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I know that one day my heart will take me to my ultimate destination and I will be peacefully dwelling with my beloved, my Creator, my Protector and my Destroyer. He will get rid of all the pains, sorrows and worries and I will reach my Nirvana when He finds the perfect cure for me.
My home has been where my heart and soul kept smiling, laughing, playing, praying and singing without any shyness and shame and all my tears kept drying at their own pace. I made sure that all that lived with me stayed happy and were able to make their lives better with a little assistance from me.
In my happy living with my loved ones I found that there is within all of us a healthy potential for truth, beauty and goodness beyond our imagination. Accepting, preaching and practicing these great human qualities, seek no rewards for anyone except making them well groomed individuals. These qualities of humanity make people listen well without judgement and love unconditionally. I would soon make my departure for peaceful and better living in heaven but a voice that will still ring in the ears of people who cared for me will miss the touch of that loving hands and arms that have vanished and the sound of that helpful voice has gone still.
I am leaving a lot of my thoughts as a legacy for my present and future generations to ponder when they come to those moments in which they feel completely alone because as I have found in my life time patience and silence have been my good companions of wisdom.
A lot of what bother us that too will vanish with the time and all the sadness that makes us despondent will gradually fly away on the wings of time that waits for no one. One thing I always remembered in spending my life as a confident individual was to ask and an appropriate answer shall always be given to make the heart and soul ring with joy.
In my family life of many years I am grateful that I was able to learn a lot from the silence around me, from the talkative people with me, by being tolerant and from the intolerant. Of course, whatever kindness I possessed came from being unkind and I never fail to be grateful to all these gurus that made me what I am today. I do not cry because it is over and now I keep smiling because it happened in my favour.
My ancestors often gave me another obvious knowledge to say that I was unique. They made me believe that since everybody is an individual nobody can be you, so definitely you are unique. I was convinced that no one can tell me how to use my time because that was mine alone as was my life my own so I needed to proceed confidently to mould it and make it the way I wanted. Therefore, all my life I kept hoping well and having well.
I still clearly remember the message of one of my favourite teachers, Pundit Rohan Prasad who said that your words, actions, thoughts, character and heart have strong wings so always speak, do, think, conduct and feel good in life and conduct yourself like the pretty flowers and turn your face to the sun for good living and manageable energy.
Those of my readers who have read the contributions of my nanny Radhika would have found out that she always wanted me to look for the answers inside my questions by putting my ears down close to my soul and listen hard enough until you get what you are searching. This skill made me act mindfully, accept things entirely, move strongly, think well and softly, speak clearly and articulately, live simply with pleasure and love all that you have completely.
