook my head.
"Your wisdom leaves me breathless," I said. "I can't go further back than Victoria myself."
She laughed.
"Well, if I didn't know that, I shouldn't be much——" Then she suddenly stopped.
"You wouldn't be much what?" I asked.
"Never mind," she said. "Let's put these things away, and then I'll take you down and show you the Penguin. I'd like to know what you think of her."
* * * * * * *
To describe the next few days would be rather like trying to recapture some strange, delightful dream after one has woken up. I only know that the time hurried away at that absurd and unnecessary pace which Providence seems to reserve for the more charming moments of life. Of course, our surroundings were not unfavourable to romance; but, apart from that, Astarte was one of those fragrant people who have the power of throwing a kind of happy glamour over everything. Underneath all her self-possession and efficiency she had the heart of a frank and joyous child.
I shall never forget her delight when she helped me unpack Harrods' hamper on the first morning, and dragged out the various delicacies those thoughtful gentlemen had provided me with.
"Well, you're the sort of person I like to be asked to breakfast by," she laughed, dumping them down one after another. "A tongue, cold chicken, paté de foie gras, champagne, cigars. Oh, Stephen, you are greedy! Do you always look after yourself like this when you go exploring?"
"I lived for a month once on dried apricots and snow," I returned; "but I don't do that sort of thing from choice. Besides," I added recklessly, "I had a sort of feeling I was going to meet you."
She held up a reproving finger.
"You're not ashore now," she said, smiling; "and no sailor should tell fibs at sea."
"Have you been reading Kipling's Brass-bound Man?" I asked.
"No," she said simply. "My father told me that."
And this, I think, was the only occasion in all the three days in which she volunteered any information about herself or her life apart from Kerrin Island.
It must be admitted that we had plenty of time for exchanging confidences had we wished to, Our day started at about 9 A.M., when, after an early morning dip, Rufus and I would pull off to the shore in the dinghy and meet Astarte, who had walked over from the hut.
Breakfast followed, a merry, easy meal, lasting about an hour and a half, after which I would sail the Scandal round to the farther anchorage; while my guest, in the teeth of all polite convention, cheerfully washed up the cups and plates.
Then came the great event of the day, our race round the island for the Kerrin Cup.
This trophy had been presented by Astarte herself on the morning after my arrival. She had brought it over to breakfast with her—a painful atrocity in green and white and gold, bearing a purple label announcing that it was "A present from Strathpeffer."
"We must have a prize, you see," she had explained; "and I've been wanting to get rid of this ever since I stole it."
"It's hardly an inducement to pulling out one's best sailing," I objected, eyeing it with a slight shudder.
All the same, we most decidedly did pull out our best sailing; and the Kerrin Cup changed hands with spirited frequency. Astarte won it the first day, I wrested it from her on the second, only, however, to lose it finally and for good on the last morning. She sailed her little three-tonner with wonderful skill and daring; and, seasoned as I am at handling small boats, I found I was up against an opponent whose education was every bit as complete as my own.
It was all very jolly, but I think the evenings were the best part. We always had supper outside the hut, to which I had transferred about half the contents of my hamper. With the aid of these and Astarte's dazzling skill with the "Primus," we used to fare as sumptuously as Dives, and I warrant with much better appetite than that hardly treated capitalist.
And when supper was over, and the things washed up, we would lie round the wood fire that we always made and discuss the morning's race, and sailing generally, and any other pleasing topic that happened to roll up.
And later on, when we had exchanged enough wisdom, we used to sing songs to each other, accompanying ourselves on the banjo which a thoughtful Providence had inspired me to ship on board the Scandal. My own repertoire is confined to strenuous efforts such as Rolling Down to Rio and Drake's Drum. But Astarte had a charming voice—a deep, sorrowful contralto—and she used to sing sad little songs about love and death, which always seem to me the two best things to make music out of. Besides, they were in such delightful contrast to her own splendid joy in life.
It was only on the night before she went away that I found out how fond I was of her. She was lying on the grass, her chin in her hand, and her grey eyes staring thoughtfully into the fire, as she listened to my description of some impossible place in the ends of the earth which I had once visited. Anything about the ends of the earth seemed to appeal to her with peculiar force.
In the middle of my story it suddenly struck me with an abrupt and painful sense of desolation that on the following evening she would not be there. I went on talking, but somehow or other all the interest and colour had died out of my yarn, and I finished as lamely as George making one of his official excuses for the Government.
For a moment or two she looked at me without speaking. Then she sat up.
"What's the matter, Ste