I am sitting by the window of our
bedroom looking at the road you had
taken,
I am now wondering how my life would
have been if you had just re-awoken.
If you had returned from your final
journey to be with me here right then,
My world would have had a brighter
path if you regained your life then.
But I remind myself that you were on
your final journey never to return,
I knew not that our fate was driving us
apart making me sad in turn.
You always fulfilled my wishes and gave
me whatever I had wanted,
Your loving presence in my life I had
always taken for granted.
After your passing away my whole
world has gone into a frightening void,
When you were around, I had it all but
all is now totally destroyed.
Now I repent and feel sorry that I could
not hold you back in my life,
I am all broken and distort because I
have lost my beloved wife.
My life is like a desert and my existence
has become baron and dry,
The only sign of life is seen when
emotions purge and I begin to cry.
The voice that constantly echoes in my
head from far or sometime near,
I find it very hard to sustain my
loneliness without my beloved here.
I am alone in deep agony to keep
sinking in a well that is bottomless,
Clinging to that hope to make me feel
you will pull me out of this mess.
Whether this would ever happen or not
I know not but keep my hope alive,
I am confident that when I am tired I
will join you in your heavenly hive.