MY CREATIONS FOR MY PRETTY LOTUS
I WILL CELEBRATE YOUR LOVING WAYS
Two years ago today we had a delicious meal
together,
We talked, laughed and played our scrabble
together.
Little I knew that you would leave me the next
day,
But you did go away silently without anything
to say.
Now I keep staring at the little dots in the blue
sky,
Wondering which one is you and I keep asking
why?
My questions do not bring any answers so I do
cry,
My loneliness bothers me but I manage and do
try.
It gets harder when I hear the last story you
told,
In this hot summer weather I have never felt
so cold.
You told me to hold on and be a strong man
you loved,
You wanted me to live my life and do my
things I loved.
In all those songs I still hear your sweet voice
at nigh,
In all those flowers of our garden I see all your
might.
But one thing that hurts me most and I feel
empty,
When I go to bed at night your space is all
empty.
I have nothing else but your memory that
comforts me,
Your tender loving care and your mystic smile
hurts me.
Missing you everyday is like a rollercoaster
kind of ride,
My emotions go up and down you are not by
my side.
But as you said I will hold on and I will be a
strong man,
I will live my life well and do my things as best
as I can.
I give you my promise that in my life come
what may,
I will treasure your love and celebrate your
loving ways.
(14th March 2015)