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THE DELICIOUS VICE

YOUNG E. ALLISON

Second Edition

(Revised and containing new material)

CHICAGO THE PRAIRIELAND PUBLISHING CO. 1918 Printed origi-

nally in the

Louisville Courier-Journal. Reprinted by courtesy.

First edition, Cleveland, Burrows Bros., 1907.

Copyright 1907-1918

I.

A RHAPSODY ON THE NOBLE PROFESSION OF NOVEL READING

It must have been at about the good-bye age of forty that Thomas Moore,

that choleric and pompous yet genial little Irish gentleman, turned a

sigh into good marketable ”copy” for Grub Street and with shrewd economy

got two full pecuniary bites out of one melancholy apple of reflection:

”Kind friends around me fall

Like leaves in wintry weather,”

–he sang of his own dead heart in the stilly night.

”Thus kindly I scatter thy leaves on the bed

Where thy mates of the garden lie scentless and dead.”

–he sang to the dying rose. In the red month of October the rose is

forty years old, as roses go. How small the world has grown to a man of

forty, if he has put his eyes, his ears and his brain to the uses for

which they are adapted. And as for time–why, it is no longer than a

kite string. At about the age of forty everything that can happen to a

man, death excepted, has happened; happiness has gone to the devil or is

a mere habit; the blessing of poverty has been permanently secured or

you are exhausted with the cares of wealth; you can see around the

corner or you do not care to see around it; in a word–that is,

considering mental existence–the bell has rung on you and you are up

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against a steady grind for the remainder of your life. It is then there

comes to the habitual novel reader the inevitable day when, in anguish

of heart, looking back over his life, he–wishes he hadn’t; then he asks

himself the bitter question if there are not things he has done that he

wishes he hadn’t. Melancholy marks him for its own. He sits in his room

some winter evening, the lamp swarming shadowy seductions, the grate

glowing with siren invitation, the cigar box within easy reach for that

moment when the pending sacrifice between his teeth shall be burned out;

his feet upon the familiar corner of the mantel at that automatically

calculated altitude which permits the weight of the upper part of the

body to fall exactly upon the second joint from the lower end of the

vertebral column as it rests in the comfortable depression created by

continuous wear in the cushion of that particular chair to which every

honest man who has acquired the library vice sooner or later gets

attached with a love no misfortune can destroy. As he sits thus, having

closed the lids of, say, some old favorite of his youth, he will

inevitably ask himself if it would not have been better for him if he

hadn’t. And the question once asked must be answered; and it will be an

honest answer, too. For no scoundrel was ever addicted to the delicious

vice of novel-reading. It is too tame for him. ”There is no money in

it.”

And every habitual novel-reader will answer that question he has asked

himself, after a sigh. A sigh that will echo from the tropic deserted

island of Juan Fernandez to that utmost ice-bound point of Siberia where

by chance or destiny the seven nails in the sole of a certain mysterious

person’s shoe, in the month of October, 1831, formed a cross–thus:

while on the American promontory opposite, ”a young and handsome woman

replied to the man’s despairing gesture by silently pointing to heaven.”

The Wandering Jew may be gone, but the theater of that appalling

prologue still exists unchanged. That sigh will penetrate the gloomy

cell of the Abbe Faria, the frightful dungeons of the Inquisition, the

gilded halls of Vanity Fair, the deep forests of Brahmin and fakir, the

jousting list, the audience halls and the petits cabinets of kings of

France, sound over the trackless and storm-beaten ocean–will echo, in

short, wherever warm blood has jumped in the veins of honest men and

wherever vice has sooner or later been stretched groveling in the dust

at the feet of triumphant virtue.

And so, sighing to the uttermost ends of the earth, the old novel-reader

will confess that he wishes he hadn’t. Had not read all those novels

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that troop through his memory. Because, if he hadn’t–and it is the

impossibility of the alternative that chills his soul with the despair

of cruel realization–if he hadn’t, you see, he could begin at the very

first, right then and there, and read the whole blessed business through

for the first time. For the FIRST TIME, mark you! Is there anywhere in

this great round world a novel reader of true genius who would not do

that with the joy of a child and the thankfulness of a sage?

Such a dream would be the foundation of the story of a really noble Dr.

Faustus. How contemptible is the man who, having staked his life freely

upon a career, whines at the close and begs for another chance; just

one more–and a dierent career! It is no more than Mr. Jack Hamlin, a

friend from Calaveras County, California, would call ”the baby act,”

or his compeer, Mr. John Oakhurst, would denominate ”a squeal.” How

glorious, on the other hand, is the man who has spent his life in his

own way, and, at its eventide, waves his hand to the sinking sun and

cries out: ”Goodbye; but if I could do so, I should be glad to go over

it all again with you–just as it was!” If honesty is rated in heaven

as we have been taught to believe, depend upon it the novel-reader

who sighs to eat the apple he has just devoured, will have no trouble

hereafter.

What a great flutter was created a few years ago when a blind

multi-millionaire of New York oered to pay a million dollars in cash

to any scientist, savant or surgeon in the world who would restore his

sight. Of course he would! It was no price at all to oer for the

service–considering the millions remaining. It was no more to him than

it would be to me to oer ten dollars for a peep at Paradise. Poor as I

am I will give any man in the world one hundred dollars in cash who will

enable me to remove every trace of memory of M. Alexandre Dumas’ ”Three

Guardsmen,” so that I may open that glorious book with the virgin

capacity of youth to enjoy its full delight. More; I will duplicate the

same oer for any one or all of the following:

”Les Miserables,” of M. Hugo.

”Don Quixote,” of Senor Cervantes.

”Vanity Fair,” of Mr. Thackeray.

”David Copperfield,” of Mr. Dickens.

”The Cloister and the Hearth,” of Mr. Reade.

And if my good friend, Isaac of York, is lending money at the old

stand and will take pianos, pictures, furniture, dress suits and plain

household plate as collateral, upon even moderate valuation, I will go

fifty dollars each upon the following:

”The Count of Monte Cristo,” of M. Dumas.

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”The Wandering Jew,” of M. Sue.

”The Memoirs of Barry Lyndon, Esq.,” of Mr. Thackeray.

”Treasure Island,” of Mr. Robbie Stevenson.

”The Vicar of Wakefield,” of Mr. Goldsmith.

”Pere Goriot,” of M. de Balzac.

”Ivanhoe,” of Baronet Scott.

(Any one previously unnamed of the whole layout of M. Dumas, excepting

only a paretic volume entitled ”The Conspirators.”)

Now, the man who can do the trick for one novel can do it for all–and

there’s a thousand dollars waiting to be earned, and a blessing also.

It’s a bald ”blu,” of course, because it can’t be done as we all know.

I might oer a million with safety. If it ever could have been done the

noble intellectual aristocracy of novel-readers would have been reduced

to a condition of penury and distress centuries ago.

For, who can put fetters upon even the smallest second of eternity? Who

can repeat a joy or duplicate a sweet sorrow? Who has ever had more than

one first sweetheart, or more than one first kiss under the honeysuckle?

Or has ever seen his name in print for the first time, ever again? Is it

any wonder that all these inexplicable longings, these hopeless hopes,

were summed up in the heart-cry of Faust–

”Stay, yet awhile, O moment of beauty.”

Yet, I maintain, Dr. Faustus was a weak creature. He begged to be given

another and wholly dierent chance to linger with beauty. How much

nobler the magnificent courage of the veteran novel-reader, who in the

old age of his service, asks only that he may be permitted to do again

all that he has done, blindly, humbly, loyally, as before.

Don’t I know? Have I not been there? It is no child’s play, the life of

a man who–paraphrasing the language of Spartacus, the much neglected

hero of the ages–has met upon the printed page every shape of perilous

adventure and dangerous character that the broad empire of fiction could

furnish, and never yet lowered his arm. Believe me it is no carpet duty

to have served on the British privateers in Guiana, under Commodore

Kingsley, alongside of Salvation Yeo; to have been a loyal member of

Thuggee and cast the scarf for Bowanee; to have watched the tortures of

Beatrice Cenci (pronounced as written in honest English, and I spit upon

the weaklings of the service who imagine that any freak of woman called

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Bee-ah-treech-y Chon-chy could have endured the agonies related of that

sainted lady)–to have watched those tortures, I say, without breaking

down; to have fought under the walls of Acre with Richard Coeur de Lion;

to have crawled, amid rats and noxious vapors, with Jean Valjean through

the sewers of Paris; to have dragged weary miles through the snow with

Uncas, Chief of the Mohicans; to have lived among wild beasts with Morok

the lion tamer; to have charged with the impis of Umslopogaas; to have

sailed before the mast with Vanderdecken, spent fourteen gloomy years

in the next cell to Edmund Dantes, ferreted out the murders in the Rue

Morgue, advised Monsieur Le Cocq and given years of life’s prime in

tedious professional assistance to that anointed idiot and pestiferous

scoundrel, Tittlebat Titmouse! Equally, of course, it has not been all

horror and despair. Life averages up fairly, as any novel-reader

will admit, and there has been much of delight–even luxury and

idleness–between the carnage hours of battle. Is it not so? Ask that

boyish-hearted old scamp whom you have seen scuttling away from the

circulating library with M. St. Pierre’s memoirs of young Paul and his

beloved Virginia under his arm; or stepping briskly out of the book

store hugging to his left side a carefully wrapped biography of Lady

Diana Vernon, Mlle. de la Valliere, or Madame Margaret Wongton; or

in fact any of a thousand charming ladies whom it is certain he had met

before. Ladies too, who, born whensoever, are not one day older since

he last saw them. Nearly a hundred years of Parisian residence have not

served to induce the Princess Haydee of Yanina to forego her picturesque

Greek gowns and coiures, or to alter the somewhat embarrassing status

of her relations with her striking but gloomy protector, the Count of

Monte Cristo.

The old memories are crowded with pleasures. Those delicious mornings in

the allee of the park, where you were permitted to see Cosette with her

old grandfather, M. Fauchelevent; those hours of sweet pain when it was

impossible to determine whether it was Rebecca or Rowena who seemed to

give most light to the day; the flirtations with Blanche Amory, and the

notes placed in the hollow tree; the idyllic devotion of Little Emily,

dating from the morning when you saw her dress fluttering on the beam as

she ran along it, lightly, above the flowing tide–(devotion that is yet

tender, for, God forgive you Steerforth as I do, you could not smirch

that pure heart;) the melancholy, yet sweet sorrow, with which you saw

the loved and lost Little Eva borne to her grave over which the

mocking-bird now sings his liquid requiem. Has it not been sweet good

fortune to love Maggie Tulliver, Margot of Savoy, Dora Spenlow

(undeclared because she was an honest wife–even though of a most

conceited and commonplace jackass, totally undeserving of her); Agnes

Wicklow (a passion quickly cured when she took Dora’s pitiful leavings),

and poor ill-fated Marie Antoinette? You can name dozens if you have

been brought up in good literary society.

These love aairs may be owned freely, as being perfectly honorable,

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even if hopeless. And, of course, there have been gallantries–mere

aaires du jour–such as every man occasionally engages in. Sometimes

they seemed serious, but only for a moment. There was Beatrix Esmond,

for whom I could certainly have challenged His Grace of Hamilton, had

not Lord Mohun done the work for me. Wandering down the street in London

one night, in a moment of weak admiration for her unrivalled nerve

and aplomb, I was hesitating–whether to call on Mrs. Rawdon Crawley,

knowing that her thick-headed husband was in hoc for debt–when the door

of her house crashed open and that old scoundrel, Lord Steyne, came

wildly down the steps, his livid face blood-streaked, his topcoat on

his arm and a dreadful look in his eye. The world knows the rest as I

learned it half an hour later at the greengrocer’s, where the Crawleys

owed an inexcusably large bill. Then the Duchess de Langeais–but all

this is really private.

After all, a man never truly loves but once. And somewhere in Scotland