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After my careful consideration of various life events for many years I have come to believe that our life is constantly testing us for many of our current level of commitments. Consequently, I now realize that the greatest rewards of our life are reserved for those of us who always demonstrate a lasting and never-ending commitment to keep acting effectively until we are able to achieve our intended objectives.
My ancestors told me that this level of resolve can definitely move mountains of problems and hardships in life however, it is vital that we be constant, pro-active and consistent. Early in life this belief looked and seemed as simplistic as it sounded then as I moved on in life with determination and care I found out for sure that it is still the common denominator separating those of us who courageously live our dreams in our short living from all those who live and spend their life on this earth in regret and without much hope in the powers of the Supreme Creator.
Gradually my whole life became a constant movement in all my relationships, my words, actions, thoughts, character and heart to enable me to keep trying to capture all those important movements in terms of the healthy past as my wealthy memory that made me learn and make appropriate adjustments to a lot of things in life so that I retained my composure and was never afraid to act in life. Thus all my relationships became the mirror in which to see everyone as they were without any pretence.
I then went on a specific self discovery to practice and achieve truth, beauty and goodness of humanity and wanted them to become my main goal in life. It became very clear to me that there was no living thing on earth which was not related to something or other. It then became fully clear to me that we all are given this short life in this complex world for specific reasons, worthy actions and self realizations. One tiny movement of my current living began to constantly change my total culture and way of life.
There were often times when unfortunately I found myself in the middle of nowhere and so completely lost however, it was within that middle of nowhere that I managed to find myself again all because I believed in the principles of I CAN and NEVER GIVE UP.
Then I kept moving regardless of any adversities in life because I realized that wise movements in life were my right steps and without the correct movements my life was unthinkable. Then after reading many of William Shakespeare books, I realized that although time seemed very slow for me, I did not want to wait but move faster despite it giving me a few scary moments. However, I did not want to wait long for anything and lament but rather at having every shorter time in life I quickly learnt to celebrate well and wisely. Thus I began loving my life to live it with care and greater determination. I quickly found out that all my time at hand became eternal.
Presently, I am very happy with my life at this age because I firmly believe what I am and what I want to become. I ensure now that I do not unnecessarily worry about anything in my life that I am unable to control and this has become a worthy lesson for me. Therefore, my personal advise after all my realizations is for my family and friends to stay alive and keep moving; remain flexible and keep exercising well to develop full range of things that enable you to go down the slopes of life carefully and climb up the steeper hills and roads ahead in our daily living of this short but interesting life.
Finally, I now realize that my time on this earth is limited so I do not want to waste it living the life of someone else. I certainly would never like to be trapped by the dogma of living with the results of other people who think differently and move in odd and wrong directions in life. I do not wish to let any noise of the opinions of other people full of fraudulent ideas to drown my own inner voice that tells me always to stay away from all forms of hypocrisy, puppetry, pretence, imposture and double dealings. It has taken me long time to develop the courage to follow my heart and intuition but it certainly has done it well to make me feel better.
November 2019.
