I MISS THE TIMES
Where have you gone my beloved?
I can’t locate you here my beloved.
I miss the times when you were here,
To support and tell me not to have any fear.
I held my head high and was happy to belong,
I loved to hear the choice of your song.
Your looks and gestures I miss them all,
Your words and thoughts were my daily call.
Your sweet voice was the sound of music,
Whether it was said in private or in public.
You warned me what was right and wrong,
You whispered in my ears if I took too long.
Such a caring person you tamed all my ways,
That helped me love life and made my days.
Your guidance led me through the rough days,
You loved me so dearly that changed my ways.
You had control over all the things needed in
our life,
You came as a solid rock and became my
loving wife.
My faults and errors you accepted all as
normal,
This was divine and you were always so
informal.
You stayed at my side and loved me so dearly,
You made me proud by serving me so clearly.
Then that day you decided to leave me and go,
I crumbled but began doing all that I could do.
No one could persuade you to come back to
me,
No miracle saved you from going away from
me.
My crying and mourning could not bring you
back,
I prayed hard but could not find what did I
lack.
I couldn’t hold your soul leaving me for good,
My prayers were weaker I finally understood.
Lakhan had to give up his fight with the
nature,
He let Saroj go and think about his bleak
future.
WHERE IS MY SAROJ TODAY
No one can imagine that pain so deep down
inside me,
No one can feel the sorrow so intense down
inside me,
I cannot explain these in words and can't
simply write,
Times are difficult, life is hard and my living is
so tight.
The reason for these changed conditions is my
loss,
Gone was the most precious treasure, wife, my
boss..
She was my life, she was my love and she was
my all,
She loved, she was pretty and she always
stood tall.
The pain of her departure has torn my heart
and soul,
The sorrow of her passing away has changed
my role.
A loving husband has been turned into a sad
widower,
A strong man is now failing everywhere and is
weaker.
This loss has affected my eating, sleeping and
living,
She cannot be easily forgotten she was so
forgiving.
There is a feeling of loneliness and I am living
alone,
The shine inside me quickly died after she was
gone.
No one can fix my life they may only repair
this pain,
Kind words, frequent visits and tender care by
people gain.
There is no greater pain to witness for me on
the sad face,
There is no deeper sorrow to hurt me at this
lonely place.
Eyes now can't see my beloved but I've all fond
memories,
Heart can't feel her presence but I've all her
energies.
My sad heart is vaulted and I'm scared to let
anyone in,
There's no one as sweet and loving as her to
be found again.
It doesn't matter how many oceans and rivers
I sometimes cry,
My heart will never let her go and I don't want
to say good bye.
Lakhan now spends a lot of his time where
she used to lay,
He sits alone, wondering and muttering where
my Saroj is today.
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Together we discovered that there were no
limits with our love.