After everything, I can say this
“ TO THE AUTHOR ” 
second chance to life which would have been flavoured with a like mind - a like mind lost amidst the proclamation of the second chance. What a pity! From the depth of my heart I wish to say these few words to you, and I hope that in them you shall find encouragement, hope and strength.
I know it is not easy to live with the memories of your lost bestie. Bitterness, I know, has grieved you about this situation. But I stand today to remind you that there is one who created us all, who knew that a situation such as this would occur.
That Great Man that has kept you alive today wishes that you should be happy, and know that for everything you've passed through and may ever pass through in life; for everything that has happened and may ever happen to you, for the loss of your friend - there is a purpose.
He knows it all, and He will always care for you. Let Him that willeth before actualization console you. For He wishes for you to be happy and I believe your late friend would have wished same for u too.
Ukonu Doris Amarachi